Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

i hope you are feeling better [prod joshrefe]

drive this blade straight thru my heart [prod fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

yt: https://youtu.be/vs75EkbecEw

dont ask me how i feel
you know how bad it is
lately i cant sleep
im breakin down im weak

ion wanna wake up
ion wanna breath
they meet me and they pay up
they cant lay off my weed

they love the drugs i keep
the drugs will make you bleed
the drugs they made me bleed
feel no love when i weep

when i weep (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad @lonnellsuave

yt: https://youtu.be/OpDcCbe2WEA

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip
x2

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

all u mother fuckers got the best of me
cant believe u fuckin did this when u know im weak
since it hit me ive been tryin but i just cant sleep
since it hit me all the memories r on repeat

tryna figure out a way to breathe
couple ounces gone im off the weed
if u fuckin knew how bad ive been
wish u fuckin knew the pain im in

blood on me and i scream
drugs on me im a fiend
girl help me tryna deal
girl help me hit delete

no matter what they do
i will love u boo
just tell yourself its fine

no matter what i do
know i love u boo
i tell myself im fine

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

iTunes

bathtub (prod. lonnell suave)

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

Official Video

IDontEvenCare (Prod. Ten50)

さよなら ☂︎

produced by @aries_ix

WUNDERWORLD

spotify ☂︎

SAYONARA

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Lyrics;

Cause I know you

And you know me

I been lonely

I just hope that you’re happy now

With your long hair

And your perfume

That I can smell when you’re not around

It’s been so long

Since you’ve seen me

Would you remember if I called

Cause I broke you

And it broke me

Because I know that I let you fall

I know you need me to fall by the side

But I can’t stop trying I need you tonight

And I know I’m selfish but ever since I

Made you start crying a part of me died inside

It’s dying inside of me

SorryIKnowIRuinEverything (Prod. By Troy)

lonewolf

Lyrics;
(SpaceMan Zack)
How did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
crying all alone while im in my bed 
monsters talking to me think they might be friends
how did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
all these fucking voices talking in my head
telling me to jump when im at the edge
and you don't know anything do you
you don't know whats wrong with me
you don't have answers now do you
don't tell me its all in my head

(RiverKinn)


its all in my head (3x)
ive been so depressed 
wishin I could get you out of my head
let me know if you might feel the same
baby that would give me hope to live
I don't wanna die no I don't wanna die though
I been feeling too gone everything reminds me of what you said
your voice in my head 
its all in my head.

HowDidIEndUpLikeThis (Ft. RiverKinn) [Prod. Calcivver]

☀︎☽

produced by @aries_ix

WUNDERWORLD

music video

RACECAR

Single

memories  [prod by kuroime]

KEEPMYSECRETS - CRYING(INTHERAIN)

!! the final single ☃︎ 

produced by aries, slippery salazar, mai, pharaoh vice

WUNDERWORLD. 2019.

SANTA MONICA

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

DEITY

BAD NEWS

PONY

Recorded at: Amplified Wax Recording Studio
Beat produced by: 8ROKEBOY
https://www.patreon.com/pondirose
LYRICS:

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm alone

She don't love me like she used to
Took a couple lines at the bar had a breakthrough
And she ain't ever gotta pay with these dudes
With their big attitudes
With their big heads
And I'll wish that I was dead
Again and again and again
And she'll be up out wit her friendliest friends
While i'm up on the couch with some weed and a pen
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again in my head
Again and again and I wish that i'm dead

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone

God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more
Okay
Thats just the way
That I did not expect my day to go down
She'll be stronger on her own now
I no longer have a home now
God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm Alone

虞

hm

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