[LYRICS]
i don’t expect for you to notice 
skin fallin necrosis 
show up to my funeral and
bring me dead roses 
think i’m losing focus 
my thoughts are so bogus
i’m so fucking scared that
i’m stuck in psychosis 

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

ima runaway 
baby ima runaway 
no one cares anyway 
should i go or should i stay?

everything’s blur
like what the fuck occurred 
memories that haunt me
walking like a zombie 
xanax with my coffee 
girl from texas talking 
and all the acid i ingested 
made my mind a fucking mess man 
never took anti depressants 
21 and fucking stressing 
by 22 and i’ll be resting

either in my grave 
or laid up in my place 
i don’t really care i just 
take it day by day 
working with no rest 
love my friends to death 
fucking with my boys ima put ur ass to bed

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

Necrosis

Necrosis [prod. fuji! + heyrick!]

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0VYdyrzMYMjwmac0GhHftT?si=B1Jt3_LoSEmYBrWRILNhCA

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- Instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜prod by dercept 
- Youtube: https://youtube.com/c/proddercept
- Instagram: instagram.com/dercept

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/alrunaxo
- discord: Alruna#2197

Raven + beastboy >

Lyrics:

I’m tired of losing my friends for you
I’m tired of loosening the noose
To be put back on by you
Like I don’t have a choice but to lose

The silence is evaporating 
Then we go back to extenuating 
Then you bring up that conversation cos 
you you you 

Don’t know where the hell your brain is
Bet you don’t even realise our love is fading
Push another button and you’ll find that I’m replacing 
you you you 

I just wanna let go
Set sail on a world on my own 
I won’t go home 
Bout as far as I know 

Got my gps cloaked 
Going ghost
For the most of the time 
So I’ll be alone

See ya though
Wont hit you up anymore 
I picked my road I left a note 
Now we’re headed for the storm 

You said that you loved me now you switching up 
As if it wasn’t tough enough now I roughen up
Got me up and running with my hands on the gun
The plummeting has begun and through the atmosphere I spun 

Let the edge of the world swallow me if it means 
I’ll understand why I’m better forgetting 
All my skin to my cells gonna burn from the speed
Not even hoping that I’ll land on my feet 

Been since January now the thoughts of you are imaginary
I been chasing visions they kinda blurry bout you you you you
Straight emissions from your spirit reminding me of what I’m missing 
When it’s hitting it got me thinking bout you you you you

I can’t pick myself up I’m the floor and 
I sit here collecting dust from the night to the morning 
I told myself I won’t give up but now I won’t  move without a shove until I
Get that punch in my gut that tells me enough is enough

I just wanna let go
Set sail on a world on my own 
I won’t go home 
Bout as far as I know 

Got my gps cloaked 
Going ghost
For the most of the time 
So I’ll be alone

See ya though
Wont hit you up anymore 
I picked my road I left a note 
Now we’re headed for the storm 

You said that you loved me now you switching up 
As if it wasn’t tough enough now I roughen up
Got me up and running with my hands on the gun
The plummeting has begun and through the atmosphere I spun 

Let the edge of the world swallow me if it means 
I’ll understand why I’m better forgetting 
All my skin to my cells gonna burn from the speed
Not even hoping that I’ll land on my feet

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

Stratospheric

prod by reesoo

HOOK
I know you probably want me dead.
But there's a few things you don’t understand.
How could you be toxic to me.
I thought that we had a plan.
I thought you had a resurrection
Cuz now you want to text me back.
You’re so down bad
And i’m so glad
Cuz i know you won’t get more chances

Verse

Why the fuck you texting me
But you're still staring like an NPC.
You got problems ya beyond belief 
Can you leave my head i wanna sleep.
Damn you wanted love you wanted love
Your tryna wake me up but your still on snooze
You’re such a hypocrite 
I want you gone you know
You’re such a piece of shit
I really loved you though

Bridge 

Were you even real
Or were you what i wanted
This shit feels so fake i know you saw it
Writing down in the room to clear my conscious
I can’t give a fuck about you if i’m being honest
I’m looking down on you
To test my ego
Ya you were into me
I’m not a hero
Look in the mirror
I know you saw it
When you hurt internally you wern’t for me

