The Upload

people gonna doubt you that’s okay because they’re ignorant
cause they don’t see the work put in
and they don’t see the influence
i use this like it is my journal cause my thoughts so intricate
i tell them how i feel and now their feelings are so delicate
i do this as analysis of feelings i cant comprehend
communication wasn’t something i was good at then again
i tried to please but now i simply just don’t give a fuck
so many never leave the town which raised me just not in my blood
kept my feelings to myself it made for longer times to heal
broken down so many times that when i’m up it feels surreal
i hated conflict and telling people how i feel
found this as an outlet soon it’s buying all my meals
this is a door to a new life
i picked the lock and opened it myself i’m gonna do right
you get a couple slammed in front your face just keep your mood light
remember it’s your story try to make it one that you write

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

so many don’t even know
i’m not expected to blow
i’m dropping weekly releases that’s when the trees start to grow
when i’m broken to pieces that’s when my talents will show
weird how negativity attracting positive growth
i’m finally getting attention and people starting to listen
i felt a shift in the energy when i cut out the bitching
i now see people be switching
this ain’t a game it’s my living
i order in skip the dishes and beat the beat to submission
and then i move onto the next one
i don’t wanna be regarded as someone who’s next up
spending hours every day i never get my rest uh
people listen to it but still haven’t seen my best uh
i still got a lot to go i said it before
that won’t ever change i’m always looking for more
i take my doobies in 2 i make my weed get divorced
i make my money from grinding i take my payments in 4

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

doobies in two (prod. eric godlow)

joke's on you: the bedroom ballads

novocaine (live)

headaches.

linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

lyrics -

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you
x2

oh I'll be okay
it's just another day
no sunlight, yeah
I think my soul became divided
if it's you that took my heart
then I'll make no sound
I could be there now
when you need me the most

if its true my love
then give me a call
oh all that I want
is you in my room

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you

oh silent rooms
and puzzles where we
can't find who
is truly wrong here
I hope that soon
we find our purpose
its all on you
and all I gotta say is

I wish I could say what I wanted to love
oh it's all okay, just can't believe my luck
when the seasons change I wanna see the leaves
fall with you, yeah
fall with you
x2

autumn

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)


lyrics

I drifted somberely into the trees
disappeared suddenly took all the memories
Doused us in kerosene
I started pulling out my rotted teeth

cope with it, smoke thru it
break my fucking spine, do it
tear up my insides, spewin 
tryna take my time, knew it
nothing but a pawn
killed a night, took his horse
Rode up to the castle and came knocking at his door
welcome to the nightshift 
sleep was never that inviting
all these dogs have took to fighting
why was bloodshed so inviting to u 
blood falls down, drips from my nose
it's a stark contrast, dark red in the snow
hands worn down, right down to bone
u can hear my pain in the things that I damn wrote

decks

so they pulled out their knives and they want me to run
I couldn't live with the web I had spun
danger is my best friend
I wasn't ready for the end

take my life, all the words that I have spoken 
I have sacrificed time for people that are broken
and I no longer want to be here
pressure resulted in fear
and now I sleep and I wake and I fall back down 
how the fuck do I say how I'm feeling now?

so conscious of what I've done 
this life is awful and fades to nothing. 

chess ft. decks (jolst)

original song credits towards @user-411557229
this song has gotten me through more than i can remember
thanks for listening; thank you bryson

not home. - srry (cover)

does our love die?
prod. @silversxo
ep coming soon...
hope u enjoy <333

lyrics:
so tell me when the night stops
does our love die
maybe just the heartache’s
worth it for a short time
if it were up to me
i’d avoid this feeling totally

if maybe for a second
i’d be honest
the guilt that i’ve been feeling
would respond with
a lack of uncertainty
i’d avoid that feeling totally

so what if
i moved on for the better
twin beds & ties both severed
unconsciously both knowing
this ain’t gonna work forever
been dealing with myself and
i’d just rather feeling nothing
i can’t just carry on
knowing ur out there
like its nothing

drawn shades protect my body
never felt so uncomfortable
im trying to stay strong but
being alone makes u wonder where ur life goes

ever since [silver]

spotify & apple music

amelia earhart

lyrics:

my dear we met this time last year and i'm still holding on
and i know
that i should be telling you this right to your face and not within a song
but im weak
and im not too scared to admit that im afraid
and i can't seem to find a single moment where i could tell you
that i'm not prepared for this life
and that i'm better off when i don't take your side
and maybe i could find a way to survive within this dreadfully homebound landscape
but i can't confirm to you now
that i'll still be around
to hear you

or maybe i'll just, give up and call you
it's not like i've got anything planned anyway
aaannndd
it's not like i wouldn't enjoy, seeing your face
but i can't say the same for my heart
because i really enjoyed being apart
and should i cry now or should i just let it go

and i'm sorry i know
that i should have spoke to you more
and that i won't get away with my excuse that i'm dying on the floor
but i'm sorry and i hope that you know that i mean that
and just for me to say, it makes my whole stomach turn in circles
and i could share with you my thoughts but i'm still tripped up by these hurdles
ohhhhh
and i know
im not alone in this feeling
but i carve out alone what's been left of my being
and i know that i should just give up and let it go

or maybe i'll just, give up and call you
it's not like i've got anything planned anyway
aaannndd
it's not like i wouldn't enjoy, seeing your face
but i can't say the same for my heart
because i really enjoyed being apart
and should i cry now or should i just let it go

