prod by me :3

enjoy^\^

lyrics:
i fell down
but u held high
i envy that
let’s go back in time
where we were close
where we loved each other the most

i feel my pulse in my head
if i keep this up i’ll be dead
but i’m kinda glad i’m alive
i got all of y’all by my side

go and live ur life
i’ll go live in mine
without u in mind
i can reach the sky (x2)

(escape)

down we go
i’ll be here so u know
if u ever come home
i’ll just sit here all alone

back in time

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

On the come down seeing shadow people
Swear I'm hearing voices
Know they're evil
Now my songs at the top
Like a steeple
She said I'm the shit, Boy I'm fecal

These drugs got a hand up on my neck
Watch me bleed out for a check
Hit the plug for the green enhanced effects
Live in a swamp like my name's Shrek
Not in control of mind
Feeling high from the weed I grind
Burn my soul so I'm fine
Endless scroll what did I find

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

Still this don't fill the hole in my empty chest
Working every night no I never rest
Too high, spoke to god he gave me a quest
Got to reach the top like it's Everest

I could sit here
And just act like I do not need help
Boy I'm fighting this is hell
From the outside couldn't tell
Eating until my stomach hurt
Drilling my head in the dirt
I could fix this
But I'm going to need my fix first

Red or Blue [abysshund]

prod by icantsleeplol
(a old song ill never finish, so here's what i have rn)

lyrics:
i cant get rid of it
feelings are permanent
and i cant get you out
out of my head, i doubt
will i ever get rid of it?
you are so permanent
embedded in my brain
making me go insane

having a lover man it must be nice
you came prepared having multiple guys
so u can have option if i left ur side
that isn't love, ur trying to survive
ur only coping with something u lost
u took ur chances with boundaries crossed
ur having fun, but tell me at what cost?
something to nothing that both meant alot

permanent (unfinished)

sewerperson - talk is cheap (jabarionthebeat) (snippet)

lyrics 

doubled up cups we jus sinking
baby like what r we thinking
i'm taking shots 'til my eyes fully shot
next thing u know we'll be linking

i'm tryna face all that shit from the past
while live in the moment and have a blast
i'm open minded, don't be double sided
'coz i'll let u in before before i crash and burn

straight to the face 
straight to the dome
i call the shots since u been drinking alone

i'm outta town i’m out on the road
there ain’t an excuse for not picking up phone
i'm out in space, i'm out in rome 
if u touch my heart ill be turning to stone

lift up my, lift up my, lift up my soul

calling me to play in the grapevines
its not like u missed my other 8 signs
wanna get to know u with these late nights strolls
wanna know who raised u when i take u home

my home, my home
is ur home, i know
this heartbeat ain't stopping
for no one else, with this pain i been rubbin'

i been living in the past
wanna savour moments but i been moving to fast
wanna take this moment to just sit back and give thanks, thanks, thanks
if u really knew me then you'd want this shit to last

think i better move on
i cant stay here too long 
think i'll rip a few bongs 
new songs, think i'll just stick to blue one's
nah fuck that it's time to get my groove on

in the past

in th_past (ivn)

it is what it is (abe parker) cover

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I don't got a clue
Where I'm gonna go
Who I'm gonna be
When I finally grow
I'm not a kid anymore
I've got my own damn life
But what I'd do to live twice
Oh, they wouldn't make it past midnight
I been seeing with my closed eyes
All the things I couldn't see when they're open
Every memory of me, wishing hoping
I could find somewhere to be by the Ocean
Young and free with the motion
It was stolen
All my dreams drowned out in abundance
I been full of it, but no, I'm full of nothing
Every vision, it ain't coming, is that something
I'm just a kid anymore
Every broken down board
Every hole in the wall
An adult might cure
But I just sit here
Waiting for the changing
Hoping you'd replace it
Just face it
All the blood on my knuckle ain't amazing
An adult doesn't make this

All the white and grays
I'm a Yeti
All the feelings I hate
I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old
I don't wanna be a burden
All my family and friends got a purpose
I'm scared I'm closing curtains
I just want more time, I promise
If I relive it, then I wouldn't be an object
I wouldn't waste all my time on this music
I would be someone that they wanted

Honestly, honestly
Counting sheep, losing sleep
Memories, Hennessey
Apologize for my apathy
It took half a thought to break half of me
I took half a shot, and it turned to three
Now it's four or more I'm on the floor to seat
But I adore, all the company
All the ants below match my broken soul
I'm a broken boy from a broken home
Make horror stories when I'm all alone
Shout at walls and I'm breaking bones
I'm a Yeti now, turn white and mold
Graying out and I'm turning stones
Mirror, mirror, I'm a tombstone
Who's the boy that they'll never know
Who's the boy with his hoodie up and his face down, but it never snowed
Strings attached but they pulled out just to cover up that face he loathed
Still obsessed with those comic books and those video games but he swears he grown
Mirror, mirror, I swear to God you'll be shattered glass if I see me more
All the past lovers, one after another
All the songs that I wrote, all the counting of the numbers
If I had another chance, I'd go back and might recover
All the lives I had broken, at least my own and find some cover

All the white and grays
I'm a Yeti
All the feelings I hate
I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old
I don't wanna be a burden
All my family and friends got a purpose
I'm scared I'm closing curtains
I just want more time, I promise
If I relive it then I wouldn't be an object
I wouldn't waste all my time on this music
I would be someone that they wanted

All the white and grays I'm abominable
I'm a Yeti now and I'm never full
Constantly I'm just all alone and I waste my life on this stupid phone
I would throw it out, but I need it
Promote myself and find reason
Therapy for grieving
I feel the pain it's repeating
If I had a fountain of youth
I would turn it all back and make it worth it for you
You need a man who keeps a job and doesn't leave for a tune
Am I a child or a man, I think I never could choose

Yeti

Any More (Kenny302 x Oli)

Déjà Vu (Prod. Zxlda)

Beat: Medusa KB
Link al beat original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIBMuKXsvKE&t=3043s
Free to use / Royalty-free

VELINN - VANISH

@lostangel527

20 years old and i make music, pretty cool right?

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can you really blame me? [+love matt]

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