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Produced by: @Boyfifty

won't let it show (Lyrics)

They act like they know but I know that you don’t
I’m tired of feeling like this on low
Feel sick to my stomach but won’t let it show
This is life as I know
Bitch I learnt how to cope

I just want one more wish
To stop me from feeling like this
It ain’t been a month it’s been longer than I can think back ever since I thought something was wrong

Re write my wrongs
Put heart in my songs
I’m tired bout writing that shit that was false
I know I ain’t next yeah
What I think they impressed na

I been so fake I lost sight of my self
I look to the mirror and felt
Shit who is this, I don’t know anymore
I’m trying to heal while I’m sore
going though call after call

and my teeth are decaying
So low I be weighing

Think my health is danger

Friends haven’t seen me so long I’m a stranger
I can’t fix this shit so I’m filled with this anger

I haven’t had a girl since 2015
And still that was just some silly little thing
But shit I think back and I miss that feeling
I want someone to be there

I want someone to be there when I’m down
I just pick up the phone then you come around
And we talk and we laugh we just love what we got
it’s been a long time swear I’ve almost forgot

What it’s like to give half of my self to another
Getting drunk now we dancing with each-other
I don’t care cause we living how we wanna
And I like when we do what we want

And I know it will get better sometime
Don’t want to wait I’m slowly loosing time

I find it hard just to be myself

And I’m sorry that I could not be who you want
I got caught in my head thought I wasn’t the one
For you
So I packed up my bags
And I left just so I could keep you from falling for me
I got bad energy
I’m not who you should meet
I’m happy you found someone better than me yeah

Won't Let It Show (prod. Boyfifty)

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