drinking until i throw up

crazy p. siem spark

final single

lyrics

i jus hit th shore, broken stone
try leaving th past all the past in the boat
but it’s no use
escape the same route
first many mazes
that u must go thru
to not b faceless

i don’t really 
jump out of my skin
prefer staying (put)

hollow still the inside of my body 
im still praying
i wonder 
who’ll save me 
or if theres something like me
ill take the boat back to the storm
to try and find you

don’t wait for the feeling to 
break u
everyone’s lost 
so just make do

got no support 
that’s what makes u
push urself up
let it take u 

can be all lost in a day too
so b careful
ill try not to love u
but I think im meant to

[flesh]
it's written in stone 
I'll live for today and I'll gray when I'm old 
I'll give what I owe 
but I'll give more to you 
cause you're the only thing that ever keeps me warm when I'm cold 
you can't separate us we're bound by the soul 
through highs and the lows 
I will be more for you, cuz I'm not perfect and I know that you-

[maesk]
baby it’s me, it’s not ur fault
i use different keys, then throw the keys in tall grass

orange toned leaves but it’s not fall
i don’t wanna leave. but the leaf has to fold to get the call back

i sent a signal
straight to the void
nothing in plane sight
coz i am what all avoid

got a message back 
just the voice
telling me telling me
try to have poise

trying to hold off 
but this not a choice
i got love stuck in limbo
and plenty white noise

maybe i should just lay here and accept 
that ill never connect to soul or emotion

[flesh]
and I saw a sign, I was blind to it 
she sent me a signal that I'm not alone 
when I really try to put my mind to it 
I already know, I already know

sea creature

sea creature ft flesh golem (flesh x taurs)

just a beat pls dont use it without asking me first i dont wana sell it cuz i wana use it one day but if ur a homie then u can maybe

beat prod by: plowgod 
written and performed by: @rejectcore x @nowhere-s

3:35! + N0where (p. plowgod)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

Constellations

better.

我活在新世纪
每一天的新鲜事物
都被我收入囊中
聆听周围人的诉说
其实每个人都会犯错
一个死循环
反反复复来去匆匆
我活在新世纪
每一天的新鲜事物
都被我收入囊中
聆听周围人的诉说
其实每个人都会犯错
一个死循环
反反复复来去匆匆
终点在哪里
我还没准备好踩刹车
我速度越来越快
把他们都甩在后面
我是不是太残忍了
谁能帮我评评理
无法无天没有人能管得了我
无法无天没有人能管得了我
我无敌了
就应该这样冷酷
否则他们都会默认欺负你
以为你好说话
吃掉你拥有的一切
偷走你的幸福
把你的快乐踩在脚下
一个黑暗的时刻
然后病情逐渐恶化
脑子里有不同的声音对话
你会看到另外一个自己
那个人他会把你无情的吞下
最后取代了你
这个真的太可怕
相信我我说的都是真话
趁现在还来得及
赶紧走吧
离开这个地方
离开这个地方
我活在新世纪
每一天的新鲜事物
都被我收入囊中
聆听周围人的诉说
其实每个人都会犯错
一个死循环
反反复复来去匆匆
我活在新世纪
每一天的新鲜事物
都被我收入囊中
聆听周围人的诉说
其实每个人都会犯错
一个死循环
反反复复来去匆匆

New Age (prod. mimics gate)

I See What It Is (1jowisen)

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H8 Lyrics:

You can just h8 on me I really love it
I’m at the top so I’m stayin above it
They talked a lot now they all gotta shove it
Hittin that ass from the back And she love it
Tell me she doesn’t 
I became something I wasn’t
Made myself rich Got the Internet buzzin
I knew that I‘d be a Star 
when everyone said that I wasn’t 

Look at me shine Look at me flex
Look at the way that I pound on my chest
Look at the way that she touchin her breast
She only doin it cuz Im the best
Im finna ruin it if it’s a test
I was thru wit it I left my ex
Workin so hard that I hardly rest
spend a whole check and that’s on my set Yea 

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The ones who were in my corner
And the ones who were after my neck
Even tho I left I still adore her


You can keep saying 
that you didn’t mean it
But I know you mad 
that I signed an agreement
That shit was so crazy 
man you shoulda seen it
Now I got that cash 
on demand when I need it
And back when you all
said you didn’t believe it
You gave me opinions
I told ya to keep it
I had my own vision 
i always could see it
I made the decision 
To do more than dream it

Read it and weep i just played me straight
It’s actually sad to me how much you h8
Instead of ur words youd be eatin a plate
My table reserved for the real not the fake
I’m skinny right now but I’m movin dat weight
Beginning was hard but I never did break
I really can’t tell you how much I make
I really don’t know how much more u can take

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The real ones who stuck by my side 
and the ones who said they were my set
Then talked behind my back after saying goodbye

I stay on my grind everyday I be juggin 
I hustle no matter what
Im thankful I made it from nothin to something
While haters been too busy stuck
I made all my moves never put it on cruise
Now I’m up in a foreign truck
I leveled my head despite all that they said
And now I couldn’t give a fuck

You can still h8 on me u won’t feel better
I know what you thinkin right down to the letter
I hear that you talkin and makin them gestures
But h8 and success really don’t go together
this is my fate I can handle the pressure
I dug in my heels and I braced for the weather 
I still don’t get what y’all tryna measure
I guess h8 is just easier than just doing it better


Most people don’t make the cut
 you never know when the timing is right 


is juggin no matter the
Read it and weep aBelieve it no cappin I actually made it
I know how it happened

drinking until i throw up

NICKISGONENOW

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