I'm sorry for the way I always been
Can't change the way I choose to always live
Born broken but I feel just like I'm fine
They say that my head needs a redesign

She's got a boyfriend
He can't comprehend
So I just pretend
Something deeper he hates me, why can't this end

What's living for
Why do I breathe
It's something I ignore
I know people will always hate me

why can't you like me

Outtake from G4MER!!!
LISTEN TO IT ON APRIL 20, 2025!!!

btw thx @sincerelystacy

[verse]
Hopped on with my friends and we're gonna play some fortnite
Stayin' on so long, I don't think I'll ever see the light
Pull up, get jumped, that the way it is
I've got a pump, round the corner gets you killed
I'm owning all you noobs, with my ability abuse
But I don't feel fufilled

[chorus]
Playing brainrot boxfights 
in the middle of the night
I hate my life but brainrot
makes me feel alright (4x repeat)

[verse]
Hopped on with my friends
(Hopped on with my friends)
And we're gonna play some fortnite
(Yeah we're gonna play some fortnite)
Stayin' on so long
(Stayin' up so long)
I don't think I'll ever see the light
(I don't think I'll ever see the light...)
Pull up, get jumped, that the way it is
I've got a pump, round the corner gets you killed
I'm owning all you noobs, with my ability abuse
But I don't feel fufilled

bwainwot boxfights

idk

lyrics:
im breaking down, spazzing out
doing nothing but pout
you don’t text or even call
not seeing i’m going through it all

no one sees what im going through
they won’t think it’s even true
hope they can live with denial
i’m gonna be gone in a while

hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall
hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall

wake up call

Another masterpiece this time with feature

I hate myself (feat. doomed)

This time im gonna do it - NotOkGhost Cover

i might delete this because i actually really like some lyrics but not how the instrumental turned out

also working on making an ep or album or soemthing idfk

umm uhh umm

Composer: Sethilist

I can't stand bastards with coupons!

Fuck you too, I'm going POSTAL
Voices snap, inside, get vocal
I walk this road, give me a reason
Paradise is lost, I'm done believin

Stamp the petition, mark my name
Silence drop, the scene goes flame
Wash my hands, clear my mind
Paradise is mine, you’re stuck behind

Drink their water
Breathe their air
Swallow lies
Smoke weed and stare
SSRIs and MK-ULTRA
SSRIs and MK-ULTRA

Static screams, my pulse is breaking
Every step, the ground is shaking
Chains around my mind won’t bend
Cut them loose, I’ll break again

Streets collapse, the lights all fade
Empty souls in a cheap parade
I tear the veil, you face the end
Paradise dies, no God, no friend

Proudly made in the U.S.A. baby!

// Out now on all streaming services!

Death By POSTAL

Gamer 3 if it was good
credits: 
https://soundcloud.com/dungenslayer99 on drums
my beautiful amazing wonderful gf on backup vocals

Torpor

Pls follow Wast0idd

https://on.soundcloud.com/snQr7vJlXnDcXHcqAo

Wast0idd-Fred Figglehorn does something illegal

its pretty much everyday

NEGATIVE XP owns all rights to this song, don’t even listen to this slop version if you don’t know NXP.

I hate myself (feat. doomed)

Neural Override