This is really sad but very beautiful it reminds me of the love of my life that i lost 

never stop blessing us with beautiful music

prod. nev ver

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
I ain't raise you
I can't make you
I ain't trynna hear it
Where do you go
When you're stuck in my brain
If you ain't my home
Where the fuck do I stay
Go away
Please go away
When the night comes
So does the pain
Shawty like a melody in my head
I'll find my remedy when I'm dead
There goes death knocking at my door
It brought some liquor and some whores
Ain't trynna get caught
When I'm walking to the store
I'm moving out west
If I stay here I'll get worse

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

If I ever see a day where I don't cry
Heaven or hell it's do or die
Falling too fast shoot out my mind
Suicidal thoughts
If I ever see a day where I don't cry
Heaven or hell it's do or die
I'm trynna find a feeling of what's inside
Suicidal thoughts

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
I was blessed with a curse
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La

5th and Westmoreland.

OVERDOSE. (prod. nev ver x madebylucid)

prod. larry x nev ver
guitars by nev ver

Lyrics:
Im not up
Im not down
Another line just to keep myself around
Im not up 
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground

Grow up
Be happy
Shut your mouth
Be quiet 

Cut off
Be lonely 
By yourself
Tongue tied

Boss up
Don’t talk about it
You know boys don’t cry

Shut up
Enjoy the moment
Bury your problems in your pride

I wish they wouldve gave me a fucking fair warning

About the bullshit I’d deal with as I keep growing

Its not for me
I don’t even know me

Sit in my room look at the ceiling and cry

Nobody understands that I wanna die

They don’t know me
I don’t even know me

Im not up
Im not down
Another line just to keep myself around
Im not up 
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground

Im not up
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground
Im alive but it feels like I’m in hell
Take a bar just to forget how I feel

eyes. (prod.wesley)

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

same shit different day
mixing colors in a haze
spinning like im in a daze
shrooms got me going crazy
cocaine make me feel awake 
pills got me feeling lazy
is it just killing me 
or will i see a early grave
will i see a early grave? 
the room keeps spinning
and i keep breathing
i hope that it dont end like this 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

i dont really believe that god has a place for me
but i knew this for a minute
cause my heart is fucking missing
i only pray to what im sippin
cause its the only thing that listens
but i keep living how im living
live by the code of triple sixes 
i love the lust between two women
n im keep on sinning
shawty you should keep your distance
dont you know that im a deathwish
i sold my soul to make me lavish
cause i was down and i was damaged
tab got me on a different planet
i realized that we all vanish 
left the club all in a panic
i hope my mom dont gotta bury me 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt

dead && gone (prodbyhim)

I know who you are
But who am I? 
Ive been losing this war
Inside my mind
Life is a whore
And Im inside
Step on the shore
Im on the front line

Dont drag me down
Im already in hell
How can it get worse than this
Do I make you proud? 
Kill em with a smile
You taught me well
Cant help but frown
This is my way out

I know who you are
But who am I? 
Ive been losing this war
Inside my mind
Life is a whore
And Im inside
Step on the shore
Im on the front line

AWR.

I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 
I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 

You know I don’t talk a lot 
I keep these thoughts inside me
Harmful words come out my mouth 
But you’re still right beside me 
The shots have been misfired cause the bullets are projecting 
Looking at the mirror but you’re standing right behind it 
Here I go all alone 
Take me in for testing
Bad brain, can’t cope
All cause my anxiety 
Chop it up, do some more 
It helps me cause I can’t sleep 
Im feeling like a fucking fiend 
Help me up, or watch me bleed 

I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 
I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I

Running Away

prod. nev ver

you never cared for me 
dont you lie
she was my therapy
she played both sides
everyones an enemy
in my sight
love will be the end of me 
till i die

i dont like to think about us
i got a million excuses on the words that you said
i never have any solutions but whats in my bag
every time i try to open my mouth
the words spill out
and you wont listen
i tried my hardest to get out of your cell 
im breaking out
and i cant function
but every time i think that
youre making your way back
but call me on the way back 

you never cared for me 
dont you lie
she was my therapy
she played both sides
everyones an enemy
in my sight
love will be the end of me 
till i die

therapy.

What's the difference of love and hate
It's all the same
You put my heart on a plate
And ate away
Doesn't matter what I say
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does it 

In the backseat of your car 
Always fuck I love you
When it's just us two
Oh my god
I'm trying hard I'm holding on
I fucking hate the entire relationship
I'm tired of wasting it
Your name on my arm
I dont wanna even talk to you
Even look at you 
Please tear me apart 
Apart yeah
You trying too hard
But I don't think it'll work 
What I say you dont understand 
What the fuck I gotta say for you to understand
With all I said
All I've done
I don't see you in my frame
Trust no one

What's the difference of love and hate
It's all the same
You put my heart on a plate
And ate away
Doesn't matter what I say
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does it

Love/Hate (prodbyhim)

prod. nev ver 

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

I know
She don't love me 
She just like the blow 
When I look everyones a foe
When this bag done
We gone have to go dear
I feel alone here
I reach into my pocket
But I don't got it all yet 
She ain't never let me stopping
Till we rich and we disappear
These bitches on hold 
They gon get mad 
When they see us grow 
You were always there
You were always there for me
Through memories 
Through all my dreams
You were always there for me
Through everything
Through everything

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

Let me stop and think for a second
You saved me from a lot 
You're a blessing
Every other girl just gave me depression
You're another lesson
All of your intentions
You show me affection 
This beat sound like the beat of my heart
My emotions are tattooed on my arms
You can see my smiles deep in my scars
I can your smile deep in the stars 
I know who you are
I think this feelings bizarre
We were fucked from the start

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

Go
Go
Go
We were fucked from the start
Start
Start
We were fucked from the start

i know... i know i'm bipolar.

written by nev ver

I’ll climb out my grave
Don’t bury me
I’ve been here for hours
I'm suffocating
I’ll count on the walls as the minutes scream
Praying my heart out for better days
I sit in this this dirt
You built for me
I'm sick of the pressure 
And all its brings
I wanna die some hours
So tragically
Then I come back 
And I wanna breathe 

Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah

Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing

AWR.

nev ver

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