Flame of shame self blame .m4a

nicholas sandhaus no made it soulishzz  I am Nick or Nicholas Sandhaus guitar vocals with most of the songs drummed by drummer artist name Jay snake but some with digital drums I created along with a guitar and a guitar used for bass with a bass effect as well as digital organ keyboard 
Mixed original songs include : alternative rock grunge metal and some rap type vocal phrasing in most songs 
About societal political and emotional obstacles and speaking truly about it . Being an introvert with limited opportunities has created a depression aroma and been through alienation consistently so this music is basically a vent out of failure and desperation of being an outcast and unsuccessful in life because of my mental disorder and how it has been used against me .. I don’t know what to expect from all this but at least it’s something to be remembered after I’m dead even if never become a famous musician or celebrated artist  

Email: snieley@aol.com

Or snieley999@gmail.com

Nicksandhaus773@gmail.com

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