This is the first mix I've ever released under another platform, and one that I am hella proud of. While it's not technically seamless, this specific blend of tracks is the purest expression of how I've been feeling and expressing myself lately. Many of these songs have been the soundtrack of my last few months since moving to New York at the end of January, developing along with my personal journeys in the house & vogue dance forms that I practice, my gender expression, and my adventures around the city. 

To me this mix feels in the pocket, and a specific one — empowering deep and acid house that hits hard but still maintains a cunty feel, with their respective sexy moans and vocals, complemented by ballroom tracks that punch... and of course, a sprinkle of soul & groove to make sure you're really in your happy feels. 

This mix literally feels like the inside of my brain - each song tied to memories and ideas and inspiration and other parts of myself. I am grateful to have been offered this platform to share it. Thank you for listening. <3

1. The Poem I rise (Orlando Voorn Remix) - Santonio Echols
2. I’m So Glad (feat. Jocelyn Brown) [Satisfied Mix] - Mark Hawkins
3. Mary Mary (Grand High Priest Moan Mix) - Grand High Priest, Craig Loftis
4. Oh, La La [Kier Kut Up] - DJ Delish
5. Work Da Groove (feat. DJ Shon Jackson) - Mike Dunn, Sonic Boom Society, DJ Shon Jackson
6. GET YOUR LIFE AT THE LATEX - VJUAN ALLURE
7. Soulshaka (Revised Mix) (feat. Jan Driver) - Angel X, Jan Driver
8. Stronger (Original Mix) - Green Velvet, Gary Beck
9. Forces (Original Mix) - Esser’ay
10. Vamp (Kevin Saunderson Voice Remix) - Outlander 
11. A2 - Unknow
12. Frenetique - The Maghreban
13. Monkey Fool - DJ Delish 
14. Y? (feat. Kiwi Dreams) - Angel X, Kiwi Dreams
15. Can U Feel It (2 ½ Step) - Chez Damier 
16. VOGUE DANCE - KEVIN JZ PRODIGY, GALACTIKBASSMUSIK

Daytimers on Reprezent Radio (London)

Made this one while recovering from COVID. Has an introspective and dreamy sound to it, made at a time of mental healing. Trap beat with beautiful keyboard textures and synth sounds and an 808. This is a late night smoke session in my car alone type beat lol.

daydreaming (unreleased)

a flip of "Cash in Cash out" by Pharell ft. 21 Savage & Tyler the Creator

100 Million Baby!!

LayLow [prod. scholar.e3]

Prod scholar.e3

Lyrics
(scholar.e3)
missing what I never had
all I feels a better bad
disconnected from the fad
imma need a bigger bag

patterns worn in like a crease
everything missing a piece
hope one day these thoughts will cease
imma pay like 3 these

imma take like 3 and wait
hopefully they get me straight
to my threads you cant relate
feeling threats so I sedate

too complacent I cant move
got no choices what to choose
dutch adjacent loosen screws
imma go and pay my dues

fitted elegant im dressed just how Im sposed to be
its irrelevant indifferent how I chose to be
i cant break em all these habits they enclosing me
feeling better just a little when u close to me

all the same its just different how you interpret
weigh the benefit and tell you if its worth it
still reserved I cant admit i got a deep cut
hold concern but i remind it doesnt mean much

been concerned about the pace
stitching up a couple dutches fore i take em to the face
when we step we step with grace
i got family pack running like they in a fucking race

SCHOLAR.E3 - DISCONNECTED (FT HOOLI)

The Photon Fears Nothing (Live)

'Til This

Making and releasing music sometimes feels way too structured for all the unruly feelings that go into the art, so fuck it i wrote this song a couple weeks ago and recorded it yesterday and its very raw and human and awesome… i want to share myself with more uninhibited honesty …..This is how i feel right now! Its called Mango Pit i hope you have a great day god bless ❤️

Mango Pit

SCHOLAR.E3 X CASHCOLA - HURT YOU

In this inspiring self-help handbook, a trans activist dares us to be the change we want to see—both out in the world, and amongst our closest connections.

Lifelong activist and educator Dean Spade dares us to decide that our interpersonal actions are not separate from our politics of liberation and resistance. Many activist projects and resistance groups fall apart because people treat each other poorly, trying desperately to live out the cultural myths about dating and relationships that we are fed from an early age. 

How do we divest from the idea that one romantic partner will be the solution to all our problems? How do we bring our best thinking about freedom and justice into step with our desires for healing and connection?  

Love in a F*cked-Up World is a resounding call to action and a practical manifesto for how to combat cultural scripts and take our relationships into our own hands, preparing us for the work of changing the world.

Fearless Funk (Best Grocery Store in the World)

nicktasker