Soundcloud vol 3

The Upload

DISCOGRAPHY

cry to these

Sad 💔

Numb It

Verse 1: 

Look, I kill the flow like this
Fuck your condolences, no time for pity, my heart is too cold for it
Leave me alone, I just need a moment to deal with these nigguhs that think they can flow like this
Shootas be lame, always grippin chrome and shit
Squab it out, see who left standing notorious, my life ain't glorious, but I'm still rolling and copping a 40, my eyes getting low again
See you down under and dwell for enternity, Heat seeking missiles come aim at my poetry
Lyrically you cannot stop me, no physically, Mentally strong like my spiritual energy
Why you pretending G? Find a new recipe
This ain't for you, got no flame when you try to speak, 
Hoes be in sight, if they 10's that's fine with me, this is my life and I just like the finer things
Numero uno, rhymin till the sun up
Get lit with me, lifted like a shuttle
I be the holiest of the OG's, chug a 40 then roll up another quick 20
Real talk, nigguh fuck cops
Nigguhs fake, stay true even without a glock 
If you don't like me why you worried? 
Cause I'll be on top, like yo bitch, she riding on me like she needed cock, real talk nigguh
Fuck it, I'm pulling the strings, ain't no dummy
See them lights then we all dip in a hurry
Rolling with my nigguhs, come and coast with me, I'm skating these streets till that moon light my city 
And stay on yo grind cause that time is tickin,
Emperor Zurg came to gather these victims, trapped behind my bars, 
Rolex and cars, diamonds and gold are the hustle so make it far
Go and get a job bruh, go to school be something more than just a dealer dawg
I'm keeping it real so peep the honesty, you killin nigguhs for a couple dollars G?
Go on make your own, quit bummin around and make a profit, see, 
I'm out this world I never got to see the brighter things
Darkness all around the finer things
I'm just trynna cope with all these acts in life, but now I'm fuckin through with it
Live and learn some other bullshit 

Hook: 

I be alone, thinkin and sipping at night
Little codeine with the Sprite
Pourin up activist, man gotta fight for your rights
Roaming through streets soaring high
Leave me alone, I can do this on my own
Vagabond, ain't got no home
But I got love for my city, it made me the man that I am today, too Trill, I'm zoned, yuh

Verse 2: 

Back to that ignorance you used to hearin
Fuck a bitch, make a hit, kill like a villain
Too many nigguhs corrupted by system, that's why I be careful with who I go chill with
Running the game, not losing no stamina
I am a beast, got the heart of an animal
Kill and attack and beat that I'm handed bruh 
Spittin this fire, like Natsu, a Dragon's son
Get out my sight or I'll roast you, I'm savage
I bring the pain to these ear drums I damage 
This is the truth and you nigguhs can't stand it
I'm bout to blow up, suicide bomber status
King of King's, sitting upon the throne, I'm  the baddest 
Tippy like that Lucy, view the world in different patterns
Catch me and I'm drifting into Lucid worlds, an actor in this place that we all live in
Man somebody had me drafted here, but honestly, not giving a single fuck about a prophecy
I'm sure I'm the only nigguh that can do this shit so flawlessly 
Follow me, into undergrounds, man the gutter 
High classes don't want us, they need nothing from us
Only real nigguhs in my group, no one other
Triple D be my city, shout out to my Brother
Uri, Javier, my boy Isaac and his Mother
Jonathan, Chris, Marco, David, smoke another
My nigguh B, that boy Ivan, stay hunned 
Man y'all helped me out when I had no one other and needed a home, got much love for them nigguhs
I'm bout to get throwed, pour one up for my nigguhs, I'm gone
Too much thoughts on my dome, but I don't face the chrome cause I'll be on top chillin up on the block with a drop top and a glock ready to bust back if some shit start nigguh 

(Hook)

Paranoia

This is pretty much a remake of Night Lovell's "Dark Light". I just really liked the beat and flow, so I fucked around and had fun making my own version. Just testing out different styles of my voice. Enjoy!

