bbbbb

“Never” delete

bombo

One Last Time

dangerous w/ sendflowrs [pekarot]

prod jolst x myself

run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we play like zombies open doors
ray gun charged let it 
mystery box is open 
we steal his shit go then 
run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we skrting round the back streets 
me and flowrs up and we bally'd
the toothpick browning bayonet 
run through your door and take it 

bitch u wanna talk shit i want u dead 
u should be careful i'll give u lead 
no one around u to give u the meds 
haha fuck u no one cares 
u tryna copy me 
my home furnished in tapestry 
yuh 
u wanna go w me 
ur just tryna copy meeeeee
yuh 
hook to the jaw ur gonna fall
ay ay 
im gonna stomp
yuh yuh 
ur gonna die 
ay yuh 
hop in the ride 
ay yuh 
steal ur girl 
ay yuh 
its ur fault 
ay yuh 
its ur fault 
ay yuh 

run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we play like zombies open doors
ray gun charged let it 
mystery box is open 
we steal his shit go then 
run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we skrting round the back streets 
me and flowrs up and we bally'd
the toothpick browning bayonet 
run through your door and take it

63s w/ jolst

@taylor

ur cute and curvy 
u flip my mind like topsy turvey 
i'll go to mars
fuck that shit 
i like it earthy 

i like it earthy 
twenty four 
approaching thirty 
approaching thirty 
like wtf

when im geeking 
she call me nerdy 
big brain
im whipping 80 
in my mercedes 
im changing up 

i know i hate me 
i know i hate me 
cause i living in a maybe 
maybe im fucked 
yeah 

dont count em up 
until you got it up yuhhh 
colour blind in love
but u still dye my heart red

i just popped uav 
i can the see enemy 
ac130 we chop em down 

i say its nice of you to drop by 
i know u didnt have to 
but you showed your face 
i appreciate you more than u know 
i'll marry u before i die i hope

im surfing on a tiger wave
bitch its fucking roaring 
catch me in the zoo today
cause they fucking staring 

im rapping with some tooth ache 
bitch its fucking hurting 
i might have to go crazy
pop a fucking perc n 

nah nah fuck that shit
paracetamol goes lit 
g18 akimbo 
ima spend extended clip 

ima sedative to calm me down
prolly in my head again  
fuck im down



just your make ur mind up ye yup
and make the right choice ye yup
its not hard ye yup 
shout out taylor ye yup 

im sipping iron bru 
like im ironed up 
enchanted sword is this bitch 
ill let it cut

dont be ringing me 
im not your friend 
u got A's in your history 
you're history 
so please dont hit me up

ur cute and curvy 
u flip my mind like topsy turvey 
i'll go to mars
fuck that shit 
i like it earthy 

i like it earthy 
twenty four 
approaching thirty 
approaching thirty 
like wtf

when im geeking 
she call me nerdy 
big brain
im whiping 80 
in my mercades 
im changing up 

i know i hate me 
i know i hate me 
cause i living in a maybe 
maybe im fucked 
yeah

earthy w/ taylor morgan

i just wanna be on own, tonight 
is that alright, then i turn off the lights 
i kinda miss now now im all on my own 
the only thing thats bright is the screen on my phone

im walking past esso 
get flowers for you 
i'll pop it on your doorstep 
knock your door and go 

im slipping on the ice as i get through the snow 
my heart barely alive but i'll live on iknow 

what a way to find out 
you've been round his house 
when i was trecking to yours for hours 
was it all wasted x2 
i should of never bought the flowrs 

now im all embarressed 
looking like pushover 
how can i recover now 

i need a fucking bandage 
bitch im fucking wounded 
my hearts all in two bits 
try to calm down


I just bought some flowers and I put them in a bouquet 
Imma listen to you ever single word that you say
I know I’ve been dumb but I’m tryna start a new age
Everything you want from me starts here from today
I wish I could be up in the shop to buying your toothpaste
I don’t wanna see the day you  pack your suitcase
Not for all the holiday shit
Nothing is so simple 
Nothing is so basic
Nothing so simple but I try my best to dumb it down for us 
I wish I could say this shit in person I’m a mess 
Late night on my phone
Every time that I leave I feel cold
Cold feet like I’m walking in snow
Then you go and leave me on my own

esso w/ birdbay (viera x jolst)

