This is part 2 of the nursery rhymes after dark

“Shellshock”

Still Fucked Up


Lyrics:

It came without asking,
a hush in the noise - 
not mine to carry,
not mine to voice.
A flicker in the silence,
a warmth on my skin,
I never owned it - 
but I let it in.

Most of what I feared to lose
was never mine to hold.
Just something soft enough to break me,
tender, bright, and bold.
It wasn’t meant to stay or stray,
just bloom and fade and pass its way.
But I was meant to feel it true,
to give it breath - 
and give it you.

I saw it like lightning
that never touched ground.
I knew it by trembling,
not by sound.
It wasn’t mine to capture,
no leash, no name - 
just a brief becoming,
before it changed.

Most of what I feared to lose
was never mine to claim.
Just something soft enough to hold me,
and kind enough to name.
It wasn’t meant to last or stay,
just rise and stir and drift away.
But I was meant to love it whole - 
to guard its light,
and lose control.

We are not keepers,
not owners, not kings.
We’re the ones who open,
who shelter the wings.
And maybe that’s enough…
just to be the place
where beauty rests
before it lifts its face.

Most of what I feared to lose
was never truly mine.
Just something sacred passing through,
on borrowed breath and time.
It asked for hands, not locks or chains,
for presence more than plans or gains.
And I was made to let it stay - 
just long enough
to give myself away.



Soft Enough to Stay

[Verse 1]
Woke up this morning, got a hunger in my soul
Got a brand new mission, I'm taking the whole
I'm running the streets with a fire in my eyes
I'm a soldier for my purpose, a hunter in disguise
They tried to shut me down, they tried to stop my plan
But I'm a one-man army, yeah, I'm a brand new man
The world is a battlefield, the concrete my throne
And every single victory, I'm taking it alone

[Chorus]
**Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!**
Yeah, I'm taking the crown, yeah, you know that I've won it!
**Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!**
My foot's on the gas, I'm never gonna stop, never gonna front it!

[Verse 2]
Yeah, they're talking and they're dreaming, they're sitting in the shade
But I'm out in the sun, I'm not afraid
I'm grilling all the competition, I'm burning up the lies
Yeah, I'm a king in the kingdom, with a fire in my eyes
I'm gunning for the top, I'm taking every shot
I'm leaving all the fakes, yeah, I'm leaving all the rot
The old world is breaking, the new one's begun
And I'm the only one who's gonna see it all done

[Chorus]
**Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!**
Yeah, I'm taking the crown, yeah, you know that I've won it!
**Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!**
My foot's on the gas, I'm never gonna stop, never gonna front it!

[Bridge]
Yeah, the world is a stage, and you're a cheap-ass show
I'm the main event, yeah, I'm the real damn flow
So you can keep your numbers, you can keep all your clicks
I'm building a legacy, you're just building up bricks!

[Outro:] "Run it, pop it, grill it..."
Yeah, I'm gunning it!
**Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!**

Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!

It Don't Matter

[Intro]
Yeah…
Cross me once, and I won’t forget…
I’ll be behind you every step…
Do me wrong once, I’ll follow you to your grave.


[Hook]
Do me wrong once, I’ll follow you to your grave,
Every lie you spit, every move you made,
I’m the shadow in the night, the storm that won’t fade,
Mess with me, fool — your soul’s what I crave.


[Verse 1]
I see your mask, I know your disguise,
Every smile you fake, every alibi,
I’m the venom in your veins, the chill in your spine,
Cross me once — you’ll never be fine.
I move in silence, unseen, unheard,
Every whisper of revenge is a sharpened word,
You think it’s over? Nah, I’m patient, I wait,
Step outta line — I’ll meet you at your fate.


[Hook]
Do me wrong once, I’ll follow you to your grave,
Every lie you spit, every move you made,
I’m the shadow in the night, the storm that won’t fade,
Mess with me, fool — your soul’s what I crave.


[Verse 2]
I track your footsteps, I haunt your dreams,
Nothing’s ever hidden, nothing’s as it seems,
Your guilt’s my playground, your fear’s my song,
Do me wrong once — you won’t last long.
I’m relentless, malicious, no mercy inside,
Every slip of your tongue, every place you hide,
I’m the nightmare that lingers when the lights go dim,
Cross me once — your end begins with him.


[Bridge]
No second chances, no way to repent,
Your past is my weapon, your fate is cement,
I’m coming, I’m patient, I’m the echo you crave,
Do me wrong once — I’ll follow you to your grave.


[Outro]
Do me wrong once, I’ll follow you to your grave,
Every lie you spit, every move you made,
I’m the shadow in the night, the storm that won’t fade,
Mess with me, fool — your soul’s what I crave.
Yeah… I’ll follow you to your grave.

Do Me Wrong Once I'll Follow You To Your Grave!!

halloween

Nowhere To Hide

CosmoHKAK - HYPERFRACTAL COLLAPSE

This is one of those tracks written years ago but plays out in time... 
They don't know what I'll become, til death a Don, I'm in this Game until Kingdom come, Til Kingdom Come...

Tell em I'm no expert on the scripture, I just deliver whats in my heart, and hope that you can feel me, I hope they hear me out the dark, Lord knows I be in it, demons winning out my heart when I try keep from near em, I keep pretending that I do not like all this sinning, from the beginning paid attention, knowing time was nearing, the judgement nearing, Sui Generis I own my Spirit, forget who realer Ima stand for what I'm representing, you dropping crazy bars dog, but I rap from spirit, God delivered me experience and you should hear it, see this a Living Testament- of our day and time, why shoot sublime when I can grab a stage and address mine, all in time, see I'm done with them favors, paying back what they gave me, feeling done with the slavery, now a criminal maybe, but I left it up to God and He decided I stay free, music to pay me, testimony see,   

They don't know what I'll become, til death a Don, I'm in this Game until Kingdom come, Til Kingdom Come...
(They don't like that I don't wanna be like them, I'd rather be on my own...)

Watching everybody position on jocks to top spots, nose brown from devotions they losing they own thoughts, feeling marked cuz my character never has those thoughts, I just own it up, actions will merit my own plot, told me run it up and do it in measures for no gwap, surpassing ceilings and ascending to levels that choke thought, seeing miracles that happen and never left not in aww, I pray for you lost souls while I'm blessed with another car, the insanity lost my Moms, but now blessed with more open doors, riches you can't afford, figures I paid for, thru struggles that I endured, my statements were kept pure, I own it if I own it and if not it's prolly yours, asking questions for? come and live it and you'll know more, always traveled land reaching a hand to help assure, so indeed I believe in a Most High Source, why worry for ONLY JUDGE I SEE BE THE LORD!

TIL KINGDOM COME

Til Kingdom Come

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Eminem - Fall

i been doing music for 24 years now, producer, pianist, sound engineer, & songwriter, as an Independent Artist (I DO ALL MY OWN ALBUM ARTWORK) which means i don't Collab sorry!........ sigh 
so please stop messaging me promo speech

Run it! Pop it! Grill it! And Gun it!

DVFBOI