alexithymia:
1. A state where feelings are sensed physically but remain unlabeled.
2. Difficulty recognizing, understanding, and expressing one’s own emotions.

Lyrics: 
Should I let you go
Should I run away
Maybe beg you to stay
I want you close but far away

I can’t make up what I’m feeling
Every thought folds into the next
Is this sane or too insane
Don’t know if I’m happy or just afraid

This feels like alexithymia
I feel everything or nothing at all
What’s real, what’s in my head?
Is my chest burning with love
or running out of breath?

I look at you and the room tilts
The air gets thick, I lose the ground
My hands are warm, or maybe cold
My heart forgets its proper sound

This feels like alexithymia
You’ve set my brain on fire
Am I sad or do I miss you?
Should I be thrilled or terrified?
There’s no way I can find out

Maybe this is love
Maybe it’s decay
Maybe I’m addicted to the rush
Maybe I can’t tell the difference anymore

This feels like alexithymia
I feel everything or nothing at all
What’s real, what’s in my head?
Is my chest burning with love
or counting down the end?

Lyrics, creative production: Adriana Lazcano

alexithymia

jazzy, chill , dance, up tempo

Stop looking back, the past is gone,
the road ahead keeps rolling on.
You’ve got your fire, you’ve got your name,
every new day’s a brand-new game.

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No more waiting for the perfect sign,
the world is yours, the sky’s still mine.

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Feel it now, feel it now,
let the sunlight show you how.
Feel it now, feel it now,
this is all, this is now.

[ solo guitar ]

Days run fast and nights get long,
but you can turn them into song.
Don’t waste the beat, don’t waste the rhyme,
your life is here, it’s your own time.

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[ bridge ]

No more waiting for the perfect sign,
the world is yours, the sky’s still mine.

⸻

Feel it now, feel it now,
let the sunlight show you how.
Feel it now, feel it now,
this is all, this is now.

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