I'm tired being upset 
i feel like a cigarette might calm my brain 
but i dont wanna smoke it 
it makes me feel sick, sick in the streets again
and when im in own head 
i feel like i need my gun just to ease my pain 
i kinda wanna see death
next time im in this mood i'll swerve the lane 

swerve the lane 

they dont know 
when im in this state 
im like a boat on the sea 
and im ready to sink 

i wish
the best for you 
i hope 
you'll find the guy who treats you right





lowkey down bad :/

heartsick (p4ra x 5head)

i like you a lot w/ lovespelledbackwards (prod. tunnA Beatz)

nova:
i never thought i'd ever want anybody's touch
i thought i needed myself and that would be enough
everyday you come back home and i just wanna fuck
and afterwards i tell you that im so fuckin in love with you

its deja vu
i been known you
and even after all this time
the butterflies are still alive

cause i really like-

i am in love with the sound of your voice
when we're in bed, "i said keep makin noise"
when we get started, dont want it end
so when we get done, we gon' do it again

i really like the way you hold me and hug me
and really like the way you choke me and love me
i really like the way you think that im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

i really like the way you kiss on my neck
and i really like the way grip on my breasts
i really like the way you tell me im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

(1:47)lovespelledbackwards
i like you
to anyone for you i’d give my life to

& maybe that’s a bit overdramatic
but when i’m with u i swear that its magic
tell me what ur thinkin
say what’s on ur mind
lifes a lil better when i have u by my side

i love it when u hold me close
i love it when i feel ur touch
you know i want u the most
yea i need u like the drugs

nova:
i really like the way you hold me and hug me
and really like the way you choke me and love me
i really like the way you think that im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

i really like the way you kiss on my neck
and i really like the way grip on my breasts
i really like the way you tell me im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

i am in love with the sound of your voice
and when we're in bed i said, "keep makin noise"
when we get started, dont want it end
so when we get done, we gon' do it again

i am in love with all our conversations
when we in bed i said, "who we creatin?"
when we get started, dont want it end
so when we get done, we gon' do it again

i really like the way you hold me and hug me
and really like the way you choke me and love me
i really like the way you think that im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

i really like the way you kiss on my neck
and i really like the way grip on my breasts
i really like the way you tell me im hot
i know that you know it but babe, i like you a lot

i like you a lot. w/ lovespelledbackwards (prod. tunnA Beatz)

fingertips w/ betweentheveinsandi & jolst

The Joker Edit

Check Out The Producer:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/KodaBeatz/featured
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/prodkoda
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.koda/

Lyrics
---------------------------------------
Like you love me when I'm doing good
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain

I've been thinking 'bout you since I saw you last
Yeah we were close, but it was all in the past
Couple more months went way too fast
You would never know how I want you back

Would you hold me like you love me when I'm doing good
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain
I can never smile even if I could
I've been holding back tears since you said my name
I don't ever really change

I'm the skeleton that you lock deep away inside your closet
Flipping through your memories I think I already saw it
I was there when you got rejected from that college
Now you see me posting on my gram how I'm balling
Hit me up in DMs saying happy you're alright
First time in a while I've been smiling through the night
Maybe we could catch up and explain about our lives
Say I only miss you a little but that's a lie

Would you hold me like you love me when I'm doing good
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain
I can never smile even if I could
I've been holding back tears since you said my name
I don't ever really change

Tears

Tears [Prod. Koda]

Check Out HKFiftyOne:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/hkfiftyone2
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/hkfiftyone
Merch: https://hkfiftyone.creator-spring.com/

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/goto_nya
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/clumsyhypnosis
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@clumsyhypnosisbeat7512/featured
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ClumsyHypnosis

(Robstar)
I can barely even trust you yeah you know
But how the fuck am I supposed to be okay after this
Hit me up and then you ghost
And I'm alone
And I'm alone

I've been going on my rides again
I don't even know if I can trust my friends
Count my days but they always end
I could count life but that shit depends

Shut the fuck up get out my head
Pushing you away ain't my intent
But swear to god
It's like you want me dead

I've been feeling shit that I ain't felt in a long time
Distrust digging like a knife
Injustice on my mind
'Cause this shit don't feel right
I was up all last night
Texting you like we might
Hoping that you'd reply
I guess that's a lie

When I learned you're sucking my blood
I broke from my cuffs
I got up and I run
And stop for no one
I say that I'm fine
That's a lie
Put the past behind me
Think I'm better off
When nobody like me

