shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

produced by @cherryrizla
mixing & mastering by me

and i’m upset
i don’t ever wanna talk to u again 
and it’s progress 
if you ever wanted to be more than friends 
more than frie-
ugh

and i’m two steps quick get ahead of ur life
speed up crash the car we might die
get wasted, fuck, had to stay the whole night 
i don’t need friends, just u and i 
fucked up my head, but i think i’m alright
u hate me but i swear i don’t mind 
get wasted, fuck, had to stay the whole night
i’m not sad right now but i am sometimes
x2

morethanfriends (cherryrizla)

chapter ii

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics 

dragged by our feet
through the snow
the watchman saved our lives
and welcomed to his home
he has advice to give
he thought you needed some
this is no way to live
what have we become

the watchman lives to keep his lantern lit
he smells of edelwood and cigarettes
inside the forest you won't meet your death
beware the beast
this innocence is on his breath

he said they will turn on us
and we will burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are you scared of us
cus we were left to rust
u think you care that much
this is what's left of us

don't let your mind disconnect 
from the world that you been living in
no I'm alright in the forest 
I'm at peace with all the denizens 
so keep your eyes on the track 
tho I know they feel like wandering
no I'm alright: it's an act
you just can't let doubt start setting in
several souls I know
well they left years ago
they took the lonely road
and they got lost in hope
so I'm a lonely rope
she left a lonely note
this is our only home
you're all I have to hold

decks

well I was born in blood and guts but who was counting
spoilt what I thought was mine to drown in
hold ur breath for as long as it's allowing 
the last of us are here for u
but now's it's go
go sleep in the snow
wake up to visions I'll never remember
I know now
where do we go
sickened and feeling ur losing ur tether 
it's part of the path that we take
born into hate and decay
everyone here is the same
look at the mess that we made

several souls I know
well they were once my home
they found a new one tho
and they got lost in the snow
so im your only hope
it's hard to let them go
I wish I'd never known
but now on forced to cope

betweentheveinsandi 

he said they would turn on us
and we would burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are u scared of us?
cus we were left to rust?
u think u care that much.
this is what's left of us.


left of us ft. decks (ztope)

@sendflowrs

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles 

and i’m sippin on that juice 
i can barely stand, 
baby tell me what’s the move
i need a lighter and a pen
when i’m chillin on my own i be feelin like the man 
but i can’t 
do that shit
not again
no i can’t

yeah were dripping in Gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bvitch 
i dont want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

permanent damage 
just like a tattoo
you took my heart
and you made it brand new 

i really care about
everything about you 
you are my love 
you are my savior 

if he wont smoke
i slice with a saber 
i swing it twice 
and once with a taper 

fuck with my shit 
i really do love you 
making this music 
is blessing and curse

my heads still fucked from all of the damage 
i need to cherish you 
i need to access myself and polish of the dull parts
forever falling into my demise 

yeah were dripping in gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bitch 
i don't want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles

wet em up w/ sendflowrs (hero)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

Migos

Son mélancolique fly type beat Gunna cloud rap

Dernière danse

In A Rush (feat. 2DASKIE, BOUND2)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

Lil Skele - Bleeding As I Fall Asleep (ft. YVNG AX$TN) [prod. Laptopboyboy]

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@signett001

wet em up w/ sendflowrs (hero)

nevermadeithome