Sick man is that an Eternal Sunshine sample ? 

empty on the inside

music video:
https://youtu.be/qQvSBvB6D38

I miss Santa Monica 
We talked about your mom 
And I showed you all my favorite songs
And you showed me some that I forgot about
Just give me one more shot 
I know I've waited way too long 
But I'm thinking about you all the time again 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear 

I miss stealing drinks from parties and getting fucked up all alone 
I miss the sound your acrylic nailed used to make as you scrolled through things on your iPhone
I haven't changed a thing since then 
Your makeup wipes are still under the bathroom sink and no one's used them since 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear

spotify

makeup wipes (p. yunny goldz)

(GhostBxy)

Lyrics

3 am lost in my head
Questioning my existence
What is my purpose
Am i even worth it

Tell me baby what do you see
When you stare directly at me
Do you see a soul
Within the hopeless ghost
Nothing but a ghost


Your hands are a bit numb
I'm sorry my hands are so cold
You ask what ive become
Well haven't figured it out because
I'm lying to you and myself all the time
I've been trying to find the cure to my sick mind
But rewind to days when it was you and i
But decay in my brain came in waves and i died

Hold me close and dont let go

It's so fucking cold
I'm out here all alone

I'm out here all alone
Crows eat my flesh and my bones
Broken sticks and crumbled stones
Could you truly love a ghost

(yungcray)
And i dont know how I feel
Can you please tell me if this feelings even real
Dropped dead again from popping all these plls
you're a ghost in the night
you're a ghost with no light
Can you please appear
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen

(GhostBxy and yungcray)
Hold me close and don't let go

in love with a ghost

in love with a ghost w/ yungcray (prod. p4ra)

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head
while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself 
you're too good at making me feel like i don't 
deserve a thing from anyone

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself
you're too good at making me feel like i 
don't deserve a thing from anyone 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense

i passed your exit and killed myself

i passed your exit and killed myself (p. acey)

I love the feeling of an overdose

I Love The Feeling Of An Overdose w/lunalis (prod.venus)

lyrics 

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i can feel it straining in my eyes
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright 

uh uh
lemme go
lemme hold on
hit the train
down to eltingville
i hold off
from telling u
whats on my mind
im southbound
im home now

in time 
ull find
what u 
hold dear
but i
ill find
my life
from here

im in the mood to erase ur life
but sometimes its better just taking mine
the spirits in my room can hear me cry
they reach out and they brush off my teary eyes
im sorry for letting u down 
i heard who ur talking about 
under this weight i could drown
but its better me hearing u out

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i feel like im a parasite
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright

self erasure

loving could mean
everything you said you wanted to be
but its all my fault
i could see the blood drippin down my sheets again
you could take everything you wanted from me
only thing i need is for you to see it
loving means that we dont keep any secrets
so when i tell you that i need this i mean it

shining eyes tonight
dont wanna waste the time
i keep forgetting that this luck this luck just isnt mine
i know my feelings right
but my whole mental prys 
im sick of ruining my chances 
live a lonely life
this lonely life that ive chosen
only lord knows what ive spoken 
ive wrote a couple of things 
just to express how im broken
its all my vices and notions 
im stuck re living this moment
ive given all that i have 
im not enough and this shows it

what does it mean? (toyema)

Cant Wait (prod. @fukklazy x @zestymain)

Fight the feeling

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/volk_volk
https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

empty on the inside

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