hella good this can def make it to a full track

Produced by Me, Soma & Orchid @prodsoma @0rch_id
Mixed & Mastered by me

Instagram: instagram.com/avit69
Youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
Website: www.avit.wtf

Lyrics:
When I listen to your notes
It gives me chills
I never felt
Fragile thoughts
My mind has wrought
It’s all I wrote
Don’t want to dote
But I’m afraid I’ll say the wrong thing
And please do not take it the wrong way
Know you’ve been tryna play the long game
My heart is telling me it's in vain

Nothing left to say
I thought that you wanted me too,
How was I supposed to know
Then you make me wait
I don’t wanna wait another minute
Or else I’ll get too emotional

It was nice to hear your voice
And that was enough for me
For now anyways
At least this time
It's not like last time
When you left me there in the rain
I don’t wanna be ashamed anymore
I don’t wanna be to blame anymore

Don’t care if I come off conceited
No better than you trying to deceive me
Let’s leave behind the lies
Under the open skies
And see if we can bear it one more time
Take off your mask, I want to know the real you
For once just try to see things through my eyes

Maybe it's time I draw the line
Between you and I
I don’t have the words to say
I’m hoping that it’s not too late
So let’s start
Moving forward, one mile at a time

It was nice to hear your voice
And that was enough for me
For now anyways
At least this time
It's not like last time
When you left me there in the rain
I don’t wanna be ashamed anymore
I don’t wanna be to blame anymore

One Mile at a Time feat. Sergina (Prod. by AViT, Soma & Orchid)

production @v_letical @trustt @omgisai
mixing mastering @v_letical @trustt

video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
yeah, it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn

yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine-ine, feeling greedy
yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, feeling greedy
closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy
yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, feeling-feeling greedy

(@trustt)
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round, i'm the man
y-y-yeah, but you don't really know that yet
so, you don't really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i can't find my phone, think i'm boutta throw up
i said "fuck all your friends, and fuck what you heard"
yeah, fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt
my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy
close my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy

(@v_letical)
yeah, it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, i'm getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
"f-f-fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn

yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, yeah i'm feeling greedy
my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, yeah, feeling greedy, yeah

(113.225)

need me ft. trustt

@dthxrgt

2020 demo of "valerie"

the bones were there along with the basic guitar idea. really like the keys/melody on this version but i didn't think it would fit the overall vibe of the finished song.

valerie (2020 demo idea)

written & produced by valetical
featuring @7akkiro & @trustt

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
i relive the same dream everytime i fall asleep
and i'm stuck alone, cause of promises you said to keep
i don't feel safe anymore, he's always watching me
and until i get out, i guess i'll just cry and scream

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

(@7akkiro)
fell apart in october, got no time to heal
see you pass by my shoulder but i still can't feel
so where did i go wrong?
lost in my thoughts, i can't seem to move on
why'd you act like you cared?

tell me if i did something to you
i'll always, always feel like i knew you
i won't make those mistakes again
i promise you i won't fall on my face again
unless you tell me those lies

(@trustt)
and i'd break my back for you just to get what you want
and i'm so used to losing, don't know when to start
don't feel bad for me, just feel bad for my friends
can't feel pity for someone you don't care about anymore, been here before
so just close your eyes when you look down at the bed and hear me say your name
and i see that face, it says you'd run away with me, if only things could change

and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 

(@v_letical)
(i'll just cry and scream)
and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down, slow things down

(169.835)

packet loss ft. akkiro & trustt

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

prod(@jongards+ @prodnomu)

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

spotify <3

realm

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics [[[LEAK]]]

been a min

mastered mixed and produced by me lol

Lyrics:

u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
saying that u'll never fuckin leave i guess we'll find out
i don't need a reason u can leave me just to be out
u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
i don't think i could live without u cuz i cant beat hell
cuz i cant live with myself

when ur gone
two shots in my heart i cant recover
cant stop thinking of u when ur gone
u can try to leave my mind but u cant leave my soul
i just want one thing and that's ur love

what else do u want from me
too blind too dumb yea i aint ever see
wish that i could help u but I'm far too deep
wish that i could take my life away so i aint gotta sleep
u end up
don't wanna surrender
get out my head right now
i never felt so wrong
feel like the end is near
want u to be right here
but i don't want u to if ur just gonna disappear

u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
saying that u'll never fuckin leave i guess we'll find out
i don't need a reason u can leave me just to be out
u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
i don't think i could live without u cuz i cant beat hell
i don't wanna live anymore

when ur gone
two shots in my heart i cant recover
cant stop thinking of u when ur gone
u can try to leave my mind but u cant leave my soul
i just want one thing and that's ur love

one thing one thing and that's ur love
you can't take my mind but u can go

WHEN YOURE GONE (ME)

lil digicore 4 u mfs 

prod @novembercryy

lyrics

i been goin thru it
but i hope u undrstnd
i been tryin not 2 lose it
but its been so fkn bad
ik ppl call me stupid
cus im always bein scammed
they say im in the way of cupid
im fkn up my stomach
im losin my relationships bc im always honest
fuck all that im rly on it
bend it over put my thumb in (sorry lol)
off these drugs yh i been buggin
been so bored of all these feelings
been so bored of all this lovin
no time 4 a discussion
takin mushrooms @ the function
spend a bag n blow my money
im in her guts jus like a pumpkin
if i said it then i done it
dont wna talk if its not about the money
idc about ur budget
no
fuck that bih
ima criminal
im tweaking like an animal
my flows are so subliminal
if we beefin then its physical
idc about ur digital (this makes sense in my brain)
its jus typical
ur life must be miserable
thinkin ur original

dont make me laugh
u think im dumb or something
youll amount 2 nothing
ik that ur cloning
ur so far away
from being someone
ur so far away
n idc at all (i luv lieu)

ive been cursed from the start
i can never understand
i been trying so hard
2 be a better man
all the blood in my skin
all the drugs in my drink
all the smoke in lungs
think im better on my ones

##BBEWITCH

hope u undrstnd [novembercry]

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@dthxrgt

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valerie (2020 demo idea)

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