A God amongst Monsters

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Wonderlust Bloodlust

BADDIE UP!!! 😈

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Stereo Love (BEAUZ Hard Techno Remix)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

original - https://soundcloud.com/aries_ix/cabin-fever

cabin fever ++

shotgun carousel

prod. by me

lyrics:

Intro:

he'll never fix you 
cuz your so toxic
you are like poison
over reacting!

let's do the alchemy
to my artery
you weren't there for me
and now im dying here

bridge:

baby could you see?
im just dying here
i need me all the heals
so baby could you?

chorus 1

Let's do the alchemy
Into my artery
You weren't there for me 
And now I'm dying here

Tell me why you lie
And tell me why you cry 
I see it in your eyes
So baby don you lie to me
You weren't there for me
And now im dead to you
as you're dead to me
baby get it through 
your thick skull
he won't fix you

let's do the alchemy
to my artery
you weren't there for me
and now im dying here

verse

huh
i wanna rest my head for a second
oh 
oh maybe we can chill and live the moment

all you do is complain
and i can t stand you this way
of baby when did you become so soulless

chorus 2

I feel regret
deep in my chest
I cannot feel like this
baby could you do (do) it for me?

sometimes i just wanna live 
nah i just wanna be 
and i can t drown in here
because i go insane

(Tear my face apart
I can't breathe alone)

but you were never there for me
yeh you were never there for me

(i feel regret
deep in my chest
put me in a grave
deep in my chest
do it for me *glitches*)

chorus 3

baby can t you see 
you were never meant for me
im covered in debris 
and im tryna fucking breath

and my worst fear came to life
and im scared to live like this
she bothered cause of me
and now i can t make up my mind

no glory and no sympathy
you got me in this ecstasy
tell me what you want from me
I'll leave you with no energy

covered in debris

ig: ote.jpeg

'HAVING FUN' Official Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bztLxzYCR0

Lyrics:

[Narrator]

The sight must be aligned at a certain point known as zero.
The barrel of the gun must be pointed upward so that the path of the bullet meets the crosshairs at a given distance. The bullet will then rise above the line of sight, creating the shape of a half-circle as it meets the same impact point at a farther distance.

This is known as trajectory.

-

[ote.jpeg]

When I'm burried am I lost, or am I growing?
Got these weeds up out my garden, now I'm lonely.

Is love too precious a thing for you to have shown me?
If I was worth anything, bet you would have sold me.

And I don't have a clue where I'm going,
But I can't stay here with you knowing.

I wish I was f***ing stronger and I'm sorry,
That I didn't turn out just the way you want me.

And I haven't left the house in like a month.
I don't cry, I cut my [w****s] when I feel stuck.

And I'm never going back to where I'm from,
Cutting off everyone,

This is me having fun.

-

This is me getting just what I want.
This is me showing up everyone.
This is me staring straight down a gun.
What I've done,

This is me having fun.

This is me getting just what I want.
This is me showing up everyone.
This is me staring straight down a gun. (For what?)
What I've done,

This is me having fun.

-

[jauntsen]

I paint the picture of myself you'd rather let it die.
If you knew my soul would just deflate itself, would you consider changing your mind?

But it's all a game. I won't be the same.
I went all in on my best bet, you see how I got this way.

I won't abandon what is mine, to never finish the picture I decide,
I'm having fun this time!

[ote.jpeg & jauntsen]

And I haven't left the house in like a month.
I don't cry, I cut my [w****s] when I feel stuck.

And I'm never going back to where I'm from,
Cutting off everyone,

This is me having fun.

-

This is me getting just what I want.
This is me showing up everyone.
This is me staring straight down a gun.
What I've done,

This is me having fun.

This is me getting just what I want.
This is me showing up everyone.
This is me staring straight down a gun. (For what?)
What I've done,

This is me having fun.

-

[Narrator]

It is often assumed that a bullet's path of flight is in a straight line.
Where you aim is where the bullet should hit.

If only it were that simple.

HAVINGFUN (ft. jauntsen)

first singe off my upcoming project "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

i'll do anything a thousand times before i get it right
and I feel everything without a reason why i know I'm out of time
It's hard to think that you could fuck with someone new 
(fuck with someone new)
'cuz the only thing i'd do is stand by you
(I would stand by you)
tell me that you're there, but you always do me wrong and
i don't want to talk baby i've been steady crying
if i'm being honest baby i don't wanna try it 
'cause every time i'm with you swear to god i'm fucking dying

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

and i've done everything more times than i can count 
fuck my life 'cause i can't tell if you're just keeping me around 
is it so goddamn hard to say?
tell me that you need me there's no other way
tell me that you're never gonna run
'cause all those times that i fucked up
still never sure if i'm ever enough oh
'cause i was never good to play my part
i always end up fucking up 
my lines, all the time
saying everything and nothing at the same time

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 
i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

just so sick of my self
i don't wanna, i don't wanna fall off 
say you're your wishing me well-well
we-ell-ell-ell-ell

RUNNN

A little something i cooked up in a warehouse loft in DTLA. This whole creative process has been really something amazing and been taking a break from playing too many shows this year and really putting in the desk work for my up coming EP in October.
Next live show won't be till July 4th here in downtown at the convention center✌🏼

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places to be

Fred again.. & Anderson .Paak & CHIKA - places to be

Im just having a little fun here, original song belongs to Yameii
artwork for and by @ghosttearsss @Orangecat_online23 @Yam.eiii

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Flowing into my own journey of light🌌
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