julian grey on the guitar

i really tried this time:

i hurt myself by falling in love again
and i don't really fw demons but i listen to them
that's when i have to
if you fell the same way i wouldn't catch you
'cus that's how i am
they been tryna change me my whole life
fuck it i'ma change myself i'll do that shit tonight
if that doesn't work i might as well just take it, right?

i might as well.

i really tried this time

paranoia

paranoia [prod. dreamz & deyflo]

split decision prod me, qweshkka

hoe i love to party with you it's all i wanna do
bitches all around me in this house i only look at you
it's a happy house i'm on them drugs w the fucking crew
and if we run out of the weed n bottles it aint nothin new
cuz we smoke too much n we drink too much
cuz we drunk in love baby we drunk in love
aint no more substance to put up in my cup
guess the party over, party over i give up
it's a sad house when i run out of my fun
turn into the mad house when i'm sober, angry as fuck
n the more i grow up the more i see who i am
they all tell me that i am but i'm not a good man

i do bad things bad bad things i do
everything i do for me, myself and a little for you
im making money but i need a lil more
bitches want everything out of the store
im tryna keep myself goin im tryna keep myself goin
i been drownin in that cup
she dont even fucking know it
i dont tell her bout that stuff i know she thinkin i'm annoying
i been keeping to myself the only way that i know
i been smoking all alone i'm starting to grow a lil more

i been talking to this girl and she told me i'm number 1
that she dont put nobody else above me i'm the fucking 1
i shut my eyes down only when i start to see the sun
been up all night drivin round my city with a gun

hoe i love to party with you it's all i wanna do
bitches all around me in this house i only look at you
it's a happy house i'm on them drugs w the fucking crew
and if we run out of the weed n bottles it aint nothin new
cuz we smoke too much n we drink too much
cuz we drunk in love baby we drunk in love
aint no more substance to put up in my cup
guess the party over, party over i give up
it's a sad house when i run out of my fun
turn into the mad house when i'm sober, angry as fuck
n the more i grow up the more i see who i am
they all tell me that i am but i'm not a good man

UPSTRONG

neverunderstoodwhy.