The Knife in my Back - Alec Benjamin
Nightcore mix by me.

Original https://youtu.be/J_ybtxlgnb8

Nightcore ✗ The Knife In My Back

Go say hey to someone new->https://on.soundcloud.com/JHjCLwuN1PMjaqm69 

Let me tell you. This place is for those who have seen the world from a different side. I have not seen it all yet but I have seen others do. Let this be a place where the betrayed and the hurt find safety. People think I'm quiet or weird someone who is always on the edge but they never wonder how I got this way, they only point their fingers when they don't even know what they're pointing at. I fight to let it out, I run until I can't breathe to not hurt others but what difference does it make if they always hurt me? I'm tired of all this so I desire this place to be somewhere where people like me can feel safe. I have been betrayed by those I once called family even if they weren't from blood. I'm tired, i hope i can find someone like this because i can no longer see the good in the people surrounding me.

𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮

Im going to try this out of curiosity and recommendation from a friend:|

🄿🅄🅃 🅃🄷🄸🅂 🄸🄽 🅄🅁 🄱🄸🄾 🄸🄵 🅄 🄿🅄🅂🄷🄴🄳 🄰 🄳🄾🄾🅁 🅃🄷🄰🅃 🅂🄰🄸🄳 🄿🅄🄻🄻

my name is Desiree but id rather be called rose I'm part French I love roses... and my pfp is as close to me as im willing to show This is my place if you don't like it get over it because I'm tired of people's opinions of me like it or don't. Most people like music... but for me music is my way out of life at least for a bit most people don't understand me and that's ok I just hope one day I get at least 1 good friend/boyfriend...most of my songs are in playlists or nightcore.i have ADHD,depression,detachment disorder, trust issues...and so forth and because of that i have no one because no one understands and that's ok because sometimes u need to be alone to understand yourself..i have been hurt and I'm am scared to have someone close to me because every time i have let someone in they have let me go and left me because thay can't handle the hurt i have..and honestly i don't think i can handle that hurt more hurt. i have a long bio and this is hafe of me still and lol im not gay❤❤😋😎😔 
edit:i was not on for a bit but feel welcome to text me and i will text back eventually hope u have a good day💕
・❥・♥️ᴘꜱꜱᴛ! ʜᴇʏ! ʏᴇᴀʜ ʏᴏᴜ!・❥・
˗ˏˋɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ♥️ ;𝟯
ᴀɴᴅ...
❝ɪ’ᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅ♥❞😊
➽───────────────❥
❤️ ❤️Put This Heart
❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️If
❤️ ❤️ ❤️You
❤️ ❤️Love
❤️ ❤️Your
❤️Followers!
➽───────────────❥
    ❤️ = ur single
🩷= u care abt urself
🧡= ur nice
💛 = ur happy
💚= u got money $$$
💙 = ur depressed
💜= were friends
🤍= u love ur life
💔= uve been cheated 
❤️‍🩹= ur fixing urself
💤= offline

Your skin ain't paper📜
So don't cut it✂❌
Your face isn't a mask🎭
So don't cover it
Your size isn't a book📘
So don't judge it
You life ain't a film🎬
So don't end it
got a problem with me? - solve it 😜
cant stand me?- sit down 🙄
cant face me? - turn around 😬
you like me? - great 😇
you think you know me? - you have no clue 🤭
you dont have to love me you dont have to like me....but you will respect me and I will respect you 😁
                                                                
 𝐌𝐄s𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐌𝐄
𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 
         
𝙵 - 𝙵𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙰𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝.
𝙸 - 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎.
𝙽 - 𝙽𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.
𝙴 - 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊ble.
IM FINE

  𝘐 𝘊𝘢𝘯 𝘉𝘦 𝘔𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘈𝘴 𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬.
𝘚𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘈𝘴 𝘊𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘺.
𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘈𝘴 𝘐𝘤𝘦.
𝘌𝘷𝘪𝘭 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭.
𝘖𝘳 𝘓𝘰𝘺𝘢𝘭 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘈 𝘚𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳.
𝘐𝘵 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘖𝘯 𝘠𝘰u.

