necromancer w/ staggy (1sloan)

art by: @gumishrk on insta
produced & mixed by: @01kon

me: 
talking behind me
wish you could face it
lost track of time
i cannot trace it
honestly i want to be what you want me to
chasing you down
came unannounced
hearts on my eyes
yea you poison me
pinching my tounge
yea you torture me
i might die by falling for you
its all my fault
what you want me to do

wounded me badly
now my knees are touching the ground
dont make a sound
i hear the voices
inside my head
cant make it stop
cant make it better
you gave me trauma
i cannot sleep
yea youre my problem
as you can see
like who am i talking to
(who am i talking to)
the girl i knew would never dismember me

rans0m:
and you can save that sh*t for later
i dont got time to wait around
all of the games you play
they f**k with my head
i cant surface i think i might drown
look for a path
need to find my way out
dont need your assistance
i dont need your help
where were you back then
i like me by myself
i like me by myself

stevyn:
yea
drinking a driving
surviving all of this sh*t
why the f**k you always stalking me
wanna taking a pic
so i go away

call my phone
and then you tell me you dont wanna play
you dont talk to me
youre like a pretty princess
in a white dress
and youre watching glee
living unrest
waiting for the night
that you wanna undress
why told me
that i didnt do my best

pichu: [idk but its hard]

thrml:
it was u all along i couldnt win if i wanted
my baby cant
do any wrong
dismember my body and haunt it
just go head and
do what you want to me
im done with the front
i knew that you werent the one for me
im done playing dumb
cause i heard u

me:
(chorus)

ily<3

dismember w/rans0m, stevyn, pichu, thrml (01kon)

p. @imfrostd @nskyi
gangalangus @weial
mix n master me

bitch
i think im done
i think im done
i think im-
fuck
bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im-
i cut it off so i dont have to say shit
its mortal combat between us and conversatin
im losin all my hope and every bit of patience
and i hope that you come around cuz im so sick of waitin
u can talk to me, talk to me, when you're ready
but ive impaired my vision with white-leathered mercedes
got no designer clothes
thats what i want the most
im too emotional
i got too many hoes

(weial)
smokin on strong eyes red goddamn
lately been feelin like the goddamn man
dropped 5 damn bands on my goddamn hand
yo bitch so bad i want that bitch
she hittin my line like i want that dick
like lemme come by for a cpl of minutes
"my man wont be home until after we finish"
like bitch u insane
i love how these drugs hit my brain
nothing else can rlly numb the pain
u can take my blood outta my veins
this bitch rlly got me goin insane
im makin mo money not much else changed
mfs hit my line they beggin for change
mf go take a trip to (chase)

bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im-

i bit my tongue and now im bleeding w/ weial

prod me + @c4v took like 12 hours to make this song

lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or_VD-srVI0

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

wanna go back to that night
i wanna know whats on your mind
i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

now 6 days go by
still no reply
you cant decide
left me behind

watch you walk away from me
bottling up everything
tryna avoid all the pain
dont know how much i can take
you dont know if you can stay
thinking bout my past mistakes
you can hardly stay awake
on my mind like everyday

we got so many problems
every single night, i try to resolve them
starting every fight tell me that you dont want them
crying every night, cause you are the problem

you gave a choice
and then i dropped the ball
and now i sit and i wait for you to call
and you're to blame, you're to blame for all my faults
and i dont know why i got invovled

i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

dont know how much i can take

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

and i tried to make it fuckin better-fuckin better
you can lie right to my face, with no fuckin effort
and i would do it all again, even if my head hurts
and i wish we never met, you applied this pressure

and i wish we never met x5,

big drop blah blah

wish we never met x7, and i wish we never met

effort

@rans0m
@mental
@sqeffy @yametsu (hook)
@imohwell
@ummblush
@fvckriv
@thrmls
prod @01kon

clueless (rans0m, mental, sqeffy, yametsu, oh well, oko, riv, thrml (01kon)

GROOVE w/ dpf (simon m)