Septtember (secre x chrismarek)

lyrics

dirt on my name
curses on my body
i’ve been casted many a time it’s turned in to a hobby

/

dust by the freight
ash all in the lobby
descriptive sentences u think mean nothing 
matter oddly

/

coz oh it’s the little thjngs
don’t pull no middle finger
we accosted how we feel jus coz we know we will never heal

/

it’s a modern world
we think like life is washed
skin home top of skin piling up on the sand 
just like moss

/

i've seen favours done with more grace
its so deceptive how we seal each others fate
but we can't wait, we can't wait uh too much on our plate uh
misunderstood the sign and now a sticks holding my face up

/

don't throw away the pitch forks
coz they still contain memories, don't alter it from the source

/

you don't have to fight against the force
we've created planes before just light another torch

curses that cross the bridge

curses that cross the bridge (empty roads)

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Lyrics
no no no
ye ye ye
i dont really care no more 
ima make her know that
like what you vibing?

doing drugs on the floor
i dont like it anymore
lifes a bore
I just wanna go and die
and feel a soar
I'm feeling sore
I'm needing more
I'm needing you 
I need your touch
I'm not enough
I know I suck
and I ain't much
I know whats up

just take me out and let me bleed
let me fall out and let me see
I don't like you anyway
always seem to hurt me anyway

I don't really like this
I don't really like you
you were just a bch
someone that I might lose
always seem to hurt me, no I'm not like you
always been searching but I know I'm right too

i hope you find the right dude
i hope you get to like me
i hope your feeling better
or somewhere that i might be
thinking really fiesty
your really on to something
but it ain't nothing
you always seem to bluffing

you always seem to hurt me
you did me dirty
i don't know what to do with myself
ruining my health
with everything you seem to dealt
your never knowing how i felt

doing drugs on the floor
i dont like it anymore
lifes a bore
I just wanna go and die
and feel a soar
I'm feeling sore
I'm needing more
I'm needing you 
I need your touch
I'm not enough
I know I suck
and I ain't much
I know whats up

doing drugs on the floor
i dont like it anymore
lifes a bore
I just wanna go and die
and feel a soar
I'm feeling sore
I'm needing more
I'm needing you 
I need your touch
I'm not enough
I know I suck
and I ain't much
I know whats up

floor (p. siem spark)

SMOOTH GROOVES - 90s R&B Relaxing Playlist

Slow Mo - RnB 90s Smooth

produced by: ALYCE
featuring: @weepingwolf & @steadyhearts


sendflowrs: 

bitch take a look at side of ur trackies you wearin that kappa stop talkin to me
all these people wan fuck with me when i’m on top but was airing me long now they walk-in w me 
i go burgal a shop i walk round with a mop can turn you to dust if u fuckin w me 
givin a fuck i got blood on my top i don’t run from the opps
i got courage in me 

roll up and bill it,
pull up and skid it,
i got a box n i’m makin a killin,
hold up a minute,
i got a snake tongue out the side of my mouth, i’m acidic,
run up and par
leave it ajar 
i got two blades on my hip i’m like riddick,
blow up a car,
like i’m IR
AB be the type of the blood i be spillin 
i don’t do feelings
mop a boy up if he talkin the acid i’ll turn him accyrilc 
don’t know who did it
i just got caught 9 body’s 
now i’m about to go make double digits
take a few inches
off of the top of your head 
i’m a barber, 
i’m working the scissors 
fuck all your sisters
i’ll turn em into the ash
like the way you be smokin the rizzla ffFUCK

weepingwolf:


ayy this the only time that my parents
aint home so im going to do some yelling 
and shit until they come back
Fuck hope you like this yelling
its really deep like really deep like listen

TALKin like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

Fuck what you heard fuck what you seen boy
LIL LONE WOLF GONNA COME UP AND GET MEAN BOY

MOSH PIT IN THE CLIQUE SHIT
BAD BITCH SHE GET SOCKED IN THIS BITCH
she aint really gonna she aint really gonna get socked
theres no punching in the mosh pit
if you do your a fucking cunt

ay ay ay
why you talking down like that you aint tuf boy
12 gauge keep it on my hip watch it bus boy
fuck it i've been playing too much fucking warzone
if i catch u in gulag you better know im gonna win

talking like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

steadyhearts:


break up cause I’m off of this shit
I tried to mix it up but I’m back at this shit
I tried to hide the secrets about the knife In my wrist
and I might grab her by the neck when she sucking my dick

fight back
cause in sick of this shit 
everything I fucking make is about me making money
but now I’m off the LSD like fucking Winnie taking honey 
Now I don’t give a shit but I fuck
yeah I fuck
why don’t you fucking pull up

Cause I might just spare you
give you your life back you fucking little bitch
but idgaf about you cause I might slay your kids down
everybody wanna take the fucking piss now
everybody talking bout me they won’t ever pitch out 

wow 
I might fuck up all their shit’s now
I might fucking blow a 50 on my wrist now 
wow
fuck let’s go to Chinatown?
Idgaf about a baby I might just wild

I might go fucking wild in the shit

kappa w/ weepingwolf & wyntley (alyce)

'Sin-Shi'

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