The Upload

people gonna doubt you that’s okay because they’re ignorant
cause they don’t see the work put in
and they don’t see the influence
i use this like it is my journal cause my thoughts so intricate
i tell them how i feel and now their feelings are so delicate
i do this as analysis of feelings i cant comprehend
communication wasn’t something i was good at then again
i tried to please but now i simply just don’t give a fuck
so many never leave the town which raised me just not in my blood
kept my feelings to myself it made for longer times to heal
broken down so many times that when i’m up it feels surreal
i hated conflict and telling people how i feel
found this as an outlet soon it’s buying all my meals
this is a door to a new life
i picked the lock and opened it myself i’m gonna do right
you get a couple slammed in front your face just keep your mood light
remember it’s your story try to make it one that you write

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

so many don’t even know
i’m not expected to blow
i’m dropping weekly releases that’s when the trees start to grow
when i’m broken to pieces that’s when my talents will show
weird how negativity attracting positive growth
i’m finally getting attention and people starting to listen
i felt a shift in the energy when i cut out the bitching
i now see people be switching
this ain’t a game it’s my living
i order in skip the dishes and beat the beat to submission
and then i move onto the next one
i don’t wanna be regarded as someone who’s next up
spending hours every day i never get my rest uh
people listen to it but still haven’t seen my best uh
i still got a lot to go i said it before
that won’t ever change i’m always looking for more
i take my doobies in 2 i make my weed get divorced
i make my money from grinding i take my payments in 4

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

doobies in two (prod. eric godlow)

joke's on you: the bedroom ballads

rock bottom (live) [feat. nothing,nowhere.]

novocaine (live)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

headaches.

linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

i was so fucked up making this sorry if the lyrics dont make sense

Lyrics:
I know that i lied to you
And now i get high for you
Hate life girl you know im not right for you 
But you know that id die for you 
Stop time for you waste my time when i fall in love
I turn away the pain its almost like a drug
Addicted to this shit like it was all for fun 
Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun (yeah)

Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun
I take another hit dont even feel a buzz
I pop another perk dont even feel a rush
 
I guess this life that im living
Aint what im feeling cuz the nightsky beaming 
Lost all my feelings from your lips im breathing
Turned to a demon when my heart stop love it when my heart stop

Im falling to pices 
Im fallin to pieces ion wanna 
Now im reeking marijuana 
Fuck this love shit i dont wanna

I know that i lied to you
And now i get high for you
Hate life girl you know im not right for you 
But you know that id die for you 
Stop time for you waste my time when i fall in love
I turn away the pain its almost like a drug
Addicted to this shit like it was all for fun 
Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun (yeah)

Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun
I take another hit dont even feel a buzz
I pop another perk dont even feel a rush
 
I guess this life that im living
Aint what im feeling cuz the nightsky beaming 
Lost all my feelings from your lips im breathing
Turned to a demon when my heart stop love it when my heart stop

Not for U  (Prod. waytoolost)

vocals me & @emofruits
m/m: me & @emofruits
prod: @4evrgone
cover art: me <333

lyrics:
[150]
we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

we can dance all night 
if you look me in the eyes
i can hear your heart
i can hear your heart
am i what you want 
you can hold me real close
you can hold me close 
and never let go
i dont know what id do
without you
without you
without you

we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

[emo fruits]
and you love me 
like you used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride
baby love me 
like you used to
baby touch me
like you used to
yea im dying tonight 
see it in my eyes
see the pain yea thats mine 
put down that pride

if i call right now 
will you pick up
if you fall right now 
will you get up
if i die right now
will you give up 
this my last drank
hope it fuck me up
x2

love me like you
used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride 
baby love me like you used to
baby touch me like you used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
see the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride

✨STARLIGHT✨ w/ ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ [+4EVR]

Can't Say No (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C Minor
Bpm 120

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Can't Say No

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where's juliet? (prod. by @wolfgang pander)

Every Night

Every night (feat. B Murph) [p.slaying ibis x yeezo]

Without You (ft. lullabyboy)

I'm feeling invisible to everyone that I know 
all my friends feel the same so I know i'm not to blame 
all of this consciousness is killing my head 
i just don't want these things to stay inside of my brain 

everything wasn't always this way 
I feel like I can never get away 
from these toxic people
who think they are equal 
please tell me why you think you're so special to me 

oh my god 
I really can't put up with this anymore 
all these thoughts 
push me back into a place where I 
can't control 
emotions that i want to ignore 
i don't want to feel like this anymore 

everything wasn't always this way 
I feel like I can never get away 
from these toxic people
who think they are equal 
please tell me why you think you're so special to me

toxic (yungspoiler)

https://www.olliemusicofficial.com

https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by Chris Stiliadis
Guitar by Jimmy Nyugen

- Ollie -
open.spotify.com/artist/5OyoCvyau6TiGqcCKnDBCR
@olly-raps
twitter.com/OllieRaps
www.instagram.com/ollie_raps/
www.facebook.com/OllieRaps/

