prod. flesh

lyrics:
double back, all the trouble from the past
who'd have thought that i would last, coulda had a heart attack
none of that, none of that, on the move i up a stat
made it through a quarter year, 22 is one the best
that i had, that i had, tryna balance out the bad
oh my goodness what a task, demons feeding off my back
cardiac, cardiac, miss a beat i'm losing track
tryna keep my cool intact, letting loose and cutting slack

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

second guessing everything it's only right it's only life, man
i'm a no one and i'm frightened
time will slip away i hope a memory suffices
stupid games and stupid prizes
scrape all the shake off
i could never, no, no i could never
yet i brace myself for takeoff
never better, no, never been better ever

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

little steps

number2

Psychosis w/ Hoepless + Procaine + Shilo [heyylotus]

EARTHY PROD TAYLOR MORGAN

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

i just need you to be my only gf in the world
i dont need anyone else i just need you in my world 

why don't we
hold each other 
whilst the sky 
falls down 
why don't we
kiss another
whilst the sky 
falls down 

just like satellites 
i am scared to die 
i was forced to fly 
orbiting your life   
just like satellites 
i am scared to die 
i was forced to fly 
orbiting your life   

i been out 
of my self 
so help me pull me together
i been out 
of my self  
i just want to be with you forever 

i just need you to be my only gf in the world
i dont need anyone else i just need you in my world

IN MY WORLD PROD JVSPER

im light headed 
smoking on a cigarette 
i hope it don't sustain cause it feels permanent 

i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying 
if i feel bad i feel bad for a reason 
i miss the cold nights of November 
i light my cigarette of the embers 

im used to walking on my
own 
no one could see me no one could hear me i vanished 
if i see it 
i want it 
i take it
im dressed like a bandit 
i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying


i was too young 
sniffing up some blow 
on the weekend on the week days 
i was fucked up 
it was constant like a relay 
i was spinning like beyblade 
i was doing it on my ones 
use to play xbox on my ones 
i had no friends  
i was no one 
im still no one 
no one
no one 
im stomping the pedal
im getting faster 
im fucking the dash up
im dripping in black jeans
she wants me so badly 


i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying 
if i feel bad i feel bad for a reason 
i miss the cold nights of November 
i light my cigarette of the embers 

im used to walking on my
own 
no one could see me no one could hear me i vanished 
if i see it 
i want it 
i take it
im dressed like a bandit 
i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying

IN MY WORLD PROD JVSPER

𝔫𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔢