you h8 it when i do this, do that, do this, do that
well what do i do then? 
cause both of my hands are tied

i cant believe you're so nice 
i thought i showed you my deep darkest secrets inside
although they're covered in ice

I trusted you right  from the start 
you had potential 
you had a kind, sweet and loving heart
i guess my love wasn't essential

you keep me awake at night 
im missing out on dreaming 
photos of us by my side 
i swear to god im screaming 
holding on to my stomach tight
i fkn hate this feeling 
i see a broken boy, dead in my eyes 
i guess theres no concealing

sideview drive

I don't wanna be the one to break the bad news to you 
It's always give, you take 
This two way street is feeling lonely 
You double cross your fingers while you roll your eyes 
And I'm getting sick and tired of all your fucking lies 
Promises kept on a nightstand 
Keep catching myself saying "remember when" 
If I'm in your head again I guess I'm doing something right 
And I don't fucking care if you can't sleep tonight '
Cause I'd rather sleep alone than let you fuck with my head 
It's a sinking feeling, and I'm drowning in it 
I feel my chest begin to cave in 
It's a sinking feeling, and I'm drowning in it

do this, do that w/ sideview drive (thislandis)

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

I’m sorry,
cuz I’ve been in my head again,
the feelings running in my head,
and you know what u want instead,
to live ur life or see me dead,

Yea I know that I fucked up, I won’t do it again,
you say you love me but ur just a friend,
leave it all in the past come to an end,
I know ur trying that’s why I said,

u gotta change ur life, u gotta make it right,
stop popping drugs stop smoking at night,
ur in a tunnel trapped with no light,
I know that you see me I know that u cry

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

sunken deep

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face
but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die
but he wont make it out alive
feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain
but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

first release ever, hope you like it
slowly working on improving voice and trying new stuff 
super happy to be with the deadwood fam 
thx to @enyusroom for helping on this one <3
beat by @wraithontheporch

lyrics:

gotta pull through
I always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news

I might just go down
feel like I’m lost in the code now
don't wanna slow down
we’re hitting the end of the road now

where do I go from here
to carry the weight is a lost cause 
where do I go from here
put everything on the line on a
new route
(where do I go from here)

whatever lies inside of me
I couldn’t make it last
back and forth
my head is set to
see the aftermath
where do I go from here
(x4)

gotta pull through
i always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news
(x2)

old news (wraithontheporch)

Prod. Dercept + Ayoley

{HOOK} x2

only ever worried when the music stops 
so thank god I hear the violins
I’m trapped outside of the pearly gates 
and I’m so scared to go fight again   
you put hate where my heart would go 
my enemy was once a friend 
I step foot in the wrong place at the wrong time then my journey ends

{BRIDGE}
treasure chest with you’re heart in it just waiting for me to find again
I’ll do my hardest to pry it open before I become condemned 
if not then it’s all over but god forbid if I try again 
god forbid if I try again


{VERSE}

my bones crack as seasons change 
I feel them break
chest caving in
i have blood covering both my fangs 
the stake you wield is shaving skin 
and eating flesh 
eyes red
like I needed  rest 
I have no mouth and I must scream so I guess
that’ll keep it in 
need fresh air but it feels rotten everytime that I breathe it in 
you’ll need the strength of a hundred men
to put me back on my feet again 
just rip me open 
take my heart
then stitch me up to complete again 
make me feel like me again 
so walk away 
leave my corpse to rot
so that way you can see I’m dead 

{HOOK} x2

99knights - Wrong place, Wrong time

I keep hoping for more… w/ getbetter

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

in order <3 prod nevrfall
@breckenford
@user-642636378
@kiddamo
@notaheroo
@notcursed
@alex-thomas-fox

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