prod by me :3

enjoy^\^

lyrics:
i fell down
but u held high
i envy that
let’s go back in time
where we were close
where we loved each other the most

i feel my pulse in my head
if i keep this up i’ll be dead
but i’m kinda glad i’m alive
i got all of y’all by my side

go and live ur life
i’ll go live in mine
without u in mind
i can reach the sky (x2)

(escape)

down we go
i’ll be here so u know
if u ever come home
i’ll just sit here all alone

back in time

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

sewerperson - talk is cheap (jabarionthebeat) (snippet)

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

it is what it is (abe parker) cover

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

Lil' Light

Revolutionary

EYES LOW!(prod.artifex)

broken senses

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst


lyrics:
hazenova:
i dont wanna lose
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
ima dream of you
i dont wanna fight
ima see it through
i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna lose you
yeah yeah
it gets harder and harder
glass shards
and a whole lotts heartburn
sleepless nights
and a whole lot of sharp turns
and a whole lot of sharp turns
im going through our pictures
and this pain is relentless
you told me that you love me
really hope that you meant it
i gave you all that i had
dont make me regret it
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body


sendflowrs:
left scars on own body,
i might lose my shit, watch my cold heart bleed
on the road again
i’m not runnin back 
watch it all burn cus ur all that i had 

i don’t wanna call
fuckin hate your friends
felt my fuckin teeth grit when they all walked in 
she don’t wanna know me cus i’m not him
leave him with a nose bleed, cus i’m heartless 

feel my chest, cold
i won’t let go
feel my chest, cold
i cant let go x4

scars on my body (feat. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst)

@lostangel527

20 years old and i make music, pretty cool right?

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