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Ollie - Attached

shiki:
if i told you i could take you to the moon, would you believe me?
and if i never ever told the truth, would you still leave me?
and you could never make this right, so it’s easy
and i don’t wanna make you cry so i’m leaving
re:
pop another bottle, end up broken on the floor
celebrating is my motto so i drink another 4
but i never get enough you always leave me wanting more
i’m addicted to your love but now ur sayin that ur bored
oh i’m so tired of pretending that i’ll leave you
say ur sorry and i swear that i’ll believe you
why’s it gotta be so hard
you just wanna break my heart
skele:if i told you i loved you, would you believe me
try not to think about how you don’t really need me
i know you love it, how it hurts, you got me bleeding
you could break me apart, i’m never leaving
and i just wanna make this work
it cuts deep, i don’t care if it hurts
would you leave if i say you’re the worst
leave me roses while i’m laying in the dirt
follow us:
@shikixo
@arr_eeh
@lilskeleskrrt
@splashgvng
@jolst

take you to the moon w/ skele x re: (prod.  splashgvng x jolst)

lyrics -

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you
x2

oh I'll be okay
it's just another day
no sunlight, yeah
I think my soul became divided
if it's you that took my heart
then I'll make no sound
I could be there now
when you need me the most

if its true my love
then give me a call
oh all that I want
is you in my room

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you

oh silent rooms
and puzzles where we
can't find who
is truly wrong here
I hope that soon
we find our purpose
its all on you
and all I gotta say is

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you
x2

autumn

Lyrics:
and i still feel my hands on your thighs
and i still see the look in your eyes
and i remember when you wanted to die
well i did too but we learned to get by

stay close cause i miss you on your smoke break
they know that im crushin but i wont say
lay low holding secrets make my throat ache
i hope you know just how i feel because i wont break

i cant connect, open my mouth, i try to speak but no words come out
i cant connect
thoughts in my head, wish i were dead, im zoning out into the ceiling again
i cant connect

i dont blame you if you ended up not liking me
im a bore and im a menace to society
every day lost in my mind im tryna find some peace
im a ghost and im a shell of what i used to be

always keep you close you know i just cant connect
girl i kept you by my side i had my lips on your neck
if i could only use my words to tell you that im a wreck
and that i need you next to me so i feel safe in this bed

i got some real dark secrets that im hiding away
im tryna keep mental sanity and lock it in place
you know im tryna do my best to make it feel like im sane
i got a fucking parasite i keep it deep in my brain

and you know i might explode, like a land mine
and im sorry if i panic at a bad time
i know you prolly wanna fuck but i flatlined
im just sorry im a wreck im tryna get by

Can't Connect

cant connect

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

socials! 💜✨

whywewish!
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twitter: https://twitter.com/whywewish

never!
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twitter: https://twitter.com/nevermadeithome

sendflowrs!
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twitter: https://twitter.com/sendflowrs

wyntley!
instagram: www.instagram.com/wyntley/
twitter: https://twitter.com/wyntley

~lyrics~

intro (wish, nmih & flowrs)

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 1 (@nevermadeithome)
sipping on double tap yuh
mustang and sally
just hold up slip on the bali, the bali
set the dogs off like riley
irony of sending flowers to his grave
when we all poked him up and left him to drain
oh what a shame
should of got quick revive on round 1
wish taking lives like yo boys just downed one
like listen to sirens in the background
packapunching we all level up now
rpk in town
extended mag shooting tracer rounds
you can't hide uav on the way inbound

keeping it tucked x2
keeping it sharp x2

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 2 (@sendflowrs)
stackin the bread,
grabbin the m4 i aim for the head 
run to the mall i got money to spend 
flow ain’t the only thing that i can flex
tore him to shreds
left him for dead
pistol on my hip just like i’m a fed 
stab up your cousin, your brother your friend 
if you wanna ever- 
huh, starinthesky shit, yeah? 
run the ball back im scoring,
he couldn’t take my left hand now he’s all snoring
run a fuckboy down leave him all pourin
blood on my air max i don’t rep no jordan’s 
fuck! blood on my air max again,
flowrs too tappy i’ll slap at your friends 
fuck! you a broke boy, i can sense 
stop buying that preme and go pay your rent 

go pay your rent; go pay your rent
pussy you don’t fool me, i know ur a beg
tweet at me i’m gonna put him on blast
if i see him in person, i’ll blast him again (x2)

like BOW!

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 3 (@jmtly)
im poppin a pill and i pop it again 
fuckin a bitch while she kissin her friend
smokin a doink while im chillin and i have been skatin with friends
they have been talkin that shit but they dont say a word when im riding the block wit my gang
i started in the chevy my wrist is too heavy
i pull wit the gang and they all got a benz
im singin these songs n they said its all day yah 
henny in the cup when im faded yah
will u hit me up if i made it yah
if i see him on the block, get him bladed yah
u been pullin in the foreign and i know its all rented
blacked out audi, got the windows tinted 
dont give a fuck if i say it, prolly meant i meant it 
cuz my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
iced out on my window and u know u actin mean 
yea my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
ridin in the foreign, if u miss me, u scream yea

hook (wish)

The Upload

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