take my heart <3

credits : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtjzLiGK4mk

sewerperson - rubbing alcohol (slowed)

produced by sekani

completely non profit

lyrics

i guess its time that in finally wrote a song now
i guess its time that i finally put my phone down
i feel shit i feel shit on my own now
said im better off alone well im alone now

i guess ill get this started
its time to write another anthem for the truly sharded
how u broke me n im lonely but ive been that from the start
n now im faded with some papers that i blow on all my drugs
red lights inside my room at night
ice cubes pressed to my neck as i
lose blood out of my neck in pints
dry eyes, she knows im numb inside

hit the road n whip my bike up to the cliffside
650 cc on a vulcan 
look here comes the night sky
its so bright
but whered the passion go?
music like a bitch that only ever wanna smash n go
ay
but whered my feelings go?
used to be so many now im only ever feeling cold
hey I just tore apart my soul
gimme plays now
Hey I just met u
somehow already getting brain now
woah
she call me daddy n shit
she suck me off in her whip
the sirens passin n shit
so i just pass her a spliff
i only fuck when im lit
she say im big when im stiff
i say thats cap n she pissed

bloodclots (sekani)

Engineered by floret
mastered by floret
produced by floret & venus
written by floret 

lyrics:




i can't take it back when i was younger
yell out the top of my lungs like i'm bolder
fresh out the streets like you think you know her
dumbass and freak your such a loner
fuck up you feen you are a loner
head out the door just like your father 
drugged out in need just like your mother 
fuck up and feen you are a loner 

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer 

take it when you tell me that young again 
say that were better of just as friends 
i've been broken down just meet me in the end
what did father say when you gone now
i dont wanna say this im in love now
break me down you fall in love
100 times you blame your mom
like i guess ill never be like me again 
what you do spite me blame my friends
take this pill youll be dead again 
hate everyone fuck your friends 
its over its over

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer

love is dying

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ck4vV7So2TY

carhartt jeans and levi boxers
i know that she still want me 
i miss my old nissan frontier
i don't miss you baby

i don't think i'm brave enough for this
i'm not used to paranoia
you couldn't pay me nothin' to stick around for this
what the fuck do you even take me for
i don't think i can stand my ground for this
pour one out 'cause my love is dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but you make both harder when you come around

i don't think i'm brave enough for this 
i'm not used to anything anymore
you can't pay me to stay around for this
i don't know what you even take me for
ain't no way i'm getting down with this
bury my heart six feet it's dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but i don't feel either one anymore

spotify

land of the free (p. jonah + hannah read)

October Silence feat. Vails (prod. irby x jolst)

Is this love?

Lyrics : 

Baby girl yeah don’t hurt 
I just hope you know you’re worth it 
To me you mean the whole world 
I’ll give my all yeah you deserve it 
Cause all the things that you’re 
I just wanna be here for you 
I’ll pick you up if you fall
just know that I love you 

I want you the way you’re 
The little things I see in you 
You’re beautiful like the stars 
I look at them and I think of you 
All the things that we’ve been through 
We’re here now and I know you 
We met girl for a reason 
I know that now and that’s the truth 

Baby girl yeah don’t hurt 
I just hope you know you’re worth it 
To me you mean the whole world 
I’ll give my all yeah you deserve it 
Cause all the things that you’re 
I just wanna be here for you 
I’ll pick you up if you fall
just know that I love you 

(Dream with me let’s fall asleep 
I’ll meet you there and be at peace 
In my dreams I see you with me 
In my dreams you’re there with me 
Dream with me let’s fall asleep 
I’ll meet you there and be at peace 
In my dreams I see you with me 
In my dreams you’re there with me)

Beautiful Dream (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & irby)

thought we was in love

part of a new series of 'one takes' i'm doing for a few of my songs over the next few months x

stay tuned for more <3

~ beside me (one take: acoustic)

one thing i learned is

its not how you come in its how u leave

Demons In My Head When I Count My Racks

NICKISGONENOW