always killing it im so so proud of u brother <3

art by: @gumishrk on insta
produced & mixed by: @01kon

me: 
talking behind me
wish you could face it
lost track of time
i cannot trace it
honestly i want to be what you want me to
chasing you down
came unannounced
hearts on my eyes
yea you poison me
pinching my tounge
yea you torture me
i might die by falling for you
its all my fault
what you want me to do

wounded me badly
now my knees are touching the ground
dont make a sound
i hear the voices
inside my head
cant make it stop
cant make it better
you gave me trauma
i cannot sleep
yea youre my problem
as you can see
like who am i talking to
(who am i talking to)
the girl i knew would never dismember me

rans0m:
and you can save that sh*t for later
i dont got time to wait around
all of the games you play
they f**k with my head
i cant surface i think i might drown
look for a path
need to find my way out
dont need your assistance
i dont need your help
where were you back then
i like me by myself
i like me by myself

stevyn:
yea
drinking a driving
surviving all of this sh*t
why the f**k you always stalking me
wanna taking a pic
so i go away

call my phone
and then you tell me you dont wanna play
you dont talk to me
youre like a pretty princess
in a white dress
and youre watching glee
living unrest
waiting for the night
that you wanna undress
why told me
that i didnt do my best

pichu: [idk but its hard]

thrml:
it was u all along i couldnt win if i wanted
my baby cant
do any wrong
dismember my body and haunt it
just go head and
do what you want to me
im done with the front
i knew that you werent the one for me
im done playing dumb
cause i heard u

me:
(chorus)

ily<3

dismember w/rans0m, stevyn, pichu, thrml (01kon)

prod me + @c4v took like 12 hours to make this song

lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or_VD-srVI0

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

wanna go back to that night
i wanna know whats on your mind
i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

now 6 days go by
still no reply
you cant decide
left me behind

watch you walk away from me
bottling up everything
tryna avoid all the pain
dont know how much i can take
you dont know if you can stay
thinking bout my past mistakes
you can hardly stay awake
on my mind like everyday

we got so many problems
every single night, i try to resolve them
starting every fight tell me that you dont want them
crying every night, cause you are the problem

you gave a choice
and then i dropped the ball
and now i sit and i wait for you to call
and you're to blame, you're to blame for all my faults
and i dont know why i got invovled

i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

dont know how much i can take

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

and i tried to make it fuckin better-fuckin better
you can lie right to my face, with no fuckin effort
and i would do it all again, even if my head hurts
and i wish we never met, you applied this pressure

and i wish we never met x5,

big drop blah blah

wish we never met x7, and i wish we never met

effort

last single off my upcoming ep, pre save here: https://ffm.to/miseryfm

pre save

atlanta (wisssery)

ambivalent

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

spotify

valerie

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

@owtiss
@domerrz
@neohnq

instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/neohnq

2/4 yea yea ;)

[@owtiss]
i just rly cant be honest
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted
i cant be honest..
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted

i cant be honest..
im feeling nautious
will i ever stop i cant tell how far the fall is
so is it curtains
did i deserve this
im sorry i was never good at being perfect ;/

[@domerrz]
you do this again again again
it seems i never win, i never win
and the thoughts they fade inside my head
dont want to think of the past ill just regress(regress)
and i had enough of this for a lifetime
girl id only care if ur mine
and i spend my whole life trying to hide
if u ask me ill tell you im fine

honest w/ dom (neohn)

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn, @ruevi, @b_murph, @luvkurtis, @funeral, @vito2300, @daywxtch, @heroinediaries

(silphyn)

it's time to pay off debts
why you so mad? you lose, blame yourself
it's getting hot, but revenge is sweetest when it's served up cold
on my side
you crossed the line
just come, stop wasting my time
snakes are crawling through the spine

saw traps that you set
and i feel corruption, it starts from the head
get out of my way,
i'll make bleed you so bad
get out my way, get out
get out my way

(oh), one step, close to...
death to every player
so now pulse is mute
(oh), we'r not the same
you know, right?
was this place so quiet?

(ruevi)

next time you gon' fall
don't take me with you
i don't wanna beg
but i wanna kill you
and i don't give fuck
if your boyfriend hates you
too many fucks
you ran out of business

all these fuckers
waiting
for the next track
im not sorry for the wait
i just logged in
and yeah this scene is getting lame
with every second
and i can count on my fingers how many ballin'

yeah its shit
and i don't say
that im the best but at least i don't decay
we're not the same
you stuck in ways

I'll make you bleed
my love don't wait

(b murph)

(don’t wait)

can you please just keep it quiet you talk too much
i heard you whisper in my ear, saying “you’re a loser”
she said she love me baby I know that you’re a slut
she all up on me she a power abuser

but I ain’t backing down
she tryna fuck me, baby I could go 100 rounds
insane that’s the reason that they’re tryna hunt me down
let me drown, let me go
let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
(hold me close, hold me close)

let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
let me drown
fuck me now, HOLD ME CLOSE

(kurtis)

i dont give a fuck about it
keep on takin im an addict
im too high she wanna fuck yeah
so lets go at it

call me up 4 the plug
get whatever you would want
run it over me n my girl
we gonna take it all

i been stayin too long
cant feel my face now
she been tryna get me alone
inside her place now

tellin me that im the best
tryna get me for the rest
gotta go you know that i aint neva
comin fuckin back

why the fuck she still on my mind?
i fuckin hate that
girl you know that i been workin on dyin
cause i aint stayin

sick and tired livin life all the same
pains rackin in the money
bitch i been goin insane
aint gonna make it out

(funeral)

at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell
at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell

(vito)

memories in my brain I can't get to
you shouldn't take that blame it's not on you
meet me inside when the rain comes
cover your eyes let your makeup run
we were tuned in just because
too bad you found what you don't need
bullet's got a name i'm thinking
i could find escape from the regret
i showed you my pain my weakness
you shot me a gaze I'm speechless

(daywatch)

knives
i'm trying to get over it
my soul is inside a pit
die for what you love, that’s what I've been taught
i feel like a pawn until I throw a punch
wake up at 3am alarmed
you'll desert me
i just want to leave this town, my god
is that way too much to ask?

(heroine diaries)

i can't breathe
tell me that it's over, I can't function sober
i don't think I know ya (I don't think I know ya)
i've been gettin' no luck, feel like I get no love
you know that I fuckin' care
cross my heart you know I swear
i've been state to state again, you know that I be everywhere
xanax bars to keep me calm
they hear my pain then sing along
i knew you was with don't you tell me that I'm fuckin' wrong

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

spotify <3

talk it out

Drown (Prod. Aexthetic)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
"do it again" w/ eunhae out everywhere!

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

valerie

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