drinking until i throw up

crazy p. siem spark

Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

INHALE

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

when the night tears

Pre-Save

when the night tears feat. AVXiD (prod. yunnygoldz & woahsxda)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

Break me apart? :) w/ the bros <3
Vails 

hole in my heart, feeling fable 
Left my house, keys on the table 
Heading out and I won’t know when
 you’ll be back …
You’re the prettiest girl that ive seen
But theres plenty more fish in the sea 
I just gotta learn a few things about me 

Will you remeber my last words?
Will you tell me that you’re okay?
Will you remeber my last words? 
Text my phone and tell me you’re okay!
Yeah the moonlight, looks real pretty right? 
Just hope you arent out with another guy 
Another guy that you can break apart 
Right from the Start 🥲

Autumnisending

How many victims will you tear down?
Before you realise, that you’re in the wrong 
And I let you get the best of me now
And I find myself now crying to my mum 

Vails 

Yeah this cigarette tastes real good when I’m sad
But the alcohol inside me , just makes me feel bad
Cus I remeber the times like last night 
Where we would chase away into the stars 
Sat outside, by the fire, the leaves are red, and my heart turnt hard

Autumnisending 

It’s all my fault, it’s what you tell your friends
But it’s not, it’s so much more worst than that
Maybe it’s just your beaten complex  
Maybe it’s just cus you’ll loose a lil street cred
Maybe it’s cus you’ll find out who you really are

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Break Apart (feat. Autumnisending)

Ego  #ily.hashi#

$witcheo

follow up to the yellow hears ep from january
on all streaming services oct 26th

drinking until i throw up

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