Artistry (Conscious Sessions)

Volume One

Ending

Conscience

Artistry

Classic

(Intro)
Yo, check it. Remember that trainwreck? The one I thought was gonna kill me? The one that left me flat on my ass, pickin' up the pieces? Yeah, that one. Funny thing is, I gotta hand it to 'em. 'Cause if it wasn't for you, my ex... I wouldn't be this damn strong. So, thank you for the lesson, I guess.

(Verse 1)
You talked a good game, spun those pretty little lies,
Hid your true colors, behind those deceitful eyes.
Made me doubt my gut, made me question who I was,
Used to think your venom, was some kinda righteous cause.
But every single wound, every dirty little trick,
Just taught me how to heal, how to finally make it stick.
So thanks for the lessons, the ones I learned the hard way,
'Cause I'm walkin' tall now, shinin' brighter every day.

(Chorus)
So thank you, my ex, for breakin' my damn heart,
For rippin' my whole world, completely apart.
'Cause if it wasn't for you, and all your messed-up games,
I wouldn't be this strong, wouldn't be screamin' out your name! (In victory, not pain!)
(Not Pain) (Not Pain)

(Verse 2)
Used to cling to your bullshit, like it was my only light,
Thought your validation meant everything, day and damn night.
Lost my own damn voice, forgot what I believed,
All the joy and ambition, you systematically bereaved.
But in that shattered silence, a new fire started to glow,
Learned to love myself again, watched my confidence grow.
So here's to the broken pieces, the ones you left behind,
'Cause they built a stronger me, one of a different kind.

(Chorus)
So thank you, my ex, for breakin' my damn heart,
For rippin' my whole world, completely apart.
'Cause if it wasn't for you, and all your messed-up games,
I wouldn't be this strong, wouldn't be screamin' out your name! (In victory, not pain!)
(Not Pain) (Not Pain)

(Verse 3)
You thought you burned me down, watched the ashes hit the floor,
Thought my spirit was broken, couldn't take it anymore.
But from that damn wreckage, a new fire started to blaze,
Took all that bitter fuel, turned it into better days.
Every wound you gave me, every cut, every scar,
Just etched a map to freedom, showed me who I truly are.
So thanks for the inferno, the hell you put me through,
'Cause I rose from the flames, stronger than ever, thanks to you

(Chorus)
So thank you, my ex, for breakin' my damn heart,
For rippin' my whole world, completely apart.
'Cause if it wasn't for you, and all your messed-up games,
I wouldn't be this strong, wouldn't be screamin' out your name! (In victory, not pain!)
(Not Pain) (Not Pain)

(Verse 4)
So while you're still stuck, playin' your same old dumb games,
I'm climbin' higher, whisperin' different names.
My future's lookin' fucking brighter, shinin' like a damn star,
Left your toxic shadow, left it way too far.
Every lesson learned, etched in my fucking soul,
Made me whole again, finally made me whole.
So thanks for the wreckage, thanks for the goodbye,
'Cause I'm proof that you can't break me, no matter how hard you try.

(Outro)
You left me in pieces. I built myself back up. And now? I'm unbreakable. So if it wasn't for you, my ex... I wouldn't be this strong. And that's the fucking goddamn truth.

(Chorus)
So thank you, my ex, for breakin' my damn heart,
For rippin' my whole world, completely apart.
'Cause if it wasn't for you, and all your messed-up games,
I wouldn't be this strong, wouldn't be screamin' out your name! (In victory, not pain!)
(Not Pain) (Not Pain)


If It Wasn't For You My Ex

Checked my phone again tonight
Still filled with us – in warmer light
Your fingers laced around my sleeve
Like you were never gonna leave

I should’ve burned those memories
But part of me still wants to freeze
The way you laughed, the way you stayed
Before it all began to fade

But now your name feels sharp as glass
I held my breath, but that won’t last

I carry you like a wound I named
Not with love, but quiet shame
I can’t go back, I won’t pretend
You were the storm that never ends
This time I’ve got something real to say:
I’m sorry…
to myself today

I started walking just to breathe
To keep your shadow off of me
And yeah, they said it helps – they’re right
It gets me through the morning light

I used to laugh at tarot cards
At fate and spells and broken stars
But someone told me, years ago:
“The Queen of Spades will steal your soul”

I prayed it wasn’t ever you
But every lie you told came true

So I carry you like a scar on skin
Like a prayer I’ll never speak again
I can’t go back, and I won’t pretend
You were the fire that wouldn’t end
And this is the truth I have to say:
I’m sorry…
to myself today

Then the rage came – slow and bright
And I let it in without a fight
That anger lit the path ahead
And woke me from the life I led

You, my love – you’re not my love
You won’t break what I’m made of
Not again
Not even close

Now I carry me through what remains
Through silence, loss, and growing pains
I won’t erase the love I gave
But I won’t dig another grave
This time the sorry carves its way
For me…
To finally stay

I’m sorry…
to myself today

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Forgive The Road

Believer

Believer (Kaskade Remix)

#RIPCHESTER, #LinkinPark, #Crawling, #Acoustic, #RIP

crawling in my skin
derimin içinde karıncalanıyorum

these wounds they will not heal
bu yaralar hiçbir zaman iyileşmeyecek

fear is how I fall
düşüyormuş gibi bir korku içindeyim

confusing what is real
kafa karışıklığı tek gerçek olan

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
yüzeyin altına geçen bir şey var içimde

consuming,confusing
tüketiyor,kafa karıştırıyor

this lack of self control I fear is never ending
kişisel kontrolümü sonsuza kadar kaybetmiş gibiyim

controlling,I can't seem
kontrol edemiyorum,göremiyorum

to find myself again 
kendimi yeniden bulduğumu

my walls are closing in
duvarlarım üzerime geliyor

without a sence of confidence I'm confinced that there's just too much pressure to take
güvensizlik duygusuyla üzerimde çok fazla baskı olduğuna inandırıldım

I've felt this way before
daha öncede böyle hissediyordum

so insecure
güvensiz

chorus:nakarat

discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
rahatsız,sonsuza kadar kendisini içime çekti

distracting,reacting
dikkatimi dağıtıyor rol yapıyor

against my will I stand beside my own reflection
isteğimin dışında kendi yansımanın yanında dikiliyorum

It's haunthing how I can't seem
beni ele geçiriyor fark edemeyişim

to find my self again
kendimi yeniden bulduğumu

my walls are closing in
duvarlarım üzerime geliyor

without a sence of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take 
güvensizlik duygusuyla üzerimde çok fazla baskı olduğuna inanıyorum

I've felt this way before
daha öncede böyle hissediyordum

so insecure
güvensiz

Linkin Park - Crawling (Acoustic) Chester Bennington R.I.P

Yours

Ending (2018 Version)

Element Band - Andzanot Ser

We Will Rock You

i been doing music for 24 years now, producer, pianist, sound engineer, & songwriter, as an Independent Artist (I DO ALL MY OWN ALBUM ARTWORK) which means i don't Collab sorry!........ sigh 
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If It Wasn't For You My Ex

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