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ALL THIS GUALA

A absorbing piece of music that is both sombre in nature and smartly understated, resulting in a melancholic journey filled with emotion and deep contemplation.

The Road

(Intro)
Ring around the rosey
Baby you got me lonely
Stuck in my head like always
I don't know where I'm going
So I try to recover my steps
Broken memories and all my regrets
Put that aside think with your chest 
Tell me even if it's under your breath

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

(Verse)
You don't know the real me, he's surpressed up in my dreams
I've been hurt too many times, and my mind has been deceived 
So now I overthink on life, and where I could have been
But you just take that off my mind, and give me seconds just to breathe
So inhale, exhale, I've been fucking up head girl
Getting off the substances thats fucking up my head girl 
Changing my perspective, and changing my direction
Whilst I'm stopping all my stressing, and I'm counting up my blessings ayy ayy
So do you feel the same
Are you stuck in your brain
Take a leap of faith
And we can see what will remain

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

(Verse)
You said you loved me
That I was enough 
So tell me why I'm here coughing blood all out of my lungs
I hear my name on the tip of your tongue
I lose my shame every sip from this drum
I can't feel no more I swear
Everything inhaled is less than air
Yet thicker than your braindead stare
You walk around like I'm not there
But here I am so hear my now
Don't run around hear my sound 
All over town, now turn around 
Thats the one you left for dead 
Name slandered in red
Never thought ahead
Mannequin playing dead

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

Love Me

(Intro)
We've been here, we've waited
We've wanted more than before
We stand here, defeated
Is this our coup de grâce
We've fallen, we've lost it
Cant find our will to fight it
No longer we're surviving 
Is this our coup de grâce

(Chrous)
The voices, they're getting loud again
In my head, I've been smoking on them pounds again
And these feelings I've been drowning in
Am I out or in
Coz lately I've been doubting things 

(Verse)
Do you remember the last words you said to me
I dont, it's a blur just like a fucked up dream
Coz you left and I turned back to medicine
Lost in emotions and this hurt that's inside of me
Coz everything you did to me is now just setting me on fire
And I'm hating what's inside
And I'm hating all these lines
And I'm hating all the time in my mind where I rewind 
Think about the past 
And thinking how I've crashed into a wall
And it's all
Just built up
Coz now I'm taking 6 fuck
How can I keep this up
Struggling in my head feeling dead because I miss love
Baby I just miss us 
Or I just miss what
It felt like
Coz now I'm in a tunnel walking round with no light 
Smoking cones all night 
Waiting for the sunrise
Alright 
Coz life is so bland
Got me sitting in the sand
Thinking bout all the shit I used to motherfucking have

(Chrous)
The voices, they're getting loud again
In my head, I've been smoking on them pounds again
And these feelings I've been drowning in
Am I out or in
Coz lately I've been doubting things 

(Verse)
It took 9 months, 9 months of my life
To lose my mind, laying on my side
She said its my right, to tell my side
I said it's my time, to set it right
She left me waiting with anticipation
Sitting in holden waiting
Wrote it down she couldn't say it
Left me with my own frustrations
Think you're making revelations
You're just faking, always were
Nothing learnt, nothing ever meant more to her

(Verse - Freya Lani)
You miss love, you're gonna be okay 
Don't have to miss her, even when the sky turns grey 
You'll miss the feeling forever
Won't miss the person coz you're doing better 
Says she's Mrs independent 
Cept she's missing independence yeah
She keeps saying she's never felt better
But she's crying over your old sweater 
In secret, coz everything's a secret
Every kiss is you misleading him
In pictures you're in wonderland 
But I know him, you're in a wasteland 
In your stories he's all glory
But he's just a little boy in a man's body

Gettin’ Gwap’ (T-one)

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