lyrics

fallin apart, ik we jus started but i want it to stop
idk who u r, jus wanna go home cuz i stay at the top
fallin apart, dancin all night in the dark
i look at the stars, this looks like a dream but it feels like a nightmare

wake up everyday feels the same
i put drugs in my brain then i worry
if u care about me
right price u can have it 4 a night
i can put it to the side
u can come over and put it on me
tense up drugs in my cup im havin fun
she said ur way too high
this sux i wanted luv she wanna fuck
she want these other guys

like I’m trying to tell you the way that I feel
but you want me gone and I get it for real
i know I said I love you. It wasn’t for real
Its like I’m in the club and I’m stuck stuck on my ex 
after all that I did is like how you forget 
Im still popping pills wishing I could
I could forget like 
uh
a lot of people talking shit they got a backtrack 
fuck it I’m not trying to talk. I want a big bag. 
on the 407 swerving with my seat back 
like I’ve been fuck up
like omg
driving all alone, almost crashing the car like 
Omg
ive been driving all alone, almost crashed in the car like

fallin apart, ik we jus started but i want it to stop
idk who u r, jus wanna go home cuz i stay at the top
fallin apart, dancin all night in the dark
i look at the stars, this looks like a dream but it feels like a nightmare

i love u

vanessa

vanessa +fijimar [silver + methboiswag + roxa]

w/ @rit_hk prod @benjithemachine @m2monroe

mix+master @m2monroe <3

i cant go on

i cant go on w/ rit (monroe + benjithemachine)

prod. @benjithemachine

lyrics:
it doesn't get better
you treat me like im nothing
and say its weather but
it doesn't make sense to me
you say that we're friends to you (that we're friends to you)

you know what's up? i think that you're playing with me
you know what's wrong? im not a toy you can play with
leave me alone for once
so i can finally forget about our live
it's been a while, since you lost my trust
tho ive been trying, to be enough for you
but its nothing new

it doesn't get better
you treat me like im nothing
and say its weather but
it doesn't make sense to me
you say that we're friends to you (that we're friends to you)

quante colpe ingiustificate che mi hai dato
quante notti a pensare a te ho passato
mi rendo conto ora del tempo sprecato
vorrei tornare indietro e cambiare il passato
sogno quella piazzetta dall'alto
quanti bei momenti ci hai donato
e sappiamo che non torneranno più

spotify

friends to you (benjithemachine)

everything by me

shoutout my goat @rit_hk for doing backing vox ily

shoutout my bros who helped w the mix ! 
(esp esca, gauge, stella, pinkperc, ange1grr1, gasoiid, fiji, five) !

only 1

with @benjithemachine
produced by both of us

lyrics:
@twentyfifth
tell me that you still think about me
I dream of You and I
you drive me crazy with that smile
I get lost looking in those big 'ol eyes yeah

I search for you everywhere I go
even though I know that you're not looking for me
I bleed because of your words
I can't stand you to come and...
Go!
you're my home!
and I can't live without you!
you hurt me and my soul!
and now I can't let go ;(

(non posso lasciarti andare
ma vorrei dimenticare tutto quanto
non so come fai a fartene un vanto
di tutto quello che mi hai fatto
che mi hai fatto)

@benjithemachine
and when you take me
it recently feels like nothing
break me
i feel like nobody will hold me down
babe i got not use for words
babe unless i speak to you, oh, ah
do you feel me
do you want me
are you hoping ill come back home
do you feel me 
do you want me
i guess ill never know

@twentyfifth
I search for you everywhere I go
even though I know that you're not looking for me
I bleed because of your words
I can't stand you to come and...
Go!
you're my home!
and I can't live without you!
you hurt me and my soul!
and now I can't let go ;(

come and go w/ benjithemachine

by @benjithemachine x @lilsadboiiudig
master by @1fangs

digital love (benjithemachine & 1sadboii edit)

w/ @fijimar
prod me & @ihateesca
mix by me fiji esca
master by esca
cover by fiji

-lyrics-
benji
cause babe its simple when you call back call back
made me crazy but you know that know that
i cant rest in cybercity im a nomad
cause its hard to hope for better when its so bad
baby i can make it better for u better all again
baby i dont wanna call u till ur on the other end
baby now that light just goes through me
so its over when u leave
u show the lights that stop me
turn to stone
u shine it when im alone
and so i tell myself that ill be strong
and dreaming when theyre gone
cause theyre calling calling calling me 
theyre calling calling calling me but
lights when theyre on they call for you
yeah 

mar
i dont wanna wake up now
cause everything you said it falls apart
i hate myself just let me leave this town
im packing up but girl i hate to 
be apart from you again
be apart from you again
like you show the lights that stop me turn me to stone
shining bright when im here just sitting here all alone
so i tell myself that ill be strong
and dreaming when ur gone
cause theyre calling calling calling me
im calling calling home
like you show the lights that stop me turn me to stone
like you show the lights that stop me turn me to stone

lights +fijimar (esca + benji)

lyrics 

howd u get so tired of me
u left me so tired and weak
pick myself up by the skin of my teeth
o won't you say something to me

now I'm goin offline
tired of saying
I feel fine
can't get up the
steep incline
you really fucked me up
this time
I'm going afk I'm
goin offline x2

I can't tell the difference
I feel so fucking stupid
why'd you have to run away
I swear that we could fix it
now there's all this damage
I can't deal with this shit
it was just you and me
gah I feel like a bitch

I know I make mistakes
now everyday I have to fake
I cant do this shit today
I'm just gonna sleep the pain away

U kno I don't read minds
my own shit it made me blind
why'd u have to say "I'm fine"
why can't I read between the lines

can't help myself (towa)

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