Give up (final edit)

i'm here to spread some to cheer, i need my pepper beer,
reindeer on the roof, i know that santa's here.
here to get my coal i've been a bad boy all year, 
it ain't my best path but there's nowhere else to steer.
drop off my bad vibes i see them in the rear,
you say you love me now but it's only out of fear.
opened up the garden and let it out the gate
ill keep my grind rolling ill go hard in the paint.
take my problems and bhop them, got the gb with the socket.
i'm lost or found, no other option. 
just come in my bedroom closet. 
and you'll just see what i mean 
when i say its costed me a recipe
is all i need to return to my sanity. 
so god please just shake the trees 
and let the snow fall onto me.
if i live is up to me and soon ill freeze,
that's how ill be. 
i'm not even twenty three, i do not want to rest in peace.
if you see a cherry tree, lay a flower in the weeds
i ain't go no money, i ain't got no hoes,
but i'm happy with my whip and my old clothes.
looking up to god when i'm out on the road,
keeping me in my lane when i don't where to go.
i don't need money to keep me staying sane,
got my homie with me ill call it a good day.
saw the dark clouds thinking it might rain,
but what falls instead is a fancy snowflake.
its snowing i'm glowing my faces be showing
i got all my tokens but no one be knowing
just where i'm going. it's cold and my soul has been sold
all the records i wrote it was all for the gold 
but i'm drowning in snow and there's nowhere to go,
and i'm going down low, not fucking my rolls
the bread is my goal, did you sell out my show  
yes i already know that i'm already on 
and i'm rapping my songs cant stay here too long
cause her daddy's been gone  
and that's me i'm her daddy,
and i call her my baby, and if she still love me,
i'll buy her a Mercedes, and you call me crazy, 
but i just be slaying, you bought her a daisy 
you better be praying

Xmas Blues

Asuna

Angela

writing and drawing

Never Whatever