@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.

lyrics:
tell me what it's like to taste your words
i bet they taste a lot like alcohol cause

every word you spit out burns
every word you spit out burns

and it's been a while since i've seen your face
and it's been a while since i've heard your voice
and i bet you sound like this ocean breeze
and when you're near i can't help but think of you and me

every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)

spotify

thought of you

@55depths
@zephyrcove
@1toge

it's always been you.
prod. me.

lyrics:
*k* this is goodbye...
*a* no...no it isn't...
we're going to disappear as one.
so we'll be together forever.

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

oh, heaven
what a dream you've given me
right in front of you
i'm all you'd ever need
(baby, i'm all you'd ever need)
what a feeling
as i'm caught falling under
fell for each other hard
i should have known
it's always been you
nothing left to do
but stay here
with you

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

i'm caught between
the want and need
gotta have you next to me
i'm dying
inside those emerald eyes
(oh, inside those emerald eyes)
so tell it to me straight, dear
while we're still here
fall asleep face to face
fell in love with the way you move
i'm wrapped up all in you
you're the one i'd always choose

(manni ✰)
see that 
oh did you mean that
running these circles round you
just so i know that it's true
true love
that word just scares me a lot
running to you love
just wanna keep coming back
i'm losing sleep 
cant count these sheep
my mind's filled with you
oh cant you see
oh i cant be alone
rather die in your arms
hold me and never let go
love me and i wont let go
oh just so you know
you got me feeling like a-

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

i'm caught between
the want and need
gotta have you next to me
i'm dying
inside those emerald eyes

hopeless romance w/ manni ✰

@1kise
@dthxrgt
@zephyrcove






@1kise hook:
You want me to say, "I get so lonely, when ur not here with me"
My vision blurs and I can't see
Trip over words now I can't breathe 

Cut off my tounge and watch me bleed
I can't move on, I drag my feet
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave

@1kise verse:
I swear I'll try to let it out
But first you gotta tell me how
You find the perfect words to say when I'm feeling down
No, I don't wanna end this now

And I can read the look on your face
So you better not try to look the other way
Just sit beside me, won't you hear what I have to say? 
I looked you in the eyes and said, "We're gonna be okay."

What do you think of me?
Let down my guard
Its getting hard to breathe
What do you think of me?
Let down my guard
Its getting hard to breathe

@dthxrgt verse:
well i’ve heard it all before
when i asked you
am i holding on too much to the past year?
guess i’m never gonna feel like i last did
is it still alright, just for one more night?

bleed me out
just to feel something
i’m stuck inside my head again
put my heart to the test, now you’re gone again
is it fine with you
if I stay here at home?
could you leave me alone
for some time

now i’m running through it all again
oh god i wish that I knew
what ever to do
to save me and you
was it something that i said again?
you know there’s nothing to prove
but much more to lose
i’m losing you

@1kise hook:
You want me to say, "I get so lonely, when ur not here with me"
My vision blurs and I can't see
Trip over words now I can't breathe 

Cut off my tounge and watch me bleed
I can't move on, I drag my feet
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave

@dthxrgt outro: 
was it something that i said again?
you know there’s nothing to prove
but much more to lose
i’m losing you

Recorded June 6th, 2023

we're going to be okay w/ deathright  [prod. recycleBin x splashgvng]

@55depths
@knights-ofren
guess nothing stays the same...

produced by ren <3

lyrics:
so let me in or drown me out
(let me in, let me in)
i watched this sun set from the south
(i watched it fall)
three fucking words to leave you lips
(can you say it once or twice?)
*i love you*
but never mine, only for him
(it's all i ever wanted)

and i can feel you let go
and i can feel the pain in your eyes
with nothing to say
the thought of your face
guess nothing stays the same

so what do you wanna do about this?
there's nothing really new about it
i'm bleeding slowly on the bedroom floor
(on the floor)
and tell me what you think about it
there's something you should know about him
(it's all i ever wanted, it's all i ever wanted)
i'm bleeding softly on the bedroom floor

all i ever wanted (knightsofren)

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

valerie

@dthxrgt
normal speed.

prod. @softbite666

blue dress w/ 1fern (softbite) NORMAL SPEED

@dthxrgt

2020 demo of "valerie"

the bones were there along with the basic guitar idea. really like the keys/melody on this version but i didn't think it would fit the overall vibe of the finished song.

valerie (2020 demo idea)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

you can find me if you really need a reason...
prod. me
biteki: https://youtu.be/SbwbRaO2yUc?si=8dc2zziofocQMoN3

lyrics:
it's like waking up from a bad dream
stuck in time
do you remember anything?
and what a time to be alive
or so it seems
i've been barely feeling like me
(like me, like me, like me)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you (x5)

time seems to pass
now we're older
and the nights all alone
feel much colder
i can't take it all back
why'd it happen so fast?
nothing good lasts

you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?
you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?

i think i'm losing you (x5)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you

losing you

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

do it again w/ eunhae

@55depths
@t1gerstar
@ri4h
@pinkopoika

distancing little by little, until ur GONE!

prod/mixed/mastered by deathright.
cover art by tigerstar and PINKO POIKA.

thank you to gray, riah, and pinko for working on this with me.

(っ◔◡◔)っ * 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇 *

flash forward! - tigerstar, ri4h, PINKO POIKA (deathright)

@t1gerstar
@dthxrgt

fun little remix/reprod i did in 2022 for a meme edit. here's the full thing.

original:
https://soundcloud.com/t1gerstar/teal?si=14e3a0d7a2704fb8934b779805b66ded&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

tweet:
https://x.com/dthxrgt/status/1782588239117004988

teal - tigerstar (deathright remix) 08/01/22

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

reimagining of an older song of mine that some of my og followers might remember<3
prod/mixed by me.

lyrics:

don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

run it up, cash a check
now i'm on the run
don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
remember when you said i'd be the only one?
now i'm all alone
no, it's never fun

don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
now i'm all alone and
no, it's never fun

givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun
givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun

don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

i want it all

@dthxrgt
@55depths
@zephyrcove
@bleedteam

live/"one take" version of "what happened?" recorded in 2023.
main guitar and vocals recorded in one take and the second guitar/bass was recorded in one take after. keys are from the original as well. for the vocals i kept the fx and processing to a minimal for the "live" sound.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

original:
https://soundcloud.com/dthxrgt/what

what happened? (live version)

main:
@dthxrgt

^^^
this is my second page.
covers, b-sides, unreleased, and random stuff here.

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

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