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

spotify

valerie

i know ur mad at me or something
and talkings just way too damn hard 4 me
but you've really done it this time
but i wanna know
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out
i dont really wanna stay
i dont really wanna stay with you
you dont even wanna know what im doing
i just wanna go home with you off my mind
get online cuz we're playing all night
i can not think straight
(where are you?)
im sorry if i lost my mind
ive really done it this time
now i just want out
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn, @ruevi, @b_murph, @luvkurtis, @funeral, @vito2300, @daywxtch, @heroinediaries

(silphyn)

it's time to pay off debts
why you so mad? you lose, blame yourself
it's getting hot, but revenge is sweetest when it's served up cold
on my side
you crossed the line
just come, stop wasting my time
snakes are crawling through the spine

saw traps that you set
and i feel corruption, it starts from the head
get out of my way,
i'll make bleed you so bad
get out my way, get out
get out my way

(oh), one step, close to...
death to every player
so now pulse is mute
(oh), we'r not the same
you know, right?
was this place so quiet?

(ruevi)

next time you gon' fall
don't take me with you
i don't wanna beg
but i wanna kill you
and i don't give fuck
if your boyfriend hates you
too many fucks
you ran out of business

all these fuckers
waiting
for the next track
im not sorry for the wait
i just logged in
and yeah this scene is getting lame
with every second
and i can count on my fingers how many ballin'

yeah its shit
and i don't say
that im the best but at least i don't decay
we're not the same
you stuck in ways

I'll make you bleed
my love don't wait

(b murph)

(don’t wait)

can you please just keep it quiet you talk too much
i heard you whisper in my ear, saying “you’re a loser”
she said she love me baby I know that you’re a slut
she all up on me she a power abuser

but I ain’t backing down
she tryna fuck me, baby I could go 100 rounds
insane that’s the reason that they’re tryna hunt me down
let me drown, let me go
let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
(hold me close, hold me close)

let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
let me drown
fuck me now, HOLD ME CLOSE

(kurtis)

i dont give a fuck about it
keep on takin im an addict
im too high she wanna fuck yeah
so lets go at it

call me up 4 the plug
get whatever you would want
run it over me n my girl
we gonna take it all

i been stayin too long
cant feel my face now
she been tryna get me alone
inside her place now

tellin me that im the best
tryna get me for the rest
gotta go you know that i aint neva
comin fuckin back

why the fuck she still on my mind?
i fuckin hate that
girl you know that i been workin on dyin
cause i aint stayin

sick and tired livin life all the same
pains rackin in the money
bitch i been goin insane
aint gonna make it out

(funeral)

at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell
at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell

(vito)

memories in my brain I can't get to
you shouldn't take that blame it's not on you
meet me inside when the rain comes
cover your eyes let your makeup run
we were tuned in just because
too bad you found what you don't need
bullet's got a name i'm thinking
i could find escape from the regret
i showed you my pain my weakness
you shot me a gaze I'm speechless

(daywatch)

knives
i'm trying to get over it
my soul is inside a pit
die for what you love, that’s what I've been taught
i feel like a pawn until I throw a punch
wake up at 3am alarmed
you'll desert me
i just want to leave this town, my god
is that way too much to ask?

(heroine diaries)

i can't breathe
tell me that it's over, I can't function sober
i don't think I know ya (I don't think I know ya)
i've been gettin' no luck, feel like I get no love
you know that I fuckin' care
cross my heart you know I swear
i've been state to state again, you know that I be everywhere
xanax bars to keep me calm
they hear my pain then sing along
i knew you was with don't you tell me that I'm fuckin' wrong

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

you can find me if you really need a reason...
prod. me
biteki: https://youtu.be/SbwbRaO2yUc?si=8dc2zziofocQMoN3

lyrics:
it's like waking up from a bad dream
stuck in time
do you remember anything?
and what a time to be alive
or so it seems
i've been barely feeling like me
(like me, like me, like me)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you (x5)

time seems to pass
now we're older
and the nights all alone
feel much colder
i can't take it all back
why'd it happen so fast?
nothing good lasts

you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?
you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?

i think i'm losing you (x5)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

silphyn

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