And you never really thought
How it was all the way then
How useless you could be
Go ahead and tell your lies to me
Go ahead and Surrender your faults
Girl i dont want no controversy
Go ahead, delete your tweets

Go ahead and ill think of you
Go ahead and ill make it true
Explain the Bond that i have with You
And go ahead and explain the Truth

Never really thought it would come to this
Everything you got i really have to Resist it
Help me Man, my brain is in a fucking Drought
Feeling Numb everyday as I go sit and Browse

creds to shunosto on youtube for the beat

written and recorded after school on my last day of sophomore year

today was my last day of school but im too scared to grow up (ALL PLATS)

prod, mixed, mastered, etc. by spawncamped

lyrics:
@spawncamped

oh change me like the seasons
its been getting hard to sleep
all i dream about is losing all my teeth
and you loving someone else while thinking of me
no more drive of conversation
im going insane i cant take it
all the time I spent on you is wasted
why would i try again if you fake it
think im running low on my patience

change like the seasons (w/ elyzn)

Going dark 2

https://open.spotify.com/track/5vsoiAaSuXepEMtMNpR86V?si=49df14bef54943a7

prod spawncamped

better off

vacant
if i die then throw me in the trash
and i-
poke myself sometimes so i could laugh
and i- 
my soul darkens till its black
dark void just tell me its not bad
all this time i had just to myself
i was on my own working on my health
cause i my time is nothing i could sell u
so fIx ur mind and then maybe i could tell u


@never-goodbye
idk why i do what i do
she says that i make her confused
broken heart its black and blue
oh the hell she put me thru
i wake up everyday i hate myself because ik shes gone
i really fucked it up she loved me why did i do her so wrong
why am i trying?
its all a fuckin joke
everything was easier with her i still had hope
she knows ima fuck up and there is nothing i could do
does she ever miss me does she think about me to?
is she really gone did she find someone new?
when i get to keep her thats the shit i tell the moon
but i moved on thats the shit i tell her friends
when i see them at parties and im askin where she is
does she still smile with the teeth like she did
does she make them watch movies that were made for stupid kids
born with her family and her home town friends
thats the shit i miss
thats the shit i miss

prod. kash

untitled w/nevergoodbye

i hait it 2

glm 2

99 forever

prod. coldwntr

youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

cant deal with something when like nothings right
youve been running around like your whole life
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night (ooooooooo)
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night

got disconnected dont know where ill ever be 
ive been stressing catch me hanging from that tree
youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

got disconnected dont know where ill ever be 
ive been stressing catch me hanging from that tree
youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

cant deal with something when like nothings right
youve been running around like your whole life
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night (ooooooooo)

glm 2

never goodbye