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@rans0m
@mental
@sqeffy @yametsu (hook)
@imohwell
@ummblush
@fvckriv
@thrmls
prod @01kon

clueless (rans0m, mental, sqeffy, yametsu, oh well, oko, riv, thrml (01kon)

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

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valerie

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn, @ruevi, @b_murph, @luvkurtis, @funeral, @vito2300, @daywxtch, @heroinediaries

(silphyn)

it's time to pay off debts
why you so mad? you lose, blame yourself
it's getting hot, but revenge is sweetest when it's served up cold
on my side
you crossed the line
just come, stop wasting my time
snakes are crawling through the spine

saw traps that you set
and i feel corruption, it starts from the head
get out of my way,
i'll make bleed you so bad
get out my way, get out
get out my way

(oh), one step, close to...
death to every player
so now pulse is mute
(oh), we'r not the same
you know, right?
was this place so quiet?

(ruevi)

next time you gon' fall
don't take me with you
i don't wanna beg
but i wanna kill you
and i don't give fuck
if your boyfriend hates you
too many fucks
you ran out of business

all these fuckers
waiting
for the next track
im not sorry for the wait
i just logged in
and yeah this scene is getting lame
with every second
and i can count on my fingers how many ballin'

yeah its shit
and i don't say
that im the best but at least i don't decay
we're not the same
you stuck in ways

I'll make you bleed
my love don't wait

(b murph)

(don’t wait)

can you please just keep it quiet you talk too much
i heard you whisper in my ear, saying “you’re a loser”
she said she love me baby I know that you’re a slut
she all up on me she a power abuser

but I ain’t backing down
she tryna fuck me, baby I could go 100 rounds
insane that’s the reason that they’re tryna hunt me down
let me drown, let me go
let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
(hold me close, hold me close)

let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
let me drown
fuck me now, HOLD ME CLOSE

(kurtis)

i dont give a fuck about it
keep on takin im an addict
im too high she wanna fuck yeah
so lets go at it

call me up 4 the plug
get whatever you would want
run it over me n my girl
we gonna take it all

i been stayin too long
cant feel my face now
she been tryna get me alone
inside her place now

tellin me that im the best
tryna get me for the rest
gotta go you know that i aint neva
comin fuckin back

why the fuck she still on my mind?
i fuckin hate that
girl you know that i been workin on dyin
cause i aint stayin

sick and tired livin life all the same
pains rackin in the money
bitch i been goin insane
aint gonna make it out

(funeral)

at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell
at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell

(vito)

memories in my brain I can't get to
you shouldn't take that blame it's not on you
meet me inside when the rain comes
cover your eyes let your makeup run
we were tuned in just because
too bad you found what you don't need
bullet's got a name i'm thinking
i could find escape from the regret
i showed you my pain my weakness
you shot me a gaze I'm speechless

(daywatch)

knives
i'm trying to get over it
my soul is inside a pit
die for what you love, that’s what I've been taught
i feel like a pawn until I throw a punch
wake up at 3am alarmed
you'll desert me
i just want to leave this town, my god
is that way too much to ask?

(heroine diaries)

i can't breathe
tell me that it's over, I can't function sober
i don't think I know ya (I don't think I know ya)
i've been gettin' no luck, feel like I get no love
you know that I fuckin' care
cross my heart you know I swear
i've been state to state again, you know that I be everywhere
xanax bars to keep me calm
they hear my pain then sing along
i knew you was with don't you tell me that I'm fuckin' wrong

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

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talk it out

✦ i hope u enjoy this one & hope u guys have all been doing well lately :) all sites in the next couple days! thank u alot for listening & supporting me i really appreciate everyone so much, i love y'all <3 ✦

luv @777evil @1zarki @decayinganyways 

lyrics
--------
i tried to make it up to u
but u just never listen
i think we couldve made it thru
if u just paid attention
could not walk on
all the things that u've done
got me fucked up
now im on the road

and i've been stuck in all these places
now my heart is racing
could not make it up to you
i know im not amazing
time that i have wasted
and now i'm stargazing
and as the night turns to day
the time is passing so fast, so fast

demon tapping on my shoulder, oh no
as the time runs i turn colder, for so long
i flip the page inside the folder, it feels wrong
now you just tell me to move on, but i cannot

try to make things up
but u always do the wrong thing
it's the small things, you don't see
why can't you just believe?
now it feels like i can't cope
lately i've been losing control
when i see ur face
get thrown back a couple months

got thrown back a couple months 
i done told u that this is enough
u used my trust, u cut me up
move far away, far from here now
for way to long ive been fucked up
my mind is fucked i cannot run

