music : Raphael Eligoulachvili, drawing by Mathilde Hess

Dream #4 version CHOIR

Fantasia (Mozart Project) Valérie Laurent (16), piano, arr. and orchestration

J.S.Bach: Präludium & Fuge c-moll. BWV847 / WTK I Nr.2 - Slightly revised, reproduced and recorded by VViljanen  June 28- July 4 (tempo upd.), 2023 On a Seq by H.Fesefeldt (2015).
rec. from playback of VV revised version on a modelled Blüthner Model 1 grand piano, revoiced and reconfigured , and the rec. setup made by VViljanen.
Any kind of commercial use prohibited.
Photo: Detail of JSB monument at Leipzig Dom

Prelude & Fugue in C Minor. BWV847

J.S.Bach: Präludium & Fuge c-moll. WTK I - 2. BWV847.

Minimalism Med Kontrabas I

Solo Piano - Chris Bright

edge of truth - 8:5:23, 7.13 PM

Old Amica is a two-man band originally from Norrbotten, Sweden. Today they are separated by 1864km with one part in Stockholm, Sweden, the other in Genève, Switzerland. Fyr is their 8th record and it was recorded between February and April, 2023. It’s their third instrumental album to date and Fyr is very much the spiritual successor to Taiga, which we released on Whitelabrecs back in 2019.

Fyr is a collection of memories suspended in time. It is the overgrown park, the written word on the demolished building, the pulsating light of a dead star, the tiny fragments of color breaking through the concrete, the fear that love isn’t enough, the silence after the machines stopped. It is to save these places and people from fading into oblivion.

It was inspired by the words of Tove Janson, the nameless voices on the shortwave radio, and the sounds of The Beach Boys.

releases October 14, 2023

Written, recorded and mixed by Old Amica
Mastered by James Edward Armstrong
Photography by J.M. Almqvist and Yuliana Pavanko

wlr145 Old Amica - Fyr

Boyhood (929dslFrz +)

I Still Love You

dreams_Come_Tru_Crazy_over_you

Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made with looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Mini talking)
Yeah why is it always me. I hate this life it’s to much

(Verse 1)
Yeah I don’t understand why god keep me alive. For pain? For suffering? For agony?

(Verse 2)
Yeah crying my lungs out ash on my jeans blood in the liquor. Been crying since I was a baby in 2006

(Verse 3)
I feel like I’m falling apart and I have been. I thought things were getting better but a decrease in the lexipro doesn’t help

(Verse 4)
Yeah crying my heart out. Don’t understand this noise this nonsense. Why are the voices in my head telling me to harm myself?

(Verse 5)
I just don’t get it why is it me. What did I do to deserve this. I don’t get it. Yeah this shit hurts blood in the cup

(Verse 6)
I just don’t understand this pain. I don’t even understand myself anymore. Another personality died

(Verse 7)
Yeah I died that one night in 2023. It hurt a lot but I’m still kicking and pissing people off somehow

(Verse 8)
I don’t understand how much strength I have. I mean to go through this much and not end it all?

(Verse 9)
It’s insane I’m a trooper. I’m just going to continue to make songs for the depressed like me

(Verse 10)
Yeah that’s the best I can do and that’s all I can do. Hate this pain it’s to much ash on my jeans

(Verse 11)
Yeah my soul been leaking slow, can’t patch the hole
Been fighting demons so long, they started taking control
Yeah, mirror cracked, can’t see who I am anymore
Voices in my head like, “boy, you know what we here for”

(Verse 12)
Yeah it’s hard to breathe when every breath hurt
Pain in my chest, yeah it’s deeper than the dirt
Ash on my jeans, blood in the wine
Tryna drown the thoughts but they swim every time

(Verse 13)
Yeah I’m tired of pretending I’m fine
Every night feel like I’m crossing a line
Tears in the sink, heart on the floor
Can’t feel nothing, don’t wanna feel no more

(Verse 14)
Yeah I lost my faith, lost my peace, lost my shine
Got these scars on my skin but they match my mind
Told my pain I’d let it go but it never did
Still that same sad boy that never hid

fallapart

Cover of the track 'Nostalgia' by David Sylvian.
Instrumentation by Robert
Vocals by Nic Evennett

Nostalgia ~ David Sylvian ~ Cinematic Cover featuring Nic Evennett

Independent singer-songwriter from Kent, UK. 
Little video introduction here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKMPLBJBK6M

'No Sheet Music' Artist. https://www.nosheetmusic.tv/artists/nic-evennett

"Evennett’s voice is a delicate mystery, warm and lustrous, yet fragile and crystalline – a bewitching blend of Kate Bush and Linda Perhacs, surrounded by dolorous, reverb-drenched piano and woven into broken-hearted balladry." Andee Connors, Pandora 

"Moving, delicate and introspective. As always, Nic Evennett's voice washes over the listener creating an incubated space I didn't want to leave."
Rapt.

Interview: 
https://cocamidemea.wordpress.com/2018/01/30/indieterria-meets-nic-evennett/

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Part of duo Cellar Door. We're over here:
https://soundcloud.com/cdoor