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ig @sheluvsdiorrr

please never leave me alone </3

Lyrics:

I been on my own countin' up my dough
I don't need you ho no I don't need you no
chose the lonely road too focused on the dough
cannot luv you no I left my feelings alone
I told her leave me alone
I don't want you no
I don't want you no
no I don't wanna know
my hearts so damn froze
my hearts way too cold
I wish you'd leave me alone
please never leave me alone
I sip till I get wasted
I smoke till I get faded
your luv is what I'm craving
You make me feel amazing

you're like a drug
can't get enough
all of these drugs
I've had enough
you're like a drug 
can't get enough
all of these drugs
I've had enough

I wish you never met me
You make me feel less empty
Girl you are so damn petty
I hate luv its way too hectic
when I think of you I keep stressing
Did you sleep enough?
Hows your day been?
I been on my grind money on my checklist
These girls waste my time so I do not text them

I been on my own countin' up my dough
I don't need you ho no I don't need you no
chose the lonely road too focused on the dough
cannot luv you no I left my feelings alone
I told her leave me alone
I don't want you no
I don't want you no
no I don't wanna know
my hearts so damn froze
my hearts way too cold
I wish you'd leave me alone
please never leave me alone
I sip till I get wasted
I smoke till I get faded
your luv is what I'm craving
You make me feel amazing

[ Hexo & Jkei ]

emoluvpoems

Faded

Faded [Prod. Hexo & Jkei]

me if i was forced to make a song with a gunna type beat (i was)

prod. plantcham

magnitude this size
switch from the green to the alewife 
your hand's rougher than mine

trolley for the long ride
cried yesterday around this time 
by now you're by my side

i want you badder than ever 
i'm trying to get it together
fell on the cracks in the pavement
get a lil hole in my sweater
i think i got a lil - 
i think i got a lil issue
im seeing the puzzle
you piecing the picture together
forget why i'm doing this shit
keep my head on a swivel
you keeping my head on my shoulders

how the hell did we end up here?
i thought my time was coming up i guess it's not

my first mistake was running from you but i got this now
my second dose of reality knocked me out but im conscious now

alewife p

prod. dollatega, junoes, shvlo, fltr
(Verse 1: FLTR)
Hard love and enemies they been filling up all my time
All of these discussions ain't got me in my best mind
But I been tryna find my way out
But I been in my mind, for way too long

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Verse 2: FLTR)
When I say, it's forreal
I'm on a mission, to act on all my feels
Until I get a crew, that give a fuck
I'm outta luck, until I get someone that gives a fuck
I've have enough with other folk
Hard pill to swallow, guess I'm boutta choke
ah, ah, ah
I'm on my own boat
ah, ah, ah
Livin' off own hope!

(Verse 3: Apoorv Sharan)
you should prolly take control
of this thing my hands are shaky
going 90 on a freeway often
thinkin bout a lady 
oh i could stay i could go
i could run I could walk away
its hard to say what kinda
difference would it make in the world
you're no friend you're nobody
just a shadow of my mind 
but what difference would it make
if you loved me

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
Yeah, I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Outro: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

DEEP END! (feat. Apoorv Sharan)

Produced by yourstanger & 1jahvi
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I’m terrified, walking all alone 
I walked my path and you walked back home 
And then you wonder why I’m not 
Right by your side when you needed me 
For my whole life, you’ve hated me 
When did that ever change? 
Know you will be the death of me

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

I’m going deeper 
Until I finally reach her
Until I meet the reaper 
She don’t wanna see me either but damn I need her 
I tried to talk, but I’d get shut down 
I close my eyes, and I shut my mouth 
Did you ever want to be with me? 
Girl, did you ever really feel the same?
I know you didn’t for a while
The messages in your mail
Girl, will you ever get back to them? 
Girl, I could never tell
What you meant by that
Girl, you said grow up but I know I can’t
I rendered in my mind
That you were here to waste my time
I can’t take it anymore, girl
Watch my body hit the floor 

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

render

ima stay the same

ima stay the same [p. yourstranger + 1jahvi]

written, recorded, mixed, produced by @urfinalgoodbye & @closedfeelings
lyrics:

i just looked through the rearview
and i saw your face
i was too scared to ask you
what do you think of me

and I know you
and I know you
and I know you
and I know you

it's easy to run
yeah, you're so scared
to tell the truth
you had too much fun
and now you're left with him
what did you see
when I was stuck with you
you tell your friends
that this time is the last time
I'm over you

i just looked through the rearview
and i saw your face
i was too scared to ask you
what do you think of me

and I know you
and I know you
and I know you
and I know you

Rear View

Prod. by me

Love you Neon Gang <3

Stream on all platforms here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/new/?id=18068565

SYSTEM OVERLOAD

SYSTEM OVERLOAD (Prod. Neon Dion)

ft. @batspongey

i just wanna come on over to your haunted house 
and maybe we could drink some green tea right on your fucking couch

i just wanna make it work
your wearing another guys sweater
when i talk to you it just hurts 
are you feelin under the weather?

could i ?
could i ?
come over we could talk it out
ohh
could i ?
could i ?
spend like three days at your haunted house
could i ?
could i ?
please come over we could talk it out
could i ?
could i ?
spend like three days at your haunted house

could i check back in
ifs been awhile since i last left here
thought i had it all
i just wanna spend those days at your haunted house
and maybe we could talk about all night long 
like baby talk to me uh
its been a couple days and your all i think abt 
LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ?
remember when we dressed up it was halloween 


@batspongey

remember when we dressed up on halloween 
then i called you a friend 
now your my enemy 
lets talk for the weekend
and well have some green tea 
not anymore drinking 
i feel like im losing my mind while im
thinking 
thinking bout youuuuu
(im thinking bout you thinkin bout you now ohhhhh) 
im thinking bout youuuu
(im thinking bout you thinking bout you you cant stop thinking bout you) 
you said that “im just not worth it”
i said “baby please your perfect”
make me like im frankenstein
i just want you to be mine 
you said that “im just not worth it”
i said “baby please your perfect” 
make me like im frankenstein 
i just want you to be mine 
you could come over and we could work it out make you mine.

@batspongey and me

could i ?
could i ?
come over we could talk it out
ohh
could i ?
could i ?
spend like three days at your haunted house
could i ?
could i ?
please come over we could talk it out
could i ?
could i ?
spend like three days at your haunted house

ohhh could i spend three days at your haunted house?
ohhh could i spend three days at your haunted house?

haunted house w/ batsponge (p.wisssery)

happy halloween ! // shadowban shit this shit real !

prod @kvrdell 
loop @desm9s

verses in order
@tommyboat2003
@mo-rice-music
@arasmoon
@julycancelled
@rivxrw
@tismoo

in the shadows (kvrdell)

written, recorded, mixed by me
produced by zanda._ on ig

Lyrics:
I waited
So long just to get you
Your mind's jaded
I wish I could pick it apart
But your dad hates me
And your family hates you too
If I was you
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
You run
Till you can't see this town

You took my heart
Would you
Stay for another night
You're special to hear me cry
Your house is filled with portraits
Just let me know
If you're alone
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
You run
Till you can't see this town

All this time
I was selfish
Bite my neck
For you, I'd let you do just anything
For you
And if you're ever alone
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
Just don't waste another second, babe
You run
Till you can't see this town

SYSTEM OVERLOAD (Prod. Neon Dion)

✨Neon Dion✨