VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-gCh1kKCWE&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:

life is moving real fast
i don't like it
just slow down
swear i try to be there for everyone
but i fail
i was so worried
but i'm so glad
that it's over now
i need to keep up with my family
i'm too caught up

i'm too caught up
in being a mess
when someone you trust
puts a gun to your head
should've never trusted a word that you said
i'm flying to texas to do what i can

found out some bad news
no time to rest
keep pushing i'm coming we'll roll with it
call you in bed in the hospital
we'll be fine everything will be aright

but these worries linger there
i'm sure they do for you too
in the final hours of the night
when the positivity has gone as far as it can go

hospital

friends from the past

Every Single Way

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

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lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

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paranoid (prod irby)

Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

autumndropsdead - propel (soloft)

prod mix master art by @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

why they talkin bout me?
they think shit funny
well im bout to get hilarious
he talkin bout me?

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
ya'll been smokin on dick

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
y'all been smokin on dick

say oh i know.....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

hard2letgo

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

lyrics:
i just lit a fire underneath my feet and i'm not slowing down
i was stuck up on the ceiling, but i found my way back to the ground
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

i'll be walking on the water, everybody gonna wonder how
i might have poison in my mouth, but in a second i'ma spit it out
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now? 
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

living every day like my last
everything could slip through the cracks
wear a smile, it's just an act
you pretend you know who i am
you hear things said behind my back
i'll defend, but i won't attack
words, they wash away like the sand
tide will take us all in the end

udkatam

Thought I had you
But I watched you slip
Through my fingertips
Got my whole world flipped
Yeah I watched you
Watched you change
Everything turned strange
Got my whole heart strained
Now I'm all in
Yeah I'm over that shit
I need all the chips
Like a fat ass bitch
Yeah I'm ballin
And I can't stop now
No I can't look down
No I won't tap out

You gonna have to kill me
I'll be sticking out my chest
Till my heart don't beat
I'll be screaming out my lungs
Till I fucking can't breathe
Oh you thought you won?
I got tricks up my sleeve
Yeah I'm one step ahead
You not ready for what's next
Know you bout to be upset
Yeah I got your bitch obsessed
Now she bout to get undressed
And we bout to make a mess

Why they testing me
Like we don't bleed the same
You think you invincible
I'm bout to make that change
Driving high speed
On the highway switching lanes
PSA or P80 under my seat
Got a bad bitch
Sitting right beside me
She like it when I make this engine scream
Only time they gonna hate
When it's through a screen

For real

Thought I had you
But I watched you slip
Through my fingertips
Got my whole world flipped
Yeah I watched you
Watched you change
Everything turned strange
Got my whole heart strained
Now I'm all in
Yeah I'm over that shit
I need all the chips
Like a fat ass bitch
Yeah I'm ballin
And I can't stop now
No I can't look down
No I won't tap out

Every Single Way

NICKISGONENOW