PRODUCED BY: Jxrdan

Lyrics//

Eyes closed, wanna feel when the drugs hit
Tonight, Imma try a different substance
Oh my I got so many options
If you stay baby know we ain’t stopping
Got the bottles now it’s looking like a moshpit
Fake friends in the past know they watching
But I don’t really give a fuck
They said I couldn’t but I never gave it up yeah
Got your bitch beside me
She ain’t sipping lightly
Is she gonna stay the night I think that it’s likely
Know your friends don’t like me yeah
But it don’t really suprise me yeah
I don’t do this just so I can get a mention
I don’t need a handout have you learnt your lesson yeah
I don’t even know your fucking name get out my section
Now she wanna kick it with me cause she like attention yeah

Shit, I don’t feel a damn thing
I got too much liquor in my bloodstream, yeah
Use that shit to dull anxiety
Keep it all together but the demons are still lingering
21 years with the same old fears, yeah
I don’t know why I still feel like this, yeah 
Pour another 40 I just wanna get wasted
I know this will never fucking change I gotta face it yeah

Gotta face it
Got no love inside my veins I feel vacant
Put me out my misery I can’t take it
If you see me smiling know i’m faking yeah 
Shit, yeah I’m faking
All of this anxiety has got me shaking
But I don’t ever say shit
Now she wanna date me gotta tell her that I’m vacant

Late night catch we swerving down the highway
Hit my line say she wanna see me, okay
I can tell she nervous cause she didn’t think I’d pull on up
Now I’m on my way and she knows she gotta sober up
Shawty taking sips from the Malibu
Got a friend with her so she ain’t uncomfortable
She doesn’t do this
Parents are so clueless
If they knew she was out late with me they’d tie my nooses yeah

I don’t feel a damn thing
I got too much liquor in my bloodstream, yeah
Use that shit to dull anxiety
Keep it all together but the demons are still lingering
21 years with the same old fears, yeah
I don’t know why I still feel like this, yeah 
Pour another 40 I just wanna get wasted
I know this will never fucking change I gotta face it yeah

Gotta face it
Got no love inside my veins I feel vacant
Put me out my misery I can’t take it
If you see me smiling just know that im faking
Yeah I’m faking
All of this anxiety has got me shaking
But I don’t ever say shit
Now she wanna date me gotta tell her that I’m vacant

Gotta tell her that I’m vacant

Vacant

More Than Friends (feat. Daniel Di Angelo)

PRODUCED BY: KATANOBEAT & SAFIN

ETA Official Lyrics:

Baby what’s your ETA
I can’t wait a minute yeah
I just need that body next to me
Sipping on that Hennessy
Let’s get faded
Love it when you naked
I been waiting waiting
Gotta taste it
Yeah like

Okay
Shawty love the cocaine
I feel fucking dizzy, whoa
Light this shit up, propane
Pedal to the floor
She gone take it all, yeah
She my mamacita got her saying vamonos, yeah yeah whoa
Know she wanting more cause she missing me
Said she never want nobody like she wanting me yeah
And she prefer the Prada over Loui V
YSL dress god my baby look good next to me yeah yeah

She just hit my line said she on her way, yeah
I been getting high every single day
Been a couple months since I seen your face
I just want my hands on your body and around your waist
And I don’t wanna wait no more
Drop your clothes to the floor
All the tension in the room is building up oh whoa
I been feeling so low
But I’m ready here we go, yeah
Got withdraws from her she don’t need to Know
Imma Fien for that dough
Run it up, making money ain’t got friends no more 
Now she saying that she love me so I might withdrawal 
I got plans you don’t
Suicide car doors, with the all blacked rolls
I got so many goals in this life Imma run it up
Run it, run it, run it up yeah yeah
Run it, run it, run it up yeah yeah
Oh no no no

Oh no
Run it, run it, run it up
Run it, run it, run it up

Baby what’s your ETA
I can’t wait a minute yeah
I just need that body next to me
Sipping on that Hennessy
Let’s get faded
Love it when you naked
I been waiting waiting
Gotta taste it
Yeah like

Okay
Shawty love the cocaine
I feel fucking dizzy, whoa 
Light this shit up, propane
Pedal to the floor
She gone take it all, yeah
She my mamacita got her saying vamonos, yeah yeah whoa
Know she wanting more cause she missing me
Said she never want nobody like she wanting me, yeah
And She prefer the Prada over Loui V
YSL dress god my baby look good next to me yeah yeah

Next to me yeah yeah
Baby what’s your ETA
I can’t wait a minute yeah
I just need that body next to me
Sipping on that Hennessy
Let’s get faded
Love it when you naked
I been waiting waiting
Gotta taste it
Yeah like