Pre Hook

I know you wern’t there for me
I feel chained to the wall cuz you ignore me
But now you see me grow your so original 
And I hope you make a fucking change
Damn don’t want to me
You were killing my dreams and my fantasies
Do you remember me ya i was there to see
Now you’re a distance fucking memory 

HOOK
I know you probably want me dead.
But there's a few things you don’t understand.
How could you be toxic to me.
I thought that we had a plan.
I thought you had a resurrection
Cuz now you want to text me back.
You’re so down bad
And i’m so glad
Cuz i know you won’t get more chances

chances

chances (reesoo)

[LYRICS]
i know i’m just a small town boy 
but no i’ll never be your toy
internet and drugs fucking up my mental health
i wish that i could stay but i don’t think you do me well
all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered 

She said will never be forever i said don’t play pretend.
You wanna fuck up my feelings said that we cant be friends.
Ya i've been staring at the clock hoping my time will end.
Ya i’ve been staring at these walls hoping that you’ll repent.
And i’m so sick can’t feel myself.
Ya don’t confuse for someone else.
Hope you stay so close to me.
Can we be friends not enemies.
Time of day ya i'm staring at the window.
Time away wish you could be more loved.
Find away you’ve been acting in my shadow.
Hurting me you really start a fight.

all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered

City Lights w/ Solio [maniksprod x DollategaBeatz]

produced by: dskeep & Ziro.beatZ
written & performed by: luvstorm
mixed & mastered by: luvstorm 

lyrcis:
i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

we've been, we've been running around
like i need, i need, i need to sleep somehow
like we've been doing so much
i've been burnt out lately
put me six feet down in my grave now baby
we can trvael the world, go where you want baby
feeling sick your stomach, ill hold your hair back baby
oh
you know i need your love
are you coming with me to the hotel?
whats up?
now baby tell me what you're talkin 'bout
see the words are comin' out your mouth 
but i can't hear a thing, bae the musics too loud
we've been drinking too much
shits about to go down
now she's pulling my hand, 
i think she wanna go now, like 
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo

i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

slam my head

it will always never be the same

thx @777evil & @nokerbforever <3

Life is alway changing, youll find a new perspective
Im sorry that i did this, but that shits not respected
fucked up once we let it go, you fuck up twice and then it shows
That you never changed, and you never will
in me builds the rage, to the point where i could kill
put a bullet in your chest, watch the blood pour out and spill
I trusted you, you gave me nothing, i shouldve known, you were up to something
A second chance, we deserve it all, but people like you, put us all at fault
And theres nothing i could say, you didnt learn your lesson
Forgave you the first time, but i cant do a second

Choices fall, into a sick shape
Reminisce the times we fixate
On our broken souls
Swear i let it go
Every fucking second
But your failure it shows

evilmiku:
i can’t keep up with every single change
you try to make everything bad a game
all of these thoughts you planted in my brain
but i won’t go down from anything you say

NOKERB:
you would always pressure me to get shit done
lately i been wondering if this is all worth it
wasted my time on you, thought it was perfect
it was not, you was treating me so worthless
i wonder how long it all will last.. 
the choices fell!
you was treating me like trash
im on the edge of falling down
baby im about to jump

choices fall ft. evilmiku & NOKERB [prod. saint mike]

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

all plats

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

all plats soon!

lyric amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDCIy4R875c

DEATH IN SPACE! (prod. oladaev)

In the mist, the city whispers,
Echoes of the distant tide.

The city breathes a ceaseless murmur,
As I walk its endless maze.
Alone amidst the throng,
My heart echoes the lonely haze.

Echoes in the sound,
The city’s heart beats with my own.
Voices lost and found,
In the solitude, I roam.

Each step on crowded streets,
Deepens the silent rift within.
The faces blend and blur,
A sea of stories I can’t begin.

Whispers bounce off silent walls,
Mixing with the ocean’s calls.
Echoes grow in the twilight,
Reflecting my internal plight.

Piano cries beneath the skyline,
Notes climbing like the buildings high,
Tumbling down like rain in darkness,
Each drop a tear from the sky’s eye.
Lost in this urban symphony,
My soul's echoes set free.

Now the echoes softly fade,
Drifting through the foggy shade.
Accepting the quiet sound,
In its depths, I am bound.

Grey Skies, New Tides

Echoes of the Sound

Echoes Of The Sound

life (completed year 3 of uni)
@websitezero

choices fall ft. evilmiku & NOKERB [prod. saint mike]

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