lost cause

missed all of you, thank you for waiting, i hope it was worth it <3 huge shout-out to @impassixn for helping me with the mix
lyrics below, enjoy it and thank you for your support, ttb ttg

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lyrics

dear time, take me to the place where you've gone
to my room with all the lights on, no airplane mode on my phone
sure it used to be different, missing friends being close, not so distant
things that made me emotional faded away, i forgot how to yell so i'm whispering

today it's way too late
to save what's doomed to break
today it's not too late
to understand that that things never stay the same

but it still feels like
tomorrow i'll wake up and clean a bike
call my friend for a ride and then go outside
hang out at the spot, come back home at night
watch some movies till morning then see the light
wanna see the light, not an another send-off
the air in these streets didn't smell like depression, it wasn't so hard to feel loved
it wasn't so obvious seeing them starring at me like i'm different human being
forced to act like an average man who can not be adult and still feel like a teen

Spotify

dear time

nevrfall sequel 😈

shoutout @ztope for mix and mastr

lyrics

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth, picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

ill wait, wait for u to call my name 
uh, but
we dont got long i wont be forming greys
hey,
this aint my fault i was saved 
had no choice, i was left in acid rain
 

no, now u jus stabbin me
dont, dont let me off easy
woah i cant tell if this a dream 
mirror always fogs when i think i know what i see

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 

pulled on strings oh im more than aware
oh im not lost i just reak of despair

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth while picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

paying fees to the dark and unstable
sparks flare as the tags on the toes are unabaled
hearts warm but its taking its toll on the brain
step forward, im in need of updating

everythings gonna be ok

everythings gonna be ok (nevrfall)

production by harvest

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about
i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about my mind

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i don't know a thing about my mind

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

One More feat. brody

last song of the year :)
hopefully next year will be better and i can focus more on music. been a bit distracted due to other issues going on in life. im starting next year of with a heart surgery and 3 months of recovery, wish me luck! :)

Original song: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/u-are-perfect-to-me-tom-bailey

sewerperson - u are perfect to me (whyke remix)

lyrics:

and now she's grabbing at my thighs
can we stay inside
i think i'm falling for u baby
i can't tell u why
when i wanted to die
i couldn't see u right
but now i'm here with u
baby what's the move tonight

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts
posting pictures of me
now he wants u back
making money now
imma spend a rack

i've been tryna find my way
like can i make it through another day
you've been all up in my face
i just need some fucking space
i'm like please can i levitate

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

i can' lose u again
burning holes in my skin
i just wanna forget
everything that i did
x2

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts

mouthwash

thank you for your support.

lyrics:

voices, pull a trigger drink a poison
i feel like an old broken toy 
in your basement
waiting for replacement

how do i call it, stonewalling? hold up,
am i the one who should be saying sorry? 
all the times i have been trying to keep it all going
i couldn't even talk some sense into you, fuck story

telling, it's just feelings, i'm just telling
it's boiled up, if you're playing, i don't get it
i guess we'll have to end this mess on a down note
you're upstairs, i'm in the basement, the door's locked

now i'm bringing it back while i'm playing this solo
look at what i've become, now i'm burning your photos
ain't gonna lie i'm thankful for all that 'cause
look at you now, keep repeating this song like

"he's getting somewhere, god, how could i expect him
keep doing his music shit out of his hate for me
we need to talk like true love is immortal, i'm down for a walk
if he follows me home"

from your gaze to the kisses, sweet nothings, smiles stunning, time stopping
big fights, break-ups, still loving, there's so much pain i hide while strumming
better days, we were there, our hurricane destroyed the walls so warm my hand
if you're silent now, whose voice still sounds in my head, let it be unsaid

we were hanging out in my crib
watching cartoons before sleep
and you loved this song although i hated it

i said this song would be so cool 
if you would hum and make some tunes
you were so shy about it
so i left the room

as you can hear it's finished, your voice's still in it
nothing left to do
so sad and sweet - our first and last song ever 
hope you like it too

traktrain.com/tothegood - beat leasing
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A - spotify
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goo.gl/j2hFHi - bandcamp
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instagram.com/tothegoodx
twitter.com/tothegoodx

voices

hate being a night owl
switch the lights on
quiet all the time
its time to hide
always tracing back
2 where it started
at beginning of the end

fireworks shooting off
like a sunset
flashbang to the eyes
like a flashback
remembering just makes me nauseous
toxic 5th
noddin off sippin glowstick

vpn digi armor
trynna run a damn heist
on the whole world
if it lets me
hit licks in a public
deadly mercenary
you gon need a whole damn army

sorry if you slip
but you know that ill always b
right back just to catch you
ye its been a little bit
but timing has a way of making things work 
just how there supposed to

nothing left for miles~
searching cant b sure~
of a thought~ at all~

searching cant b sure~ 
searching cant b sure~

vpn digi armor
trynna run a damn heist
on the whole world
if it lets me
hit licks in a public
deadly mercenary
you gon need a whole damn army

sorry if you slip
but you know that ill always b
right back just to catch you
ye its been a little bit
but timing has a way of making things work 
just how there supposed to

lost cause

nevrfall

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