FALL BACK (Night Lovell "Dark Light" remake)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　Ｉ＇Ｍ　ＲＥＡＬ

//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
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music video

demons in my orbit

this is me fm updating the description in 2024 what up

Free Download

rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
As I sit in the dust while you lay with someone else
And I wish that you could feel how it felt
Knowing I am just an ornament on your shelf

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings, new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Now you gotta keep it all in like it's all good
But everything changed when you left me in Oakwood
And if you could take it back I know you would
Won't throw me away when you know you should

Tell me what's real, is it all in my head?
Every night, every word that I said
They say move on but I'm better off dead
How can I sleep when I'm next to your bed?
How can you keep me confined in a frame?
Memories fading, the faces will change
But I still live in your head so I stay
Next to your bed, watch me wither away

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

All alone
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
And I gather dust alone on your shelf

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
Honestly, you never needed this
Honestly, you never needed this

Nothing,nowhere - ornament slowed

@luvrrboi
ty mysticfox4 for the beautiful color work on my drawing<3

Lyrics:
singing SleepyHead but I’m still woke
head down on the kick like a pillow
face down on a brick, ayo
Yung Luv aka Lumo
catch me gliding on the breeze like a frisbee
she’s shaking at her knees when she with me
cuz I’m cool
but ill give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last   

at least love that i don’t expect to
cuz ive expected in the past and its been regretful
you know who you are, i still don’t forgive you 
i  can’t forget you

partly cuz you took my jacket and I know that you meant to
now i watch my closet close every time a new girl steps into my bedroom

It’s hard to share anything with anyone,
but I do
cuz I’m cool
and I’ll give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last

Heart Attack/Give Me Back My Jacket

HEARTATTACK/GIVEMEBACKMYJACKET

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

im trying </3 Ft. Lil Raven (Prod. 4evr)

Phora - Love Is Hell (ft. Trippie Redd)
Listen now: https://Phora.lnk.to/LoveIsHell

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Love Is Hell

Love Is Hell (ft. Trippie Redd)

♥♥♥
Track available on spotify aswell
LYRICS
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VERSE

I wouldnt value what I've got without the pain
Mixed up emotions made me hurt you on the way
I try my best but really who am i to blame
Another person for my own fucked up mistakes


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame


VERSE II
I'm a noone, you're a someone, at least you're someone close to me
and we're lying, im so tired, of all the times you look at me

with that face of yours
cuz i know there's something wrong
you dont talk to me
even though it's been too long


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame

memories that last

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

Safe Sin - Heartsick Demons

#SCFIRST
Yung Pinch - Nightmares Feat. Lil Skies (Prod. MjNichols & Taz Taylor)
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@YungPinch - Nightmares Feat. @LilSkies (Prod. @MjNicholsDotNet & @TheTazTaylor)

Dont Walk Lil happy lil sad

*STARZ* (acoustic)

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

Im Bad For You

imbadforyou

Lyrics

Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for new hope
I'ma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow

Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Kobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste

You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair

Bitch you ain't real nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold
Till I'm dead and I'm growing mold

Scars on my heart you can't see
The one I need you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed?
My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this

Why would you hurt me for nothing?
I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing
I lost my way cause I made you my compass

This is a poem for you my love
The thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above
Just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust

You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not
Picking pedals off a flower under the moon is all I really got

Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that

spotify.

a love letter. | Produced by unknxwn.

john scene-a (prod. twintails)

I Lived My Life Like There Would Be A Happy Ending

Snapchat : @Devanmckinley
Twitter.com/sadmccn

Reason (Prod. Cobra)

Ornament (nothing,nowhere cover)

On Spotify

you're all i got

lyrics
—————————
i break down, my knees hit the floor
i cant feel a thing anymore
i hate ur guts & u hate my drug use
fuckin wit my head, u hate me
i love u

more
(i love u)
u hate me i love u more
(i love u)
i wake up & ache, i'm sore
(i'm sore)
u hate me i love u more
(i love u)
i love u more
i love u

OH MY GOD 
i cant, figure it out again
what a suprise
first, u want me stay then u tell me to go
make up ur mind

and i know im a
loser
never thought i’d lose her
i been so confused, ur
always bringin me down
stop bringin me down

ur always bringin me down
so im getting high
& no ur lies won’t work this time

i was
a fool for ur act
-
i was 
a fool for ur ways
for ur ways

i love u

I Lived My Life Like There Would Be A Happy Ending

NICKISGONENOW