im searching for safety
but that doesn't matter you made me all
paranoid
she's like an angel
im stuck in her void

got lost in her shadow
too deep in her eyes
her mind turned all shallow
now im in disguise
she'll want me to change to be her guy
I told her fuck you bitch id rather die

I need a break
'cause I feel like I've broken
did I make a mistake
when I left my heart open
when you cried inside my arms
felt like I carried an øcean
then you flooded through my guard
now im just filled with emotion

I won't lie
I kinda like
you alot
but your toxic as fuck
and im nauseous as fuck
but
that aside
nah fuck ya life
you played with me
and I can't abide
'cause you're toxic as fuck
and im nauseous as fuck

im searching for safety
but that doesn't matter you made me all
paranoid
she's like an angel
im stuck in her void

got lost in her shadow
too deep in her eyes
her mind turned all shallow
now im in disguise
she'll want me to change to be her guy
I told her fuck you bitch id rather die

I need a break
'cause I feel like I've broken
did I make a mistake
when I left my heart open
when you cried inside my arms
felt like I carried an øcean
then you flooded through my guard
now im just filled with emotion
(x2)

<3

Øcean

A Collection If Memories

Made Up My Mind

Pray (jxdn cover)

i ain't worried

Dance All Night ft. (Kid Asav)

Universe

A song I made with Bose headphones and my iPhone seven.

Hoping

Small Town Ignorance

2024 freestyle

MA KUP (Prod. Zoowe)

~Now on Spotify,Apple ect go stream

Lyrics-

Everyday I lived a lie 
Put on a smile 
To make people
think I was ok
But i wasn't
Slit my wrists to try cope
With the pain but it got too much 

Sadness and depression 
Over took me
I was going down the suicide path

Everything changed when
I met you 

I loved you

But nothing never 
Lasts not surprised

You took my heart, I took my life
The pain got too much 
So I killed myself to end it all
I guess it worked because I can't feel

I tried to make people happy
When I couldn't make myself
I failed at that too 
I tried to be something I wasn't

So this is my final goodbye
 if you find this then it's 
Too late I'm gone
I severed my wrists
dropped to the floor 
Blood pouring like a faucet
Last thing I saw was someone come in 
Couldn't tell who it was
Cuz I was at the final seconds of death
But they screamed what have you done 
They ran to me
Held me in there arms 
Tears falling

Told me 
Don't die please
I need you 
I can't believe this 
You could of talked to me

I'm sorry 
But it had to happen
Couldn't handle it 
It got too much

As my eye's started too close 
Everything faded black 
It felt like paradise 
Cuz I knew I didn't have to 
Handle all of the stress nd
Anxiety

It's been 3weeks 
Since I died
Looking down on everyone 
And I realized 
People did care about me 
The sad part is
You only cared when It
Was too late

this is my final goodbye
I hope that I left good memories
Behind

Final Goodbye (Prod. Con)

i ain't worried

Nick B

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