(Lyrics)
Twenty-seven, life is Armageddon
I've got clinical depression 'cause my mind's an imperfectionist
I fall asleep, wait, I don't wanna wake up
But I never wanna take another pill to make me fake fine
I'll get some help
Sit down with my therapist
To try to teach me lessons
But I forget just what the question is
'Cause I'm a fuck-up
Stuck here with my hands cuffed
Behind my back, tryin' to keep myself intact
I'm feeling great like Carole Baskin
Hope you know it's all an act 'cause
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
You hide your problems
At the bottom of the bottle
You forget it all tonight
But it's just twice as bad tomorrow
'Cause when you're sober, you just wanna stay at home
But all your friends they call you up
And they convince you to go out again
These days it's cocaine and a nose ring
Get your fake lips just to fit in
And all your friends think they're the shit
But they're no different
'Cause none of them ever feel better
They do so much drugs, and they probably regret it
And they act all cool as if they are the the realist
But we know that they just don't deal with their feelings
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
It's like a movie, it's not the real me
Oh, maybe next time
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
It's like a movie (it's like a movie)
It's not the real me (it's not the real me)
Oh, maybe next time (maybe next time)
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me

Robert Grace - Fake Fine

MR. INDEPENDENT (From “American Song Contest”)

Verse 1:
Feels like the end
Is creeping up
But I can’t get up from my bed
Man I hate myself
Time to give all my problems up to somebody else

Imma put you on the schedule 
But I can’t make any promises 
I’m busy all the time
‘Cause I got no time management 
I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Break:

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la 

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la

Verse 2:
Don’t call me lazy
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I can’t help myself 
Seems like I’m always out of time

And if I’m late to the party
Swear it’s not my fault
I was caught up on my phone for way to long
Still a hundred percent chance 
That I miss your calls tonight

And I hope that’s alright
‘Cause I got 
Yeah

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Bridge:
(La la la la)
Forgot what I was gonna say
Don’t know what I need to do
Shit I just got outta bed
(La la la la)
I got that ADHD 
And if everybody hates me, well

Chorus:
I don’t give a fuck
You don’t have to love me
Don’t need to change
I’m good the way I am

But I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

ADHD

Hush Lullaby From Creepy Client skit on TikTok

HUSH (Lullaby)

Doomsday - Jared Benjamin

So They Say

Something Blue

masquerade

Dj.DamianR - Breakfast by the Sea

Devil

Stream

Now That We're Alone

Sydney, Australia based singer/songwriter/rapper Nick de la Hoyde has been expressing himself through music since he was 16 while pursuing a professional, football career in Barcelona and searching for a new, creative outlet. The result of this exploration was a unique and deeply personal insight into young, dreams and determination. Growing up in a multi-cultural home with a Syrian mother and British father, Nick was exposed to many global influences which he weaved into his music melding sounds of hip hop, rock, alternative, R&B and spoken word, together with introspective lyrics that read like personal journal entries.  Nick and his long-time producers and collaborators, brothers Joseph (Zuzu) de la Hoyde and John de la Hoyde, have crafted a sound that is simultaneously intimate, expansive and engaging.  Now at 22, Nick has penned confessional, real life anthems such “By My Side”, “Changing”  and "Never Gonna Beg For It" that take you on a free-spirited, hypnotic and sometimes soulfully moody sonic journey to find the path forward.  Nick has quickly made a name for himself in the social media space cultivating a large and dedicated on-line following, becoming a powerful voice for youth empowerment and positivity. 
