all over again ft yametsu

HYH feat. Alruna and Nick Ferreri

✦thx to anyone who's listening <3 song is gonna be on all sites in next couple days :)✦
 
lyrics
--------
i was afraid too many times
of shit i couldn't control
i was afraid too many times
of something that i'd do
i was afraid too many times
of being frozen up again
i was afraid too many times
to end up by myself

@bipolarqwist
say, i don't wanna talk 2 u anymore
knife in my hand, im afraid
am i gonna end up on the floor?
so i don't love u anymore
anymore, anymore
im always being ignored
yeah im tired yeah im bored
and where's my fucking reward?

i was afraid too many times
of shit i couldn't control
i was afraid too many times
of something that i'd do
i was afraid too many times
of being frozen up again
i was afraid too many times
to end up by myself

99%AFRAID

click 4 other sites :)

99%AFRAID w/ENQWIST (lesheff + altery)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@bleakboi

all along.

lyrics:
(dth)
i woke up all alone
for the last time
cause i spent 3 whole months
trying to pass time
you know it's you
it's always been you

you know it's you
(it's always been you)
it's always been you
you know it's you
it's always been you

and looking back
it always was you
like a ghost in the room
i've been cold and i've chosen death
and thinking back
it's lucky for you
cause i've been all consumed with
wasting your time and breath
blame me for wanting the best
emptied it out on the floor from your chest
save me from falling to this
i've kept all the words that you said
on my wrist

(bleaky)
I crawl back, the way u left me will always haunt me 
Idk why the words that she said have so much effect on me 
Down in my guts I feel the pain running through my body 
It seems so clear that I can mourn u for 

Everything u did
Everything u did
Theres nothing left of me
I only pass the time that's left

(dth and bleaky)
you know it's you
(it's always been you)
it's always been you
you know it's you
it's always been you

pass time w/ bleaky (deathright + bleaky)

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3QKeacbjlVTG5eJQqx7VHp?si=405ed895bd7a4e41
a song about uncontrollable anger -

lyrics:
im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

its such a shame 
look the other way
no i dont wanna walk into you
so im switchin lanes

shes superstitchous 
flip the fire switches
shes been pushin on his buttons 
he just wants someone with interest

someone showin him love
its sad he thought shes the one
down a bottle of rum
pourin liquor on rocks

hes strugglin to move on
hes been sittin 
feelin stuck in the middle
and getting sick of the riddles

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

i didnt want this
i didnt want this 
i didnt want this 
how come im the one takin blame

( im feelin the weight press down on my chest )

i told you 
i told you
i told you
never to call

( never to call )

i told you 
i told you
i told you dont wanna talk

but here i am on the phone
tryna ignore you calls
im going through these withdrawls
i miss when youre in my arms

i wasnt ready for this war
i wasnt ready for this war thats with in
i feel it startin again

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

;/

arsonist (grayskies)

produced by ruevi 

what does the cat on the tin roof say?

-''ladi dadi da, rubby on me head. pass me some snack. pet me in the car.''

@t1gerstar
@1spooz

kittykitty w/tigerstar & spooz

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

@jrolli killed the feature
mixed and mastered by @nokerbforever 

With the window who am I to trust
Mother nature killing me so much
You’ve been so gloomy out in the rain 
But i dont wanna talk to much going insane
Lookin at you feels so unreal 
The next thing that you say and feel
Don’t make me go torment myself
But I don’t wanna hurt your health
Oooooh ima go away
Tell another lie you will never change
Oooooh i can see your face
Why you hiding in shame cuz I thought you were the ase
In the wind ya I thought we talked about it
You’ve been so dry to me can’t talk about shit
You had a love for me you gave me company
But now things are not what they used to be
Now your here i'm not ready about it
Tear my head into the water ready to drown it
Got your words out of your brain ready to shout it 
Insecure that's why you had to comment
Your my evil in my life but now I'm ready for it
Cuz without you my life’s so dim
I need some balance to tell me what am i dying for
Cuz without you my life’s so grim
Cuz i know what was better than you
I’d rather have an ego than be dead for you
I’d rather have myself than I be fucking screwed 

(JROLI)

NO more patience told that bitch i'm running up the silence the violence
so much blood coming out my eyelid
they told me slow it down i told them i don't need no guidance
she bout to crash the whip i think she lied about her license
THERE'S NO MORE SPACE FOR YOU
SEATS FILLED UP BY MY CREW
HEART COLD IT'S LIKE BULLETPROOF
SET THE FIRE I BREATHE THE FUMES

insecure ft JROLLI (drma)

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

spotify

ends (simon m)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
"do it again" w/ eunhae out everywhere!

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

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