Okay
Shawty love the cocaine
I feel fucking dizzy, whoa
Light this shit up, propane
Pedal to the floor
She gone take it all, yeah
She my mamacita got her saying vamonos, yeah yeah whoa
Know she wanting more cause she missing me
Said she never want nobody like she wanting me, yeah
And she prefer the Prada over Loui V
YSL dress god my baby look good next to me, yeah yeah
Next to me yeah yeah

TURNING COLD

I’ve been working on myself yeah
Past life gonna leave it in the dirt yeah yeah
Didn’t trust nobody else
Till you walked into my life when I was looking for some help
Oh my
I just need some safety
I ain’t gonna lie
I’ve been going crazy
Specially in the night
Vision kinda hazy
Baby do you blame me
Baby do you blame me

I can feel it catching up
Maybe I’m just running outta luck now yeah
Said that I don’t give a fuck
I don’t ever wanna come down 
(ever wanna come down)

I’ve been feeling number every single day
Blood is turning colder running through my veins yeah
Don’t know how much longer i can fucking take
Don’t care bout my problems that shit such a waste
i’mma throw it to the side
Never hit the brakes
Got a bad bitch in my ride
And i’m feeling great yeah
She wanna get high
like she up in space
Now we lookin to the sky
While we saying grace

careful where you tread yeah
otherwise you might find yourself dead yeah yeah
I don’t mean literally speaking
Fall in love with me you might just kill off all my demons
Oh my
This ain’t like a movie
only time i’ll change my fucking ways is when it suits me
something bout it I
don’t care if you loose me
i’m already loosing
careful who you’re choosing yeah

I can feel it catching up
Maybe I’m just running outta luck now
Said that I don’t give a fuck
I don’t ever wanna come down 
(ever wanna come down)

I’ve been feeling number every single day
Blood is turning colder running through my veins yeah
Don’t know how much longer i can fucking take
Don’t care bout my problems that shit such a waste
i’mma throw it to the side
Never hit the brakes
Got a bad bitch in my ride
And i’m feeling great yeah
She wanna get high
like she up in space
Now we lookin to the sky
While we saying grace

Trynna keep my eyes open
I’m trying but im loosing my focus
I told you it was hopeless
She wanna stick around i know this
Don’t stay
But don’t go
im warning you
You might loose control

I’ve been feeling number every single day
Blood is turning colder running through my veins yeah
Don’t know how much longer i can fucking take
Don’t care bout my problems that shit such a waste
i’mma throw it to the side
Never hit the brakes
Got a bad bitch in my ride
And i’m feeling great yeah
She wanna get high
like she up in space
Now we lookin to the sky
While we saying grace

TURNING COLD

Bleed For You (ft. Nazaki)

hey love, this is the 2nd song from episode II of ‘the blood series’. i’ll see you soon with the next song to complete the full episode II. thank you for being here x M

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lyrics

i can see myself inside
the darkness in your eyes
i’m at the breaking point now
how much more can i sacrifice?

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby 

how could i ever escape
when you’re already part of me?
it’s in the way you torture me
‘cause nothing else feels this real

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby

Thorns

REC 2: If I Had You / Breathing Heavy

If I Had You

RIGHT THERE

I’m sorry lately I haven’t been there
I’m dealing with some things that I can’t figure out
I know that it looks like I never care
But my only regret is letting you down oh

And I think too much and I say too much
When I get in my head
And I get caught up thinking I’m not enough
And it makes you scared
And I deal with the pain in the worst of ways
And it’s so unfair
So unfair

When it’s late night
And you wanna feel fine
If you need a lifeline
You know I’ll be right there
right there
right there
When you can’t try
When you’re loosing your mind
Everything’s a big lie
You know I’ll be right there
Right there
Right there

I’m hurting and I wonder if it shows
Like do I seem to look a little stressed out
The older I get fear just seems to grow
I need you cause I’m struggling to calm down yeah
And I act so cold, watch it all unfold
With the words I said
And you tell straight lies but them pretty little eyes
Always make me fold yeah
And we still don’t learn, watching bridges burn
While we’re stood back there
It’s so unfair

When it’s late night
And you wanna feel fine
If you need a lifeline
You know I’ll be right there
Right there
Right there
When you can’t try
When you’re loosing your mind
Everything’s a big lie
You know I’ll be right there
Right there
Right there
When it’s late night
And you wanna feel fine
If you need a lifeline
You know I’ll be right there
Right there
Right there
When you can’t try
When you’re loosing your mind
Everything’s a big lie
You know I’ll be right there
Right there
Right there

(Right there)
(Right there)

RIGHT THERE

In My Veins - Shaker ( Slow n Reverb )

Fantasy

Darling

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