produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/1BXfR3GHF9w
guitar by https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
https://music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/worried-about-nothing

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here
don’t stay here, no
i drag my shoes through dirt, kick up dust and wonder why i can’t breathe
i’m fading slowly, from you
and why do the years drag on (when you’re gone)?
well we could talk about life
i don’t want saved, i just wanna take mine
i think about it sometimes, doesn’t seem right when summertime comes & everything turns out fine

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here

but i’ll stay here,
i’ll let you go & i’ll just
watch the clouds pass by while the world stands still right here
i don’t wanna taste salt, i’m just tryna keep my head above
water while you watch me drown,
this way i promise that i won't let you down

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but things still feel the same
and it took so long to get here,
i can’t face my self, it’s empty

other streaming <3

Don't Take This the Wrong Way

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uCOSsTSUqU

june gloom

june gloom w/SsappyY (prod. pekarot) [VIDEO IN BIO]

stardust

Digital Fantasy

haunting me (+fiftyzeros)

produced by misery, highxtides, blade901
written by lightning logan
made by the monster

the secret of invisibility [prod. highxtides]

[+] i see what you're doing
* produced by @lilbiscuitbeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro + hook:]
i cannot fuck with these hoes
cause i know they ain't worthy
you cannot curve me
that will not hurt me

i'm in this bih n you know that i keep me a 30
caught me a birdie
i feel like curry
he wanna fuck wit my team
best believe he get buried
im in a fury
don't come near me

[verse: 1]
my shootas they ready to aim
he prolly thought its a game
i won't go out like a lame, no
im in this bih til it rain 
sendin sum shots to ya brain
i miss the feelin of pain
i know that nothings the same
but still i just think of the hate
wonder why they always try to relate

i got some diamonds i know that they bust down!
don't give a fuck now!
i want a bitch i could love now..
but she'd rather go down

[intro + hook:]
i cannot fuck with these hoes
cause i know they ain't worthy
you cannot curve me
that will not hurt me

i'm in this bih n you know that i keep me a 30
caught me a birdie
i feel like curry
he wanna fuck wit my team
best believe he get buried
im in a fury
don't come near me

[verse: 2]
im smokin gas on the west side
fuckin yo bitch on the next flight
i did this shit for the set right
now all of these jits wanna dick ride

i'd drop yo names if i wanted
my killas they already comin'
hope that your strap really bussin'
cause i'm goin turn you into nothing

hate on me if you want
i filet mignon
cut you up
then imm gone
leave you there
on yo lawn


[hook:]
i'm in this bih n you know that i keep me a 30
caught me a birdie
i feel like curry
he wanna fuck wit my team
best believe he get buried
im in a fury
don't come near me

But I Choose U Instead

NICKISGONENOW