you wouldn't let it eat you whole

originally by @underscores @maxwell_young. underscores and maxwell young do not make any money from this recording. i would like to change that but honestly i dont know how mechanical licenses work and i dont care quite enough to distribute this myself

del mar county fair

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art designed + edited by @daywaiter
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
Acting out of malice
Circle pain on the diagram
Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands
I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am
You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for
I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word
If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure
And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern
Water down the drain until I'm clean
I create the image of myself I let you see
The things that make you pretty never look as good on me
Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back
And I do it right back
Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)
Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)
Downing the drink that you made for me
Carve a space in the walls so that I can see
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me
Sometimes takes a little more to come apart
Waiting for you to come back in the dark now
Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop
I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now
Bout what you want now
Bout what you need now
Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound
Kissing your neck, I forget all the past
Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right

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blackwinterwells & 8485 - FALLING UP (Dan Larkin Remix)

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again (+remghost)

produced by me + instrumental mix/master 
vocal mix/master by @ryptage + me
art by me
original track by @ecco2k_year0001

lyrics:

Think I fell for someone, oh, what's going on?
I'm still covered in Dry g'LOSS and I can't take it off
Oh, and it's just me and myself, just the two of us
Spend some time alone with you now, you're my only one
I've got a thing for you, a thing for you?
I think of you, am I going crazy?
A thing for you, a thing for you
A thing (Don't take me back again, don't take me back again)
It's so hard to hide but so easy to find
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
I've been rolling oxen bone
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Baby, kiss me through the phone
Ecco2k, I lost all hope
Smoking on dope, I feel so cold
Smoking on dope, I feel so cold
Live on islands made of stone
Rob that person for his coat
Twenty-five thousand on Silk Road
Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow
Obviously silver, not no gold
Tried to keep up and he went broke
Steaming hot, they don't want no smoke
2g K, went to the hole
And my heart is fine, I star and cross my eyes
Can never let you cross my mind
Oh, I try, it happens all the time (I'm not afraid of anything)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
Can never let you cross my mind
Oh, I try, it happens all the time
Oh, I'm unraveling, and I'm panicking
Feel like I'm paper-thin, and now I'm tearing
Help me please, give me calcium, I think I'm fracturing
I need bandaging, don't take me back again
I feel like Marilyn, but I'm not acting again
This might be the end, I think it might be
I'm seeing evil men, am I imagining them?
I think I might be
It's so hard to hide but so easy to find
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
(it oxidize)
(it oxidize)

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calcium

vocal sample- "He Gets Me So High" by beabadoobee
produced, mixed & backing vocals by me
cover by me

special thanks to rxflxct, baeldorf, gauge, monroe, pinkperc for mixing help and being inspirations to me to make this sorta music

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benjithemachine - he gets me

prod by me
mix & master by @crowitcore
cover by seneca russell

thx to crowit, dan larkin, esca, windward, xanashimi, pinkperc :)
synthetic forever

-lyrics-
cause ive been watching you watching you fall
cause ive been watching you watching you fall
yeah right so baby whyd you save my life
do you remember how we fell so far
babe i dont know how im alive
you cant explain it to me
i cant explain how you love
and i cant tell you but it feels so dark
and i just want one look at the sky
you cant explain it to me
i cant explain how you love

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