[+] he tossing and turning in his grave
* produced by @noxious-nights *

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LYRICS:

I just hope my momma goin be proud of me
I spent my last rack in LA just for them to doubt in me
I heard the hate so much it's keeping me grounded
I had to play that last one back just to see how it sounded
And if I could die tonight then I probably will
I miss them pills so much cause the pain get real
and I could barely even fight it
I could barely even hide it

You say you care but my brain telling me you don't
I'm walking out when I see you
I don't feel so alone
Like you right there...
I swear it's like you're right there
Moving forward but I'm going backwards
I just hit you for the plug but then she hit me back first, I'ma blow
I swear to god that they aint even know that I'm
That I'm destined for this shit
I seen that baggage when I took his bitch
I know he fighting but he need assist
He tossing and turning in his grave boy I seen it in
I fucked your bitch last week I need some sedatives
And I'ma save some cause I could die tomorrow
Let the rain fall I see you callin,
Don't know where I'm going but I feel I been on, now I been off
Swear to god I can't get set up, or mess up
Now she wanna fuck me like the next one, a set one
Pull up with that thirty leave you wet love, I'll let one
If she really wanted me then she wouldn't text him, she texts him
Girl you got me stressin, I'm stressin

consequences

+ music video

consequences (+ music video)

Everglades

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

2 tracks in 1 day, lets go for 3?

Lyrics

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this

I’m feeling sick
Sick to my head
No antidote
When I’m already dead
I couldn’t notice
Slipping me potions
Under a spell
Like I’m fucked on a med
I think my conscience is
Starting to slip my grip
I need you tied at the hip
I need to shut my lips (fuck)

I gotta make sense
No fake shit
I gotta get back to my basics
Baby, face it
This aint it
I think we’re just replacements

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this


I could never be ready . . .
Hold your tongue
We’re better off forgetting
If you would let me
If you would let me


hallucinating (prod Teyyks x Pizzle)

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I don't got a clue
Where I'm gonna go
Who I'm gonna be
When I finally grow
I'm not a kid anymore
I've got my own damn life
But what I'd do to live twice
Oh, they wouldn't make it past midnight
I been seeing with my closed eyes
All the things I couldn't see when they're open
Every memory of me, wishing hoping
I could find somewhere to be by the Ocean
Young and free with the motion
It was stolen
All my dreams drowned out in abundance
I been full of it, but no, I'm full of nothing
Every vision, it ain't coming, is that something
I'm just a kid anymore
Every broken down board
Every hole in the wall
An adult might cure
But I just sit here
Waiting for the changing
Hoping you'd replace it
Just face it
All the blood on my knuckle ain't amazing
An adult doesn't make this

All the white and grays
I'm a Yeti
All the feelings I hate
I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old
I don't wanna be a burden
All my family and friends got a purpose
I'm scared I'm closing curtains
I just want more time, I promise
If I relive it, then I wouldn't be an object
I wouldn't waste all my time on this music
I would be someone that they wanted

Honestly, honestly
Counting sheep, losing sleep
Memories, Hennessey
Apologize for my apathy
It took half a thought to break half of me
I took half a shot, and it turned to three
Now it's four or more I'm on the floor to seat
But I adore, all the company
All the ants below match my broken soul
I'm a broken boy from a broken home
Make horror stories when I'm all alone
Shout at walls and I'm breaking bones
I'm a Yeti now, turn white and mold
Graying out and I'm turning stones
Mirror, mirror, I'm a tombstone
Who's the boy that they'll never know
Who's the boy with his hoodie up and his face down, but it never snowed
Strings attached but they pulled out just to cover up that face he loathed
Still obsessed with those comic books and those video games but he swears he grown
Mirror, mirror, I swear to God you'll be shattered glass if I see me more
All the past lovers, one after another
All the songs that I wrote, all the counting of the numbers
If I had another chance, I'd go back and might recover
All the lives I had broken, at least my own and find some cover

All the white and grays
I'm a Yeti
All the feelings I hate
I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old
I don't wanna be a burden
All my family and friends got a purpose
I'm scared I'm closing curtains
I just want more time, I promise
If I relive it then I wouldn't be an object
I wouldn't waste all my time on this music
I would be someone that they wanted

All the white and grays I'm abominable
I'm a Yeti now and I'm never full
Constantly I'm just all alone and I waste my life on this stupid phone
I would throw it out, but I need it
Promote myself and find reason
Therapy for grieving
I feel the pain it's repeating
If I had a fountain of youth
I would turn it all back and make it worth it for you
You need a man who keeps a job and doesn't leave for a tune
Am I a child or a man, I think I never could choose

Yeti

prod by hiraeth

My vocals mixed by nhne
(thx u sm!)

hiraeth

You feel like it over, I cannot stop shaking
My hands grab your clothes is, this making any sense ?
I pull you for safety, just to let you know
If you drop everything, can my hand be the last to go
Always on the run, hiding from everything 
Colliding my thoughts, in every song I make 

I’m in a war idk if I’m winning 
I’d let you know but I don’t think you’ll hear me 
How come everytime I think we’re finished 
You’re exactly who I wanted you to be

helpz

I found my comfort & safety inside u
The day that u had died 
Is the day that I died too
I had this feeling in my gut 
This was coming yeah I knew
photos taped onto the wall
I can’t help but still cry to
Rather cover up my feelings 
& my face behind the mask
Is just a boy who’s scared to make
The first move I’m staying put
Won’t win this game
Cause everybody likes to cheat
& likes to waste 
all of my fucking time
Keep acting like a little kid 
Oh how u think ur grown
Won’t open up to anyone
No I won’t tell a soul
I’ll take it to my grave 
I’ll take one to the dome
Won’t ever solve the case
Body’s lying zero pulse

hiraeth - sense (ft. helpz)

everything be me

i don’t feel comfortable
bury myself in rubble 
i don’t feel comfortable
whenever i am around you
i’m terrified oh scared i die
i’m broken no doubt
by your hand no doubt 
cause all your lies 
they break me down
i’m terrified oh scared i die
i’m broken no doubt

i don’t feel comfortable around you
say what you like you always do
i don’t feel comfortable in my skin
ashen and tarnished i’m not who i wish
honestly all my fault 
you were never there 
when i needed you most 
hating my skin 
its uncomfortable 
i was so used 
to being alone
laying awake and i’m starting to think
i was just scared of you 
bugs in my skin
honestly i was just jealous of you 
laying awake and thinking of you

i don’t feel comfortable
bury myself in rubble 
i don’t feel comfortable
whenever i am around you
i’m terrified oh scared i die
i’m broken no doubt
by your hand no doubt 
cause all your lies 
they break me down
i’m terrified oh scared i die
i’m broken no doubt


skin

GALORE

Tuc da fye

EXISTENCE

@lostangel527

20 years old and i make music, pretty cool right?

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can you really blame me? [+love matt]

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