But I get tired of flashing lights, I wanna hear your voice again
But maybe one day you'll come back to me and we can play pretend
I promise I'll be fine. I know we haven't spoken since I left
But I'll see you when I see you, darling this is not the end

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

I'm homesick, love you gave me high high hopes
Dopesick, I been walking on a tightrope
Ask me if I'm alright, I don't know
I just wanna hold you close

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

TRUST ME

Sour w/ NAVYXOWER, imperial & The North Shore [+ irby]

trust the process
you'll be fine there
trust the process
ill be right here
YOU GOTTA LIVE A LITTLE BIT!
trust the process
your hearts right there
trust the process
i know you're scared
relatable kind of pain
let the day wash away
i know you'd like to say it stays the same
but every single day you learn to change   
and ill be the first to say 
"its been a little different without you here"
and ill be the last one 
to say that "I'm okay with how we turned out"
cause I'm not
were burned out in a knot
6 days in a cycle
and i think love is vital
i guess lifes a movie but I'm clearly not the main part
fly, fly by, time really flies by
die whenever
just the weather
say its alright 
but its always whatever

trust the process

follow jolst

trust the process (jolst x splashgvng)

crazy p. siem spark

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/talking-alone

:(

lyrics:
I can’t deal with it 

All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

I can’t deal with it 

We could talk it out 
I can’t deal with it 
Swear you never listen when I’m talking now
Everything could be different now
I can’t deal with it 
But you just wanna fight it out
I can’t deal with it 
An I just wanna talk about 
Shit that I can’t talk about
We used walk about the town 
And talk about the shit 
We couldn’t talk about around 
Are other friends 
But I guess I’m one of them now cuz you won’t talk to me about shit now and I guess this is where it all just ends 

I can’t deal with it

I can’t deal with it 
All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

talking alone

spotify

talking alone (prod. michael harrison)

thats my fault prod xhrono wavegeek

Scrape the pot

cnoat x slug - JUMP OUT DA HOUSE

Prod by @tnvr
Mix/Master @Tnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7LNld8Psqp0sSgkc0as5nA?si=Nhh1p6BOQjmUkpcw2eh9Uw
Follow on Social Media!

Anthony Sidoti:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/anthonysidotiofficial/
twitter: twitter.com/anthonypsidoti?lang=en
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4ichKAvCL…biSKGQ4sp9l0vL_g
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCw56dpUX…iew_as=subscriber

Lyrics -

Nothing ever really feels the same
I'm stuck here with this constant fear
that everything always has to change
why does it have to change

now I'm living in this atmosphere
cause they all left me here

hate it when you turn out the light
lost you in the dark
will I be alright

I'm tired living life alone
disoriented from my past
sever me from you with no chance to last

I'm surrounded by x4
I'm surrounded by ember

Nothing ever really feels the same
I'm stuck here with this constant fear
that everything always has to change
why does it have to change

now I'm living in this atmosphere
cause they all left me here

hate it when you turn out the light
lost you in the dark
will i be alright

la da da da da
la da da da da

you should of took me with you
this desperation seeps through
i know I can't come with you

Listen On Spotify

Nothing feels the same (Prod. TNVR)

INSTA @HARDLYLUVD
NEWMUSIC OUT NOW
formerly known as iitscxm

crazy p. siem spark

HARDLYLUVD

Recent comments

Just_Reap3r

Hazard

Related tracks