I tried to live, but I'm too tired to survive. 💔
When I am alone, I think.🧠💔
When I think, I remember.😭
When I remember, I feel pain.💔💔😔
When I feel pain, I cry.😓😢
am i human?🤨🤔😥😣
will i feel love?(•_•)∞
am i willing to fall for it?💘?
am i willing to hurt my self falling for you?...💔😣😔
..im beat nd need to rest ..I lack inner peace☮❌😢

say hi to someone https://soundcloud.com/132000245-294331801
🄿🅄🅃 🅃🄷🄸🅂 🄸🄽 🅄🅁 🄱🄸🄾 🄸🄵 🅄 🄿🅄🅂🄷🄴🄳 🄰 🄳🄾🄾🅁 🅃🄷🄰🅃 🅂🄰🄸🄳 🄿🅄🄻🄻~🤪😁

U know that girl you called fat? She starves herself. That pregnant girl you called a slut? She was raped. That guy you punched? He gets abused by his drunk father. That man you laughed at for his scars? He fought in this damn country to keep you safe! That kid you laughed at for crying? His mom just died. That Mother and Father you laughed at? Their Baby just died. That girl that's been through Hell and always tell the truth? She wants to die but keeps living. Put this on your wall if you would support these people that get bullied.

♥__♥_____♥__♥__ Put This
_♥_____♥_♥_____♥__ Heart
_♥______♥______ ♥__ On Your
__♥_____/______ ♥__ Page If
___♥____\_____ ♥___ You Had
____♥___/___ ♥_____ Your Heart
______♥_\_ ♥_______ Broken
________♥_________…………….

♥♥♥♥ℙ𝕦𝕥 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕆𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣
-♥♥--♥♥𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀𝕗 𝕐𝕠𝕦 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖
-♥♥--♥♥𝕆𝕣 𝕊𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕙
-♥♥--♥♥(𝔻𝕖𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟)
--♥♥♥♥(𝔹𝕚𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕒𝕣)
---♥♥♥(𝔸𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕒)
--♥♥♥♥(𝕊𝕖𝕝𝕗 ℍ𝕒𝕣𝕞)
-♥♥--♥♥𝕆𝕣 𝔸𝕟𝕪
♥♥----♥♥𝕄𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕝 𝕀𝕝𝕝𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤.
────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)█████💗█████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ be there for you <3
★Dislikes->Panic/Anxiety Attacks, Feelings ,Yelling From Adults, alone crying, Confrontation, Slow Walkers, Popular Kids, Loud Sounds, Certain weird Textures/Sounds/Tastes, Late Responses hate so much, Ignoring, Certain Fetishes, Rapists, Feeling Trapped, Pedos, People Who Just Want Sex, People Who Mess With My Family, Being Randomly Blocked/Left★
☆Likes->Fast Replys, running, jogging ,Cuddles, Food, Music, Cats, Dogs, Horses,(Books&Shows), Plushies, hoddies, Young Kids/Babys(Sometimes), coddles, Certain Physical Touch, neck Kisses, Playing With Hair, Video Games im a gamer girl lol, play fighting, neck kisses, huddies, long hugs, sleep, wanting that one person to sleep with to have him for love and safety Etc☆ i play violin and piano most of thos i have never had just..wish?
 ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵘᵍˡʸ
ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵗᵘᵖⁱᵈ
ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵖᵃᵗʰᵉᵗⁱᶜ
ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵈⁱˢᵍᵘˢᵗⁱⁿᵍ
ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ⁱᵐᵖᵒʳᵗᵃⁿᵗ
ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵃ ʷᵃˢᵗᵉ ᵒᶠ ˢᵖᵃᶜᵉ
ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵐⁱⁿᵈ ᵐᵉ
𝙁𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙤𝙧. 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙮 “𝙄’𝙈 𝙃𝙊𝙈𝙀!” 𝙁𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙪𝙥 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧. 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙟𝙪𝙢𝙥 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 “𝙋𝙄𝙇𝙀 𝙐𝙋.” 𝙁𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙧𝙮. 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙁𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚. 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚. 𝙁𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨. 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 - 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨. 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙, 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮
Forget what hurt you, but NEVER forget what it taught you.

You may not be PERFECT, but you are LIMITED EDITION!

Don't be trapped in someone else's dream.

Like the sun, you too shall rise and continue to shine.

You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it.

Strength grows in moments when you think you can’t go on- but you go on anyway.

i try to smile but im suffocating tho i try to hide something broke..all the secret's that keep me in chains i have a dark side i guess im not the only one...time goes by and i have given up on hope because all it dose is hurt

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Nightcore ✗ The Knife In My Back

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