Drinking Quietly

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★everything is grey now, im feelin jaded!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/fourteendays

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/jaded-w-joshuasageart-fridvy-prod-fourteendays-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
why dont u try to understand 
i used try
why dont you try to understand
i said i did!

*intelligible*
why not!
whats wrong with running away from reality
if it sucks

hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse one:
hiding away
who would've guessed it
falling apart
is right on the checklist

say that im lost
but then u'd expect
but im not
yeah

and im trying really hard
really hard do better
saying that im fine
that im fine whatever

knowing that you're not
that you're not forever
gets me down in the dumps

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse two (joshuasageart):
feeling like a lost cause
i think you'll make it
i need some closure
some motivation

sometimes im anxious
i change the station
i think about why things
dont always stay the same

yeah you, yes you
are confused
you know what 
u can do

its gets dark
just a tomb
let it out
let your light through

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse three (fridvy):
yeah its fine
yeah i guess it whatever
off a bean
i my goth money sweatshirt

live a dream
all these drugs make my head hurt
you cant sit with us
we the mean girls we the headers

european denim
love me for touch

posted up with weirdos
bitch i need benzo
they tryna fuck wit me
now im in by suvi jeans

the last five years
been a fever dream

★streaming★

★jaded★ w/ joshuasageart & fridvy (prod. fourteendays)

nails on a chalkboard (dercept+jolst)

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc) [nitecore mix]

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

a day in the simulation w/ love jai + jomie (king theta)

★..we will never touch the ground..★

[featuring]
@lilwetwet2001

[producer]
@nightclub

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/touch-the-sky-w-lil-wet-wet-prod-nightclub20xx-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
so you really are back
its only hitting me now
that I actually see you
welcome home!

chorus:
touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

verse:
feeling something
I've never felt before
I'm drawn to you
I just wanna see

everything there ever was
to know about you
you've become my muse
and girl i swear that its true

i don't wanna stay awake
i know you don't too
what is going on

reading in my palm
make ur way thru my life line
reflecting in the glass
like it’s pure as the white wine

i looked down n i looked up
and ur meeting my eyeline
golden shimmer pure
pourin down from the skylight

the touch of ur hands
when we kiss like it’s closure
the possibility that
this dance could be over

always on my line
like i don’t even know her
a thought in the nighttime
a chance to be sober

repeat chorus:
touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

ending:
i know i said it already
but I'm glad to see your doing okay
now I've got someone id give anything for
and I've never really felt like this toward anyone before

i hope he realizes how lucky he is
let's stay like this, just a little longer

★touch the sky!★ w/ lil wet wet (prod. nightclub20xx)

prod. aesttc
♡
#edm #hyperpop #digicore

let me be your home♡

GHOSTS IN YOUR ATTIC (PROD. NUMBER48)

i am the lebron james of messing things up (king theta)

MUSIC VIDEO (by @crowbarowen) 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP9x4_QdOfw

everything by me

shoutout my goat @rit_hk for doing backing vox ily

shoutout my bros who helped w the mix ! 
(esp esca, gauge, stella, pinkperc, ange1grr1, gasoiid, fiji, five) !

only 1

★all i know★ (prod. benji the machine) [nitecore mix]

<333

~ never were, never meant~

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デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
now we're blasting refe at the club<333
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ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Never Meant 💔✨

RED LIGHTS ON FRIDAY NIGHT @AUGUST222222

first single off the EP with grayfox and beecher

i always get a headrush w/ sendflowrs & beecher

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

Been tired for way too long tonight but can't close my eyes
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours
Cause' 10:00 turned to 12:00 and danced into 3:00 then 6:00 came along and fell back on me
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so...

(Do I feel better with broken heart?)

Been dreaming a bit too much last week
Bout' your starry eyes
Been thinking a lot last month that we might not make it by 
So is it just me?
When I ain't the thinkin' right and I lie through my teeth?
Been waiting for the perfect time to speak but
The stitches on my lips go up to my cheeks

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so

Do I feel better with a broken heart?
Am I together when I fall apart?
Cuz I can't gather all the missing parts
Unless I'm wide awake and drifting off

Drifting Off

☆please be wary, tread with caution!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/jason22k

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/exausted-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

verse:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

i can reach the top
will i make it?
tell me when it stops
cant take it

cant control the sobs
cant shake it
ohh i know

bridge:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

repeat hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

Drinking Quietly

yourstruly