i miss her so bad because its been like 2 years since she ghosted me and it's like. did everything mean nothing to you?? all of it?? all our plans, mess ups. we wanted to live together, or atleast be around each other as we grow up. she wanted to be a tattoo artist, I wanted to do something in psychology. everything we felt comfortable enough to share with the other. and idek if it was love or crushing or anything. it all went away so fast. i think id give anything to talk to her again, or atleast know why

i miss us at the start. why can i have my sweet boy back

i dont tell him about the dream i had the night before.

My throat physically hurts from the lump in it

midwEMO

part of that Power which still produceth good, whilst ever scheming ill

it's all in your head

how to never stop being sad

Bicycle Inn - I'd Understand If You Told Me

the lights dim in the house that i grew up in
it's a shame that i watched it fade and decay with old age
now it's every night that i wake in a cold sweat with my hands outstretched
towards a life that i cant reach no matter how much blood i spend
and i'm wasting from my body

i'll try and replace it (our youth is dead so carry on without it)
i'll tear in my guts for a reason to believe it
but it's hard to find
when nothings adding up

it's hard to find when the basis of our youth is fleeting
and all the castles that we built are crumbling down
credits

released November 13, 2013

Castles

Tri-State Era - Castles

Yawning - This Ain't It Chief

self released in 2023

plz support:
https://signcrushesmotorist.bandcamp.com/album/hurting

sign crushes motorist - manifesto

Sleep Patterns

New World Vulture

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