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ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZILYTgJvFM33cIfYi5Vp?si=c11bc685f6b24a5d
prod. me
mastered by @/griggs._ (insta)

cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

prod @olswel

spinning like i'm paris 
and sleeping at the hilton 
highest in the yea
i'm the highest in the building 
they keep coming back, they know i got the highest shelf shit
i made all these racks all by myself shit im so selfish
ricky or the raf idk what i'm stepping out in 
rolling up a joint before i even choose my outfit
i just made this joint with olswel shit we got it bouncing 
how the fuck we just met and u love me? bitch i doubt it 
in this shit forever shit i slowly see em all quit 
i'm flowin so effortless but somehow it's still flawless
you rolling that king size, i roll emperors like august
really the hottest
i'm still in that moncler
i don't need a dentist because everyday i'm flossing 
hits on hits like tennis on the bracelet bitch we ballin 
flexing on my haters, see you later cuz we rolling 
rolling up that hollywood and then i holy ghost it 
still rocking undercover 
pair of kicks, i need another 
bro got the sticks, he's a drummer 
yea im making money in my slumber 
and im rolling up a lotta lumber 
trapaholic mixtape, you know we make it look easy
i'm rocking that mihara with issey this ain't yeezy 
i don't care what they say cuz i'm wavy and it's breezy 
i must be on the beach im surfing, working, serving, eating
cookin in my lair, im the chemist and the lab rat 
splitting up some packs, there's so much gas you need a hazmat 
bapestas on my feet, im lookin clean, lowkey a class act 
flames up on my sleeve, that harley kapital, im swagged up 
presidents on me like im the capitol
dream inside a dream like im dicaprio 
green on top of green, hanging like babylon 
i get all my swords shipped in from avalon 
undercover scab this ain't a reprint 
woke up feeling bad then got my weed fix 
summoning a bag, i'm on my mage shit 
elevate my swag, im in a spaceship

Paris Hilton/Fans

Paris Hilton

Paris Hilton (prod Olswel)

@sglily
step out let's split a cigarette
i let you linger on my breath
when i look at you, you turn from me
i could never find a way to be
alone with you for a day,
do you feel me slipping away?

@buffalobang
i know youre pushing and pushing but you couldnt keep me away
we tried and tried to fix it but its never not the same
i know you never tried
you never tried
you never tried to hurt me
its worthless
I remember a different person

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Slipping Away ft. sg lily & buffalobang

prod. aesttc
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prod and mix by skoolio 
https://on.soundcloud.com/BwGVuVd38XuhFJzQ7

cover art by @himbeer.ida  instagram

something [prod.skoolio]

Orchid - Friends

MUSIC VIDEO (by @crowbarowen) 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP9x4_QdOfw

everything by me

shoutout my goat @rit_hk for doing backing vox ily

shoutout my bros who helped w the mix ! 
(esp esca, gauge, stella, pinkperc, ange1grr1, gasoiid, fiji, five) !

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prod by me
mix & master by @crowitcore
cover by seneca russell

thx to crowit, dan larkin, esca, windward, xanashimi, pinkperc :)
synthetic forever

-lyrics-
cause ive been watching you watching you fall
cause ive been watching you watching you fall
yeah right so baby whyd you save my life
do you remember how we fell so far
babe i dont know how im alive
you cant explain it to me
i cant explain how you love
and i cant tell you but it feels so dark
and i just want one look at the sky
you cant explain it to me
i cant explain how you love

explain2me

vocals by @bliss05 & @pinkperc
prod & art by me

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