Racing

Racing (drmabeats + michaelrose)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

you can find me if you really need a reason...
prod. me
biteki: https://youtu.be/SbwbRaO2yUc?si=8dc2zziofocQMoN3

lyrics:
it's like waking up from a bad dream
stuck in time
do you remember anything?
and what a time to be alive
or so it seems
i've been barely feeling like me
(like me, like me, like me)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you (x5)

time seems to pass
now we're older
and the nights all alone
feel much colder
i can't take it all back
why'd it happen so fast?
nothing good lasts

you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?
you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?

i think i'm losing you (x5)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you

losing you

spedup by 1🤤

mix master by me

vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/payperview-vocals-130-bminor/s-difQAkXR1rF?si=e27bf0426497488f932c3416aa5e994d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics
if u dont feel it say that
dont lead me on dont make me feel bad
and u said u loved me did u really mean- fuck that
and before u leave and pick up ur keys
you could just say that
you didnt want me at all
u just wanna leave it all

(chorus)
like bitch i cant see at all
like whyd i trip i shouldnt care at all
weight on my chest it aint the best
and i cant breathe at all
like bitch i dont know what u want
say u want me, u dont, ur dumb
count up my bread by the end of the month
u were all I thought I'd want
one good month was all i wanted
ud have to go get him involved
cuz u know u needed someone else
i guess i wasnt that great for u
alone garnering hate for u
ur watching me like pay per view
i tried before but I fucked it up
I tried before but u fucked me up

so we'll leave it at that
i been trying to heal
its better but still bad
i know u dont feel bad
you set my heart cold but i still feel
ur caught in a lie and I wonder what was real
I blunder, u forgot the deal
and my hearts still cold
I'm walking a tightrope
I'm better off keeping my eyes closed
i wonder where the fuck my time go
no its not great for me
and im whipping i dont wanna drive slow
u had to be so damn dry though
like what was ur deal
tried hard but we couldnt be real
u didnt see me i didnt appeal

(chorus)

payperview (pekarot, jolst)

prod. me and joeboi

lyrics:

Bullet to my head and now I

And I know we fell apart

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

And I know we fell apart
Haven't seen you in a minute
Left a hole in my heart

Please talk to me, tell me what happened.
Please talk to me.
Please talk to me, Bunny.

Tell me, Bonnie. Are you slipping?
Did that girl give you some distance?
You acknowledge my existence.
Know my heart it can't resist it.

They tryna change my girl, you crazy.
Like the fuck I do to you?

Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

I know you turned a thousand and I'm only 23
It's just something 'bout the way you look at me I wanna scream.
Like I'd really let you murder me, Like all up to the third degree.
Like just as long as I can get a spot with you eternally. 

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't fight with all these niggas
I don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?

And I know we fell apart
And I know we fell apart

Please talk to me, Bunny.

STREAM

marci

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
--------
and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

first track of the ep "erasure" by owtiss!! see you next week for full release of it and the returning series of unchained volumes <333

psa. whoever is botting the views and likes each time i posted this, stop doing that ty

@owtiss
@neohnq

if ur gonna lie at least make it believable :/
tryna piece my heart together before the cracks erode
say u love me then you dont i rly need to know
im okay its nothing i just wanna be alone

i cant see the day
that u remember me
i wna stay away
cuz u wont leave my brain :(
i just wanted to stay
now nothing feels the same
just put up with pain
the smile u took away

ur dead to me
everyday i think of what u said to me
i just wanted to forget while i fell asleep
and now everyday it feels like its the end of me
things i never used to think are looping endlessly..

owtiss - erode (neohn)

Internal Struggle

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
"do it again" w/ eunhae out everywhere!

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

losing you

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