(HKFiftyOne)
I don't want you to see
What you mean to me
'Cause then I'll feel stupid
You won't feel the same
Who the fuck is this cupid
He never did nothing
But fuck this shit up
Tryna get to my bucks
But this shit fucked me up
Why you stressing me out
When I'm down on my luck

Why you gotta act like you love me
Then you turn around and you snub me
Always acting cold like my money
Always acting like you above me
Always dismissive and turn it around
Then you paint me the bad guy I look like a clown
'Cause I'm not doing nothing I won't live this down
But I'm sick of this shit so I'm standing my ground

(Robstar)
I've been going on my rides again
I don't even know if I can trust my friends
Count my days but they always end
I could count life but that shit depends

Shut the fuck up get out my head
Pushing you away ain't my intent
But swear to god
It's like you want me dead

Dead Ft. HKFiftyOne

HKFiftyOne

Dead Ft. HKFiftyOne [Prod. ClumsyHypnosis]

grouper posion tree (slowed)

Orange Soda EP

PANDA EYES - MY BABY

ZillaKami - Track 2 - Annie (prod. Shoki, Reapyy, & krieg)

Gustav Ahr's Album

walk away as the door slams w/ lil tracy (prod. yung cortex)

Lil Peep - PRAYING TO THE SKY (LIVE)

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
---------------------------------

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJpmpm9I-Zc

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domynoofficial

lyrics
————————
i just wanna feel good
i just wanna get better
i know said i’d quit
but that was last september
if i keep this up
ill be dead by december

i can’t even live w/o that rush
yea i can’t even live w/o that cup
with u im dead
without u im empty
i took too much
but i swear its not enough 

yea i want u so bad
oh u make me so mad
i should leave u the past 
but i know that i cant
i been starin at the mirror
i don’t really like what i see
see my vision getting clearer
now i gotta make it burry

how u sayin
let it go?
when u all know
i just wanna coast
fall back
right in to the door
always do the most
needa smoke
roll me up some dope
then i swear ill go
u wont see me
ever again
i hope u know

dead by december 
will u remember me?

produced by domyno

dead by December [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

https://youtu.be/90SypNEBwWQ

produced by @stvnk
mixed and mastered by @iofmusic

lyrics:

Im so sick of always falling for her
I watch her from a far like a goddamn voyeur
I want her in my car just so i can annoy her
I think of all the ways i can often adore her

She callin’ baby
And i call her like crazyy
And i dont know whats wrong with you
I wanna make a song for you
She callin’ baby
And i call her like crazyy
And i dont know whats wrong with you
I wanna make a song for you
All for you

I dont even remember last night
I was actin out of character thats not right
I dont wanna be that dude
I dont mean to be that rude
But, I just wanna see u nude

I dont even recall our last fight
I was on the phone with your ass all night
I just wanna meet your dad
I just wanna meet your mom
Hey, I just wanna pet your dog

Falling for Her (lovesick pt. II) [+ stvnk]

spotify/apple music

Falling for Her (Lovesick Pt. II) [+ stvnk] *video in description*

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

cypress grove

pissed

Produced & Mastered by @jolst 
Mixed by @nevermadeithome

Lyrics: 
I left my heart in the back seat 
Whilst she calling a taxi 
I guess my love ain’t really what she feeling right now  

Sat listening to fats'e 
With my tears falling sadly 
Lost my phone on the weekend really need it right now

Don’t go home cause I miss you 
I'm sorry I make you cry in tissues 
I need to kiss you
My love I miss you 

Tell me what's wrong 
I’ll try to make it all gone 
That's why I wrote this song. 
To hopefully make you feel better in my arms 

I'm walking into a early grave 
You cant stop me I’m into deep 
They know I feel fucking sick 
Cant help, I fell and I tripped 

I tripped,
I trip and I fall over myself 
my legs are scratched up to my hips 
Whilst I fall I hold on to something that just don’t exist

That just don’t exist
That just don’t exist

Jolst Socials: 
Instagram - jolst_
Beatstars - jolst
Twitter - prodbyjolst

My Socials: 
Instagram - nevermadeithome
Twitter - nevermadeithome

tissues [jolst]

ｓｉｇｎｅｔｔ００１



@signett001

tissues [jolst]

never made it home.