EIM NOT GONNA TELL YOU THAT YOU RUINED MY LIFE

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Lyrics:
// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

// envy
The airs cold 
Where'd you go?
Cause now I'm feeling all alone
And im so disposable 
Im finally losing all control
And I 
Tell me why?
You wont leave my mind 
Am I fine?
And now its just a bad dream
Feeling dead 
Tell me how I'll go to bed
I cant keep my demons out
They're keeping me locked down instead
And I
Just need some time 
So I can clear my mind 
Cause you wont leave mine
Untouched

// geist
You're so cynical
I could see it all on your face
And I kept looking away, at all the time that I'll waste 
It should be criminal 
The way I let you ruin my day
But now I'm out of the fray
And I'm just staying on pace

The suns going down and I finally see
All the things that went wrong
Were right in front of me
I got lost in the clouds
Filled my head up with doubt 
And we've lost it all now 
But this was best for you and me

// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

Spotify

I'm Geist x NotEnvy - Sunset (Prod. TNVR)

Produced by: (Kyg Beats, Yeezo & Max Flynn)

Sometimes we find ourselves so hurt over ones actions that we just wanna tell them exactly how they made us feel. Goodbye And Goodnight is about wanting to scream and yell and cry BUT you know its pointless cause they won't care.

Official Lyrics:

(Yeah)

Verse:
I think I’m afraid
I think I’m afraid
Of giving you my everything and watching you escape
Why you run away
Why you run away
When I was someone that would keep you feeling safe
I cannot explain
I cannot explain
How it feels to watch someone you need move on again
Try and dull the pain
Try and dull the pain
But nothings working
I’m still hurting

Pre Chorus:
And this life ain’t fair to me
I don’t know how I got so unlucky
You took my heart and replaced it with misery

Chorus:
So I’m not gonna talk
I’m not gonna cry
I’m not gonna tell you that you ruined my life
And I’m not gonna scream
I’m not gonna yell
And tell you that the life I live is like living in hell
Cause you don’t care
And It’s not worth it
I’m so lost
But you’re so perfect
And He’s better I’m worthless
I think I’m saying goodbye and goodnight yeah

Verse 2:
I feel so confused
I feel so confused
Told me that you loved me now your with some other dude
I guess they were lies
I guess they were lies
The devil is a women she was dressed up in disguise
You make it hard to breath
And I hate what you do to me
I’m overcome with anxiety
And you turned on me I can’t believe

Pre Chorus:
And this life ain’t fair to me
I don’t know how I got so unlucky
You took my heart and replaced it with misery

Chorus:
So I’m not gonna talk
I’m not gonna cry
I’m not gonna tell you that you ruined my life
And I’m not gonna scream
I’m not gonna yell
And tell you that the life I live is like living in hell
Cause you don’t care
And It’s not worth it
I’m so lost
But you’re so perfect
And He’s better I’m worthless
I think I’m saying goodbye and goodnight yeah

Bridge:
I Guess I’m saying goodbye (yeah, yeah)
Cause I’m over your lies (yeah, yeah)
Yeah I don’t need you tonight
Oh I think I’m saying goodbye (yeah, yeah)
Cause I’m over your lies (yeah, yeah)
Oh yeah I’m saying goodbye (yeah,yeah)
I don’t need you tonight, I don’t need you, I don’t need you
Fuck
Yeah,yeah,yeah
Woah,woah,woah
Yeah,yeah,yeah

Chorus:
So I’m not gonna talk
I’m not gonna cry
I’m not gonna tell you that you ruined my life
And I’m not gonna scream
I’m not gonna yell
And tell you that the life I live is like living in hell
Cause you don’t care
And It’s not worth it
I’m so lost
But you’re so perfect
And He’s better I’m worthless
I think I’m saying goodbye and goodnight yeah

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Goodbye and Goodnight(Pr. KyG x Yeezo x Max Flynn)

new song <333
PROD. AXELONTHEBEAT & TINNA

not my type

sometimes... (p. alley)

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, CA.

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

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lyrics ~

and the snow is falling down on my face
i’m blinking switching my place
is what I see really real?
i can’t give up my perception

i've been lost inside the dreams
where I think about you
and I don’t wanna lie
cos I know it’s all true
the way I feel now
is where I wanna get to
and don’t let me go
saying babe we’ll pull through

don’t lie awake
cos I found somebody new
i’m not worth the thoughts
i’m not worth the dreams
rip a page at the seams
and write what you think
cos I know it’ll help you
forget about me

i know that you love him
that’s why I’m afraid
i thought if I loved you enough you’re feelings for him could change
i see now that I was wrong
you were with him for far too long
when you’re in love with someone
you make excuses when they’re fucking someone
i could never, never let you... go...

~ forget about me (feat. yung van)

Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Drawn To The Sky

Dear Rose, I'm Haunted

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lyrics -
you said 'don't fall in love again'
'it wouldn't be the same' you said
but i'll just move along i guess
'cos nothing really changed
you're still the reason that i left
oh i'd give up every ounce of my capacity
to see the world
with someone that i barely know
oh my fear of new beginnings yeah i've overgrown
and i wanna fucking love again
instead of this incompetence

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

and i'll wait
all this time wasted for another day
no blood left to bleed, but i'll find a way
bridge view, kim wilde, 1982
top down, el camino, i could be there soon
no heart for the faint
best believe it now
cloud 9 on the cards
i ain't coming down
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

die in your arms

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Lyrics -
and she predicts love like some summer rain
drowning in some tanqueray to hide the way
she feels about a boy she met the other day
and knowing that he'll never feel the fucking same
and tulip heart strung, pretty bouquet
guess there ain't no way of knowing
how far you're willing to go babe
how much you're willing to know

when the time comes
and we're grown up
and we got a nice house, two kids and some true love
maybe I could tell you all the words I couldn't say
when I was that boy you met the other day
it's been a few years yet the sun rays
still shine the same on your face, babe
still reminiscent of your kind grace

true love
when i was that boy you met the other day
true love
drowning in some tanqueray to hide the way
x2

and oh i've been silent too long
cos i gotta let you go inside my soul
you'll find emotions that i couldn't bear to show
all the time i felt defeated cos i couldnt open up
i feel it growing
i feel it growing

when the time comes
and we're grown up
and we got a nice house, two kids and some true love
maybe I could tell you all the words I couldn't say
when I was that boy you met the other day
it's been a few years yet the sun rays
still shine the same on your face, babe
still reminiscent of your kind grace

true love
when i was that boy you met the other day
true love
drowning in some tanqueray to hide the way
x2

Stream

that boy u met the other day

If you're reading this, you are loved <3

Vocals/Production: Dustin Gill
Mixing: Dustin Gill & Elijah Woods
Mastering: Chris Athens

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Goodbye and Goodnight(Pr. KyG x Yeezo x Max Flynn)

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