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Temptation (Freestyle)

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Way Too Stressed

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LYRICS:

What I'm feeling?
What am I feeling?

I guess..

(Chorus) x4
I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.

Dont wanna interact with no energies
Rather be in my own space, ignore those trying to be befriending me

You cant handle what I have to show
I guess Maybe I'm too intense for most of y'all 

I see it in your body, and the way that you're reacting
Every time I show myself,
I feel like I am backing
Myself into a corner, influenced by the borders of your mind, thoughts and intentions projecting and moving towards
My own
My own body, 
my own mind, 
my own spirit
Is any of it really mine?

I feel it..

Most of the time, I feel like I ain't even in control 
Pulled in every direction, I can't identify my own soul
Within the wavelengths and signals 
surrounding,

May I PLEASE get an amen that's resounding 
And can I PLEASE get some help from something that's beyond myself
Why do I FEEL like every social interaction I am drowning?

On the verge of raging,
with my arms flailing
Wishing I can be on my own waves, and keep sailing 

No longer know how to fit in and be normal
Normal no longer exists within this Mortal
Within this portal, that I see reality
Can no longer differentiate what's real and a fallacy 
And every day I am battling, 
Trying to find some peace 
Doing qigong, and martial arts, to just ground my feet 
To this Earth
For what's it's worth 
I do my best, to be my best
But it's hard with all this stress,
This lack of love within my chest
And even when I rest, I never really rest 
Instead..
I de-press...
I tune out..
I drop out..
I'm out.

What do I want?
What do I desire?
To feel the freedom and joy like a child
Instead, all I feel is a heaviness and fear
A clouded perception and lack of trust for my peers

'Cus

(Chorus) 
I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.
I said, I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.

A part of me loves it and cherishes my own
Energy,
Yeah, it makes me feel heavenly 
But around other people I feel like they the enemy, 
Oh I feel like they the enemies,

Sometimes I really can't tell..
Friend or foe
I have no control 
over my
Emotions, they just roam
My mind says Run
While My body stays put,
Adrenaline flowing like the Taps of a rum
barrel
Soul wants to fly away like a white sparrow 
I feel fear vibrating through my bone marrow
While deep in meditation, on my forehead see the arrow
That guides me, lifts me up, and reminds me to be 

Aero-
Nautic,
Aquatic,
Earthly and Biotic
Psychonautic and Pyro on this..
I'm just being honest
I'm just being honest

I Cant Trust A Fuckin Soul

LYRICS:

(Chorus)
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold

(Verse 1)
All you have to do is try
To let go of your pride 

Let go of your ego
And watch as all the evil flies 

Out your mind, out your body, out your eyes
As you begin to fall off the peak of your own demise

..You'll begin to see the breezy winds, that show how easy it can be to spread your wings and simply fly

Then you'll see how easily how meetings between Deities, like you and me can have a conversation, and make us feel alive

Yeah, 
I ain't telling no lies

I'm sure upon hearing these words it don't come off as a surprise
Sometimes it may be Hard for us to hear this Advice
I know that I too, am a victim to these lies
Perpetuated BY others throughout our entire lives

But this shit don't define Me
Instead it just kicks me in my Hiney

(Verse 2)
Sparks up my inner Forge
While my Force is Igniting
And Lightning strikes on the Hammer 
That's Providing
the Ability to craft this supernatural 
Rhyming
And all the evil in this world, soon I will be Smiting 
With my Mighty Pen and Sword
Shining
Inviting Light to where the Demons Lurk

Spirit of a Viking Warrior, on the verge of Berserk
I'm afraid I might Snap and Hurt
Someone or myself, and that I'll do it with these Words
Hopefully they don't end up with their head in the Dirt
'Cus I ain't holding Back, no longer once these Dams Burst

'Cause 

(Chorus)
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold

(Verse 3)
I Know The Power That We Hold,
Sacred like a Palace that is Gold
And Emboldened with Angelic 
Hieroglyphics, 

Symbolic Prolific Teachings of Cosmic
Infinite Wisdom is always flowing in us

I ain't telling no fibs
I'm just lifting the lids, 
Until the caps on our Cerebral no longer exist

All you gotta do is look within
You'll see your place in this ocean no longer have to try and swim
In the opposite direction 
I promise the universal waves will let you in

(Chorus)
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold

(Bridge)
Don't Hold Back Your Inner Fierceness,
Don't Be Afraid To Be Selfish
Tune Into Your Own Heart Instead of Suffering And Melting
In This Pot Called Consciousness
Where We Are All Just Stewing
Instead of Building A Future, 
Most of Us Are Fucking Ruined

(Verse 4)
Myself Included, I'm always Inclusive
In every interaction because we're mostly Fluid
Conductive and Conducive to all the vibrations that are Subduing 
Our spirit and keeping us from Positive Pursuing
What we need to do to feel our Souls' Reunion
And not always hurting while our hearts are Black and Blu-ing
So Screw this
I'mma BE myself and SEE myself
And hope that I inspire other People to DO this

(Chorus)
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold
I Know The Power That We Hold, Yeah
I Know The Power That We Hold, Yeah yeah


Instrumental: "The Healer" - MadLib